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| Super Fun Time Hour Panzer Dragoon Series Gundam Wing
Posted: 4/30/2005 6:07:02 PM | Thanks for the kind words guys.... and looks like Evil Princess is gone... that sucks....
Anyway, I'm still in shock at how great my fortune is for meeting Lara.
Of course if it wasn't for her 'making me' have a phone conversation, none of this would have happened. (I was and still really am shy around the ladies, well except of course for one in particular)
It's been more than 4 months now since we first started talking and I can’t ever remember feeling better in all my life. I now know what it means to care for someone romantically in a way you can't really come to understand until you have experienced it first hand.
I am very grateful for the internet and particularly this site for making it possible to meet and yes, fall in love with someone 1300 miles away.
Every day I am apart from her I feel like I am less of a person, like a part of me is missing. This is of course all at once a very incredible and yet somewhat disturbing feeling to have…
I am very much looking forward to when next we meet, in more ways than one. | |
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Posted: 10/1/2006 9:52:41 PM | Nice, and now I'm going to go slash my wrists with the help of crushing depression and loneliness. How even the never actually mighty in any way have fallen to even lower levels of crappiness.  | |
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| Super Fun Time Hour Panzer Dragoon Series Gundam Wing
Posted: 10/1/2006 10:11:27 PM | I'm not being serious, I was just expressing displeasure at the sight of this thread.
For some reason on the 'myforums' list of forums I am getting 3 really old forums at the top that I haven't looked at in a long time... I guess either it's a glitch or someone is trying to torment me. Either way I lose.
On the plus side... oh, wait there isn't one.
Well, I'm trying to move one anyway.
The giggleparts can't be jovial all the time.
Man I love referring to myself in the third person... there I'm back. | |
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Posted: 10/1/2006 10:37:12 PM | Good...I'm glad you weren't serious.
If it's any comfort, one of my old old threads is coming to the top of the heap, too. No one has posted to it for ages and yet, there it is.
Take care. Be jovial when you feel it and want to be, not because it's expected of you. | |
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| Super Fun Time Hour Panzer Dragoon Series Gundam Wing
Posted: 10/3/2006 6:59:21 AM | | So, Dude, what is happening with you and Lara????? Criminy....after reading your profiles, you seemed to be really good for each other. Please give an update, because that ever so cryptic last post of yours has me in limbo as to whats going on. Its like missing an episode of a soap opera, and having EVERYTHING happen that can happen, and miss out on all of it!!!!! | |
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Posted: 10/3/2006 11:40:18 AM | All I know is that she gave me the whole "I love you, but we just can't work together" bs. Other than that I'm not going to go into details. I mean that was my first relationship and I had a lot of issues. Apparently my issues were too much. I made some mistakes, but so did she. I asked her to have faith in me that I actually did understand what the problem was and that things could get better immediately because of that. But she said it was too late and that you can't erase the past.
No sh!t, I didn't ask to take back the past only to change for a better present and future.
We did have our differences, but on the whole they were not enough IMO to end the relationship.
It just seems like she got tired of being in a serious relationship and that she just wanted to maybe be free to have casual sex relationships. Of course I don't want to believe that, but sometimes you wonder...
I'm not perfect and I'm not fun or funny all the time.
But really you can't be in a committed relationship without commitment. There are ups and downs to everything.
I truly think she wanted it to work or else she would not have moved to Minnesota with her daughter. But honestly relationships are work no matter how compatible you are with one another. I personally don’t think she currently has the mindset to be in a long term monogamous relationship.
It’s hard because sexually we did very well together.
We had much the same tastes in music, art, literature, movies, humor… you name it we had it locked down. I could even finish her thoughts and thought the same things on a lot of subjects.
Ultimately communication broke down and it went downhill from there.
I can’t say that I’m not a little angry or bitter about it, but I still love her and always will and I love her daughter too. I feel really bad for her daughter.
But I need to move on and I already have.
Thanks for the concern though. | |
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Posted: 10/7/2006 11:41:18 AM |  Eeeekkk, sorry to hear. Yes, I'm way behind and that this is all probably old news. That sucks big, fat, hairy moose d..i..c..k. The best advice I ever received from someone was, take all the problems you may have in a relationship, magnify them by 10x, and that will be your marriage, and if you can live with that, then they're the one. That did save me from going through with the marriage to the first person I was engaged to. Granted, when I did finally get married to someone, and took all of that into account, he had other ideas, so that went south. I'm still a "love conquers all" kinda chic which will probably be my downfall.
Anyway, it all turns out fine in the end.
We're all in this together.
Keep yer stick on the ice. | |
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