| | jealous girls have no hopePage 1 of 1 | i vomit in the morning
i puke at night
I never feel
like anything is right
I read the shyt you write about me
and wonder why I never can see
the light
I think I might
be turning Japanese
or something
you know the day is long
when you turn up the most detested song
and proclaim its glory
in front of no one at all...
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I will not be sad
I will be glad
make me happy
can you see
something beautiful
or scary
i want you
for mysel
I don't want you
with anyone else
and you have to obsess over me
as i do you
or it woudl just be an unfair relationship
our antethesis
tested and true
but never verifiable
by any scientific means
it seems
as if I write
maybe I might
do something else for awhile
I've lost my smile
thinking of a word that rhymes with katie
well, just so you know
she's still fvcking charlie.
and you will get herpes
but probably already hve them...
ugh
i'm so mad
they will eelete this
no one lets me bytch | |
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| jealous girls have no hope
Posted: 4/2/2012 11:09:10 PM | sometimes I want to be
this confident being
all professional
and classy
so I put on make up, heels
and a suit
Sometimes
I am through
with classiness
men
and sexually fulfilling things
involving other people
other than the people
on the computer screen
that do nasty things
for free
The callouses on my feet
are caused and created
by me dancing
in some parking lot
with holey shoes
and I don't bother to lose
them
I need them
just in case
I decide to dance again...
I spend most of my time
watching ghost stories
and other fantasy things
wishing I could write
a scene worth repeating
more than over two years
and less than I've wasted on you...
These words
mean nothing
unless you feel the pain I bring
myself
this hell
I sit in
trying to escape...
as of late
I've kissed no one
and only seen a few
that I'd like
to touch
I miss a special someone so much
but he never even
thinks of me.
I pretend I am free
but am not truly allowed to be
for if I were on the road
dancing...
the welfare would take
the baby. | |
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