You know I'm a man who tries to keep my buisness to myself and I don't make a habbit out of lieing or spreading gossip. These are exact words. I don't know what all has been said about me and I don't care but I feel I deserve this one opertunity to show someones true colors, shed a little light if you may.

My last say... before I move on to the next phase of my life. Someone who has done so much behind my back. I loved this women dearly, but I have a temper and I am far from perfect, but when I know I'm being decieved by someone who pretends to care about me and not only threaten the fabric of your families financial future but treats you like shit everyday and still always gets her way. I love her son Gabe as if he was my own and always will. I always spoiled him but he is very special.

For the 3 months before the store closed, I started working at Autozone and even worked weekends and I was still trieng to get to the store and be kept up on what was going on but Nina wouldn't even bother keeping me informed on what was going on and she was even taking money from my little owe Autozone paycheck. I was trieing to borrow 80,000 to put into the store and open the kitchen, but Nina burned me out with the way she continuly mishandled our money and her constant lies. Always doing whatever she could to make me look bad in front of all the customers and my own friends and family.

Every since I hurt my back, I've been trieng to keep up with no surgery, no pain pills, and no physical therapy and I gained weight, alot of wieght. I was in pain 24 hours a day. That store was my childhood dream. I invested well over 100,000 dollars into it. I worked ate and slept it and loved it dearly. I loved my family even more. I hated always argueing and it never really acomplished anything, but niether did lieing and deiciving everyone.

I feel that since my buisness has been put out there, it mine as well be accurate. So I spent the last 8 months reflecting on myself and trieing to think of things to better myself, I've just about lost all of the extra weight, I've stayed out of the bars and hoped and prayed that me and Nina could work things out, she left me hanging with all the bills and about 40,000 in debt.

I understand that I was depressed when I first got hurt, I lost career 9yrs, my A/B and my Captains License. I was a bit dissapointed, not to mention the pain was more than severe. I was in pain 24/7 and Nina rather than be there for me and suport me she just diagnose me and wanted me to go to the Dr. She was working at the bar while I took care of my 2 year old step son, who was more than I could handle but I loved him. So rather than come home to be with her family and relieve me of taking care of her son, she stayed at the bar late every night partieing, unless our arguements got so bad to detour her.

She even had our only vehickle after recking hers while she was drinking and acting stupid, fish taling on a gravel road prposely. I calle my friend to come pick me up one day after argueing pritty bad with her about not coming home. So we show up and pull in and low and behold she's sitting on the back of a car with her legs rapped around the dudes waste and him kissing on her neck, she had big smile on her face until she seen me and her jaw dropped, anyways somebody got punched and it was a big deal.

I took the car and left and then tried to find her later becuase I loved her but she wouldn't answer her phone and never came home that night. My best friend picked her up in New Lano at some dudes house but she said she stayed the night at the bar. She come home mad at me becuase I took the car and left her stranded and didn't do any of those things that I seen.

We faught, but again I'm stupid. She quit the bar and we tried to move past that. things steadaly got worse, she continued to denie it ever happened. I talk to the owner and she was sitting were the camera's couldn't reach, how conveniant and they were the only two people outside. She said, later on, that if it did happen it wasn't cheating becuase he didn't have his****in her. Her exact words. She borrowed 14000 dollars from my parents on there credit card they were nice enough to let us use for a safe amount of money.

So love really does lead the blind. She manage to manipulate our customers, me, and everyone she comes in contact with. She complained about everything and never appreciated anything and everything. Always judgemental of everything and everyone. Always gossiping. Cell phone riang 24/7, hell no telling how many times she cheated on me, or what horrible she's fabricated against me.

This is my first and only response and I kept my pease and waited til it was over becuase I never once gave up on trieng to make my marriage work, when I shouldv'e just walked away in the first place and that's what I'm doing. No don't beleive in being respectful to someone who constantly disrespects me. Who starts shit and acts like poor me to her social gatherings. I know the true Nina now. She's loyal to very few, and she loves no one, but that's just my opinion. Well to those this pertains, take how you will and those just curious do the same.

I'm good, she struck her last blow 2 days ago. And our divorce was a week ago, she made not one single atempt to work things out since she walked out the door, and 3 months later she concieved a child. She wanted to take everything I worked hard and broke my back for away from me and crushed my dreams and broke my heart in one fell swoop. She broke every promise she ever made me and lied about me every chance she got and never lost a minutes sleep. Well from now on I will never loose a minutes sleep over her and everything is so much clearer now. The news she gave me, give's me the strength to move on and reminds me I've reflected enough and I've excepted this fate. Anyways, there you have it folks. Say what you will but I'm moving on......................................................................