| Better to have loved and lost A writing about my Capt. Posted: 11/6/2009 3:35:52 PM | Found a writing I had wrote when my Capt was deployed in Kosovo 2004
My Cap't is all I want and more so strong and protective of me. The embodiment of masculinity He loves the woman I am and nurtures the girl in me understanding how intricately the two are intertwined. Finally the girl in me is protected and the demons of the past fade away freeing me to be the woman I was always meant to be. My passions and desires brought to life under his touch. He has such patience with me,soothes my restless heart, and calms me. The Irish temper I'm notorious for is absent in his presence. He is one who is self assured enough to appreciate my independence. He has set my soul free of its chains of the past untangled the thorny vines so I may blossom. He is my lover,my protector,my confidant. The one who I feel truly safe lying next to enjoying the peaceful slumber like that of a child. So often he tells me before he drifts off to sleep he glances over at me and sees me sleeping with a content smile on my face,knowing I can sleep peacefully with him by my side. Even though we are now apart we are always in each others hearts. My Cap't is away with the military and I his faithful love that waits for his return. | |
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