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Posted: 10/22/2004 10:15:41 AM | You became my pulse and heartbeat,
You swept me off my feet.
I believed your lies until they were true to me,
Deception I could not see.
You told me that you need and you said "I love you",
I believed your thoughtless words and than you hurt me to.
You think that I will fall and never rise again but like the Phoenix from the ashes I shall rise,
You can't destroy something with simple lust and lies.
You can not break me though I ache and wish that you were true,
But all be d*mned to sit around and be mad a fool by you.
Your not alone I've met so many who have lied you see,
But one thing that I know for sure none of you deserve me.
Though broken,battered,bent and not something so fine,
The truth is I am worth so much more and that is the bottom line.
I want to be a wife and mother and volunteer and play,
Cuddle with the man I love at night and be a mom by day.
I have plans and things I wish to do,
They won't be stopped by the likes of you.
You want to hurt well go and try,
In the end I still won't die.
So tears for you I did once cry,
And to all you fools,screw off,good-bye.
Halley Gal | |
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Posted: 10/22/2004 10:51:08 AM | | HELL YEAH!! I need some of what you got! You just changed my whole attitude for the day. I was feeling really depressed about the ex until I read this! Thanks! | |
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Posted: 10/22/2004 11:12:44 AM | Beautiful Halley. How ya doin babe? I really loved that one hon. But just like a famous writer once said...
"Some of the ugliest things, took the longest time to make. Some of the easiest habits are the hardest ones to break"
Thats the bummer part about relationships that lasted a long time. Just because there was time served doesnt mean that there was an attitude of overwhelming health, yet because of time spent... it does tend to make it a bit harder to deal with it no longer being there.
Take care Halley... keep in touch hon!! | |
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Posted: 10/22/2004 7:58:30 PM | ~Morbid Angel ~
I sit on a window ledge with colors of so many,
No one sees me but I see myself,
My reflection,
The cracks within my glass,
Like spiders eyes I see a thousand me's,
All imperfect in a sense,
My heart aches for all I feel each day,
I see your eyes in mine,
I feel your sorrow,
Your pain,
Thunder strikes your soul and echoes into my own,
I watch your tears,
I cry,
I wake as me and in the twilight hours I wait,
I am a morbid angel,
I am me.
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Posted: 10/22/2004 7:59:20 PM | ~Ode to an Asshole~
Her tears flow and her heart breaks,
Her mind whirls and her body shakes.
She knows he loves her even when he causes her pain,
Her tears flow like pools of never ending rain.
She dreams of ways to stop the ache,
But in the end she can only shake.
The things he says at times are cruel,
He makes her feel just like the fool.
But her heart is what he has to own,
He is the light when the dark is shown.
Her body has scars that others run away when they see,
He doesn't run he just lets it be.
Her reflection she hides from and he doesn't care,
He may not be a saint but at least he is there.
His eyes shimmer like angels eyes,
He has both the truth and the lies.
His heart is golden with a touch of sin,
He is someone that you fall in.
His touch catches you like the sun with its heat,
A feeling you can't ignore, escape or beat.
His smile like a child's lovely and so fair,
He may not be a saint but at least he is there.
I can ignore the pain that he causes my heart and soul,
I can ignore the feeling of having lost control.
I can't ignore the love I feel for him now and forever,
I can't ignore he is my always and my never.
So to this angel, I give my heart and soul,
I give my body and self control.
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Posted: 10/23/2004 9:07:10 AM | Razor lines across my wrist,
Tears consume me in the mist.
I sit quietly in this hour,
Like a withered rose,an angry flower.
You wish for me to die,
Silently I sit and cry.
I want a man I can hold near,
Someone to trust and escape my fear.
Still lost,cold and afraid,
You don't know of the choices I've made.So many colors placed on my body by those just like you,
What more did you think you'd do?
I sit and wait my time goes slow,
Still so much they can not know.
Beaten,bruised and battered to,
Consumed and lost by those like you....
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Posted: 10/23/2004 6:38:51 PM | Favorite Quote
"I am the razor in your hands,I am the blood across your wrists,I am the tears within your eyes,I am hells fury."
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Posted: 10/24/2004 2:14:12 PM | There were times I was so afraid that I would wake up and never see your face,
You were heaven sent and an angels grace.
Yu left me in this world so d*mn cruel and cold,
You left me tired no one left to hold.
Now I wonder how I'll live without you by my side,
Your the beating of my heart on this rollercoaster ride.
Eyes were deeper than your soul,
I felt touch and lost control.
Your the razor in my hand and the blood across my wrist,
Your the tired energy rising above the mist.
The raven that you were might and so brave,
You were the master and my heart remains your slave.
I miss you like the flower would miss the rain,
You left me in this misery to die within all my pain.
I miss your eyes and I miss your touch,
I miss your warmth and I miss so much.
I miss your smile and your soul to,
Not to sure what to do without you.
Years have gone by and I'm alone,
without you here no light is shone.
Your my heaven and my angel to,
Heaven knows,I still miss you...................
Halley Danielle | |
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Posted: 10/30/2004 8:56:03 AM | I hold my aching wrist and like shattered glass my heart breaks,
Fear encases my soul and my body shakes.
To tired to breathe any more and sometimes I just want to die,
To exhausted to laugh and to weary to cry.
Afraid of my shadow and I just can't breathe,
Afraid to still dream and afraid you'll deceive.
You call me your own and yet I am less than that,
I am afraid of all of where I am at.
Tell me you need me and you won't hurt me to,
I put all of my heart,body and soul into you...
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Posted: 11/1/2004 3:31:53 PM | Tired yet I see you and tired yet I lay,
To tired still to breathe as I miss you day by day.
I long for you to need me but I know that's not so,
I am looking for an answer to something I don't know.
I think my heart is beating but so slowly there is no sound,
I look and see the sunlight yet darkness is around.
I seek to find your face but your face I can not find,
I reach out for your hand yet it's me you've left behind.
I can not find my heart and I can not find my soul,
Seek me out and crush and gain back all control.
I am d*mned by your memories and still I seek God's grace,
I ask that he forgive me and your memories he'll erase.
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Posted: 11/2/2004 10:10:09 PM | you love hard and tough
you take the pain when it gets rough
some say if it doesn't kill you-it'll only make you stronger
truth wears away at the soul,making the suffering longer
but with that much passion in your heart
you'll have the ability to gain a brand new start
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Posted: 11/4/2004 6:50:01 PM | I'm scared of all the pain I feel,
I wonder if it all is real.
I lie awake at night and cry,
I ask God why I can't just die.
The scars I bear on my body are more than my soul can bear,
Sometimes I wonder if anyone is there.
I can't see any more,
I don't know what I am living for.
To tired to live and to exhausted to cry,
To tired to live I just want to die.
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Posted: 11/4/2004 10:20:16 PM | some of ur words are amazing..
i ws all teary-eyed *sniff*....great stuf.....
let go of all the pain u feel
its an illusion, it isnt real...
the angels watch over u as u lie awake
He gave you this life and its His to take...
if u can let go and not resist
if u let urself heal, someday u'll see
someone somewhere hopes u exist
someone somewhere wishes for u to be
u'll find ur reason, u'll find your sunshine
it will happen, by some intervention divine..
take care of u :) | |
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Posted: 11/6/2004 5:56:04 PM | You can not love what does not feel,
In this life I am not real.
I am a shadow that can’t be held,
My heart is broken and can not meld.
I am nothing in this life,
I can’t feel not even for the cold steel of a knife.
I am not some girl you need,
I am more than what you read.
I am nothing, nothing at all,
Remember this before you fall.
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Posted: 11/6/2004 6:01:58 PM | a sad martyred mess, I've become
wounds I've opened yet to heal
always wanted, but never won
fading further from the real
I use this time I have in vain
always needing all the more
doting on my frequent pain
of living life without the score
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Posted: 11/6/2004 7:05:45 PM | You think I whine when I write,
My wounds you have not seen,
You assume you know my heart,
You know not what you mean.
Do not sit and judge what you don't understand,
The b*tch is tired but still fights and judgement days at hand.
My wounds break open and they bleed,
You condemn so you can feed.
Though sad and angry and tired to,
I am not weak,
Screw all of you.
Those who know me in this place,
Know of angers newer face.
They know that though tired still,
Nothing at all can break my will.
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| Traveled thoughts,let's get down to buisness,lol...
Posted: 11/11/2004 12:09:41 PM | Naked bodies on the bed,
Sweating, licking from toe to head.
Shaking from your bodies heat,
Starting just above your feet.
Inner thighs quiver shake,
Never once make a mistake.
Slowly gently the tongue slides higher,
Fulfilling every last desire.
Listen as you moan in pleasure and in pain,
Slowly,carefully driving you insane.
My mouth rides you like you've never had before,
Rocking you don't know if you can take any more.
Breasts slide across your body and not much more you can take,
You can put it anywhere you want baby,at least for your sake.
Lick and suck,
Play and ****.
I'll lick you from your head to feet,
Baby when I'm with you I'm in heat.
Blue eyes and a body built like a God and so much I'd like to do,
Do you know how crazy I am about you?
Beautiful and smart,
Angelic with a golden heart.
I love the way you smell and feel,
Still I'm not sure if your real.
Touch me any way you want or need to in this night,
Everything with you is alright.
Sweating,moaning will feel the air,
Damned what others think and d*mned if they care.
There are things with you I wanna do,
The question is do you?
Halley Gal
**PS Wrote this for a guy friend once,lol**
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| American Soldiers,Not Forgotten!
Posted: 11/11/2004 3:09:17 PM | I asked my kids to write and to be honest I thought they'd scream,
I didn't really think how much already this would mean.
They ask me all about you and I don't what to say,
I tell them your a soldier and for you I ask them to pray.
We read about Iraq and those lost in the war,
Selfishness is gone like it was never there before.
Christmas it seemed forgotten at least that's what I thought,
It seemed to each of my kids that their gift could not be bought.
You bring us freedom and glory from a place so far away,
They seem to realize now there is a sadness in someone else's day.
I tell my kids to wait for you to write them you just might,
All they say is that's okay as long as he gets home alright.
So to the soldiers that we wrote please stand proud and tall,
Remember this holiday your not forgotten at all.
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