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Posted: 1/12/2005 2:39:54 AM | the lightness of us is welcoming
the heaviness is consuming
the bait dancing is alluring
the taught pull of the line dragging
when what you want becomes what you're not sure of
is it insecurity?-or a red flag to be heeded?
do I have the ability to need?--or even desire to be needed?
what's the icing without the cake?
what is learned without the mistake?
I never wanted to take you for granted
but here we are now-maybe both disenchanted
looking for fun-turning my back on more
the light flickers out,from the close of the door.
and this is why I just wanted to be friends
since guilt and sorrow build when it ends
and this is why I will stay alone and single
dancing only to play or mingle
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Posted: 1/12/2005 2:46:29 AM | There are friends within these walls
We shall dance but for now duty calls
Leave the light on I must go to war
I shall be back in time for this amour
All in Fun and fun for all | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 7:15:17 AM | oh neo.. this was soo cool and it echos some of my deepest feelings..loved it and i hope you feel better.. if you need to talk feel free to mail me..
bubbles | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 2:11:03 PM | Neo im with Bubbles here! You are a lovely person with a heart of gold! .......
all the best!
Daniel | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 6:42:45 PM | dear God
Posted: 10/29/2004 4:29:59 AM
i just want to love
like it's my last day left
i just want to live
in a way you would accept
i just want to build
strong family and friends
i just want to love
in a way the never ends
amen | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 6:45:17 PM | just in case
Posted: 10/29/2004 4:38:05 AM
if they never knew
how much they meant to me
if they never knew
how proud I was to be
their family, their friend
so thankful to the end
I love them now, forvever
intentionally hurt,not ever
could you make them know in dream
i held them highest in esteem
thank you Lord-amen | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 6:48:29 PM | indebted
Posted: 10/25/2004 2:39:13 PM
heavy heart lifted
my sight's been shifted
out of the dark
you made a spark
thank you -over and over again
for pointing a direction
and being a friend | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 7:01:03 PM | Neo i wasnt sure if you know
But you have helped me grow
I read my thoughts and yours with mine
Good breeding? We both saw sublime
On a screen I can learn all the time
Your teachings Still run through my mind
So i cant wait , when your happiness shines
I have seen in glimpses so devine
Your man will be so lucky when yous have your time
I will always be here for you to have a chat
Consider us friends , how bout that?
Never let anything bring you down
I will listen , or simply be a clown
Anything for your eyebrow to be lifted from a frown
I pray you take it in , and have the time of your life!
Ease your worries through friends , it is simple advice
I will be waiting , without thought for a price
Thankyou for painting this picture , your just so nice!!!!
Your Friend
Daniel. | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 7:41:46 PM | who is the new guy?
what am I doing?
where will this all lead?
who am I foolin?
direction to perfection?
I stand in correction.
but even still I like you.
fun memory's recollection.
too fast too soon
I needed the moon
You needed more
but who's keeping score?
as strangers we met
and strangers became
the strangest thing yet
I'm calling your name
don't like what I said
for that I am sorry
looking out this window
the night is so starry
wonder what you're thinking
for a moment is it me?
well yes I know I think too much
and still have yet to see
we gazed into "those windows"
for such a long long time
it's such a shame to board them up
after feelings so sublime
a crazy role reversal
that's going on in my life
It seems I'm wearing different shoes
than when I was a wife
explanations only go so far
and don't take away the pain
but we can rise above it all
and learn to laugh again
well,you know who you are
and you know where I'm at
if you feel so inclined to
just call,and we'll chat
if not,that's fine too
I'll give you respect
good luck with the business
and with those you connect
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Posted: 1/12/2005 7:51:10 PM | when I'm working on something, and finally get it posted...and "poof",there's someone special right there! You just don't know how much of a kick I get! It literally tickles~~
thank you sweetheart.I feel like all of you out here are so golden,and I like you guys a lot.
I could be in a million different moods-but always swing right where I belong when I come in here.It's some kind of crazy wonderful. And I always get comfort,and warmth from what you teach.Thank you from my very INNARDS!(LOL) | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 7:59:50 PM | lol , i got these tingles like goosebumps , i see how special this is for all of us. Its not a selfish pond we all have created! I shall be back to read this thread over and over because it makes me feel special and gets my head thinking in the right direction again. Speaking of which , Ewwww , your innards are all over this post.(lol)
Take it easy , and if its easy take it
Daniel | |
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Posted: 1/12/2005 11:34:15 PM | you know what they say----no GUTS no GLORY....(lol)
I'm really going to bed now- I am so tired I wanna slap myself!! gnite all~ | |
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Posted: 1/13/2005 5:57:37 AM | Philosophy of monstrosity and pride
Open tombs where a belt reside
Pyramid of time pass it by
Anyone have an aliby to obide
Consider and ask why?
Look after yourself and your soul
Dont be moon lit to step in a world already sold
Mythology comeback with a strong hold
Truth lay all beyond the stories told
Communication break when it time to fold
Aint ready for truth to help you to grow
Get ready for the river , and learn to swim with its flow
Im one to remember , but you already know.
Daniel Blake. | |
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Posted: 1/13/2005 6:37:39 AM | oh danny and neo you too are my other half or should i say my other quarters or whatever but i feel like ya'll are peering into my soul and thats more than a little eerie.. but its nice to know someone out here understands and thats whats really cool for me here..
i know about the giddiness you get when you come in here and someones been in your spot just reading away..its really gratfying...
well here a little somethin for you both..
I’m here
I feel your pain and it goes against the grain,
I cannot profess to know but I’m here for you to explain
I offer my love and I’m sure you know it’s also
Extended by him above
I offer my ear even if all you need
Is just for me to hear, it’s you that I
Hold dear. Do not look ahead in fear
But instead count all that’s been done and
Persevere.
You have my time I know you’re sick of that line,
Truly time waits for no man, so bide yours and
Take all that’s given for all that’s taken you will
Surely be forgiven.
Know yourself and take time to heal,
Know your friends are always there to make
Amends, THEY may not be there but that does
Not mean they don’t care, THEY’RE only human
Have to figure out they’re flaws even if it defeats
THEY’RE cause. It may take time so don’t be sad
Just know I am here to make it better a tad.
bubbles
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Posted: 1/13/2005 3:49:36 PM | | Much enjoy the reading. I hope all is better Neo. Sometimes slumps stay too long but i am sure there are friends to pick you up. | |
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Posted: 1/14/2005 8:56:34 AM | the "tickles" here
trickle tears
swollen joy
overflowing
waterfalls
you just take my breath away
your beauty emanates
your love emancipates
harmonious gestures
open gates
when sadness becomes hemorrhage
the first aid crew magically appears
devine angels coalition
to you~recognition
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| meanderings
Posted: 1/15/2005 10:04:30 PM | minds entwine
as days unwind
penny for your thoughts(saves you hundreds in doctor bills!)
masses reaching out
for the warmth no doubt
we conceive or make believe(and at times we get the chills!)
flip,fling,flung
I think I just got stung
wonder where the prairie went
and songs that once were sung?
yesterday,now,tomorrow
happy,mad,or sorrow
if you let me keep my job today
won't have to beg,steal,or borrow
"mother goose-like" rhymes
dancing with clock chimes
to live at ease,a stress reprieve
try changing with the times! | |
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| sometimes it's fun to scribble
Posted: 1/15/2005 10:24:31 PM | ever just doodle? curlies on a poodle?
spicy little noodle? when you're in the "mood"le?
nothing deep to say?feel like a little play?
when you're down and grey?that's how I am 2day!
like wading in a pool,but you really aren't swimming
not full blown haircut,just a tiny bit of trimming
a dibble a dabble-lets play a game of scrabble
I know -I've been told- I do know how to babble!
but when you've gained some weight-it's best to only nibble
and if you're not an artist,sometimes it's fun to scribble! | |
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Posted: 1/15/2005 11:18:05 PM | one more thing....the heart might sing
these thoughts entertain...should we go through this again?
I feel it too,it's not just you
"more than words" the song-will show where we belong
gestures of friendship evolve-the mysteries are solved
not how,or why,or when?-will we meet again?....
but let me interject-this relationship I respect. | |
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