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A fool in georgia Posted: 1/19/2005 10:47:19 AM
Hi to anybody reading not like youll ever remember what was said here but its from the heart so i need to say it a long time ago i was in mexico and was given the chance to spend some time on an indian reserve i have a deep respect for the native americans and what they went thru in our past there in the sweat lodge i was given a drink made with mexican mushrooms of some sort i was given a new lease on life with what was seen in my mind and soul i remember seeing things that i had never been thru but yet i had been thru em i think i saw my past lives from then on i decided it was time to be more like who i once was i think that i had a deep respect for all that was different and strange for once i completly understood what jim was trying to tell us before he died all we have is the doors music today im getting to the point life dosent prepare you for things that you have sought to prepare yourself for i have been trying to meet a nice girl not just any girl but one who knows who she is and i would be happy to wake up to im not and ugly guy never really had a problem getting a date but i decided 3 yrs ago that the dating seen sucked because you spend all your time trying to figure that person out when they dont quite tell you whats really going thru there head in the first place well this past weekend was hell on my soul i found out an ex girlfriend of mine was back in town back home i regreted breaking up with her i finally got the nerve to tell her what my heart was saying you know she was my second love nothing can replace the first but the second holds a different meaning you have more confidence when she or he comes into your life i told her those things and she about cried i was soon to figure out she had a boyfriend who was in jail she asked me if id take her by to see him i think the whole time i was taking her there i felt the need to get out and punch a whole thru a tree you know its funny guys are simple as much as we dissagree we are im telling our secret but women tend to be so complicated she went in and had her visit i think she wanted to get her frustations out and tell him what was pissin her off well she came out 30 mins later and she didnt seem upset she didnt seem anything you know she didnt say anything to me just kinda bullsh*tted around the conversation my thoughts are girls grype about there being no good men but hell look what i did for her what dose a guy have to do to find a girl with a like wise soul to mine i knew rite then id never get her back answer me this folks when dose a person fully realize they arent special? that fitting in dosent mean a thing that someone whos willing to give there soul for you is what everyone needs why wont people be honest and say things like they really need to be said? its not really that hard you put words together to form a sentence i love you i need you you make me feel like heaven just busted open in front of me ??????????????????????????????? answer these questions only if your willing to say what needs to be said say it dont lie dont lurk in the darkness show yourself in the light just be nick from georgia