| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:21:12 PM | I thought I would gather up all my bits and pieces and put them in one place (in no particular order). Did I mention I love company! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Fingerpainting
The tip of my finger Brushes away a strand of hair I imagine has fallen across your brow Softly It’s the only picture I have of you And I touch it often
I’ve enlarged it trying to find the light in your eyes trace the curve of your mouth the hollow beneath your cheekbones But it fragments and I must be content To kiss A 2x2 still life and dream of your ink on my lips | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:21:57 PM | Silent Witness
Griffin’s wings lowered today Imperceptibly to others But we’ve been together a very long time And his cast iron heart Drums through mine
He’s watched me dance naked In the dark of day and the light of the moon
Witnessed pain, anger, frustration Joy when the wildflowers return Watched my children grow, then go
Suffered a thousand deaths From every cowards blow
With iron will This silent paladin Ever constant friend Keeps my secret And his carbon eyes Cry out through mine | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:22:42 PM | BLUE SHIRT
You’ve asked me to describe the singular moment that I vanish and you become a voyeur caught in the act
So I’ve put on your blue shirt, only fastening the middle three buttons because I know you like to imagine me wearing it this way
The truth is the moment is not poetic as the blush of a rose The truth is I feel nothing externally Not your hands, not your mouth The outer body, unconscious Seizes
Rapaciously guarding the internal riot of a jackhammer spinal injection An empyreal sequence of juiced current and exquisite pulsing pain delivered to each inflamed nerve
I’ve unfastened the last three buttons. | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:23:28 PM | Breaking up
I thought breaking up Would be hard Turns out eventually Enough is enough And you can walk away From anyone
Did I need more or less Highs, lows Somewhere in-between Was it naïve to think The directional part Of my id would know what to do
And now Because of you I can finally let go Of the old me The walls fall like Jericho
Rock to rubble rubble to quartz quartz to alabaster alabaster to gossamer gossamer to glow | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:33:35 PM | I am hawk Perched on leather glove No leashes hold me I am imprinted By the voice of Love It is enough | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:34:10 PM | Intuitively
I turn to you as A leaf turns to rain Spontaneously As a voice to song Rhythm to dance The tides to moon I turn for you | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:34:40 PM | Painter
Late at night In a darkened studio Where no one Hears her spasm By cripple light With naïve brush The painter’s eyes Spill sorrow | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:35:24 PM | Need oxygen Breathe
Need food for the mind Eat beauty
Want Love Give it
Lost spirit Absorb from the circle
Going blind Touch
Feel Brittle Stroke velvet
Want happiness Open the door
Simple Truly | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:35:57 PM | Patience
I covet The inkling you leave on strangers As you brush past them in a crowd The joy you brand on countless hearts The last drop of coffee in your cup The towel you toss after a shower The blanket that wraps your warmth The pillow that should be me | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:36:31 PM | Suitcase
I‘ve packed this suitcase A thousand times before Europe, Asia. East to west, top to bottom America’s The season, the reason This dress, those shoes Don’t forget the passport Simple
But this time I board a silver sky train That will deliver me to the mouth Of a volcanic mountain where White-hot rivers bleed into chasms lined with ancient stones, exotic blue flowers and bent old growth trees In yellow skies, tiger-eagles haunt mossy clouds and the green sun only shines on rainy days
Will they let me cross the border With fear in my carry-on
What if I pack only my summer skin And the temperature drops Below freezing Do I need a compass To show me the way If there are no stars in the eyes
What does it matter I’ve waited my entire life For this one pilgrimage I think I’ll just pack my heart And leave the rest to fate | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:36:57 PM | The Music Box
I give you my most Precious curio It’s true value Like an uncovered rarity Still rising Forged by the hand of revulsion Bloodied hammer Pounding innocence To mettle
Bejeweled with fever kisses on On little foreheads And a child-mother’s dream For her children
The music plays And the dancer spins For only you my love Hold the key My heart, this curio I place it in your safekeeping | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:37:31 PM | The altar
I offer everything of me you see And everything you don’t A final communion One sip from the grail Abiding devotion I lay at your feet | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:38:07 PM | You speak of my eyes Now Drowning the sea I want to show you Diamonds dancing On points of light
You speak of my hands Now Locked in prayer I want to paint you The miracle of wings Rippling the heavens
You speak of my mouth Now Lips parched I want to drink you forever | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:38:54 PM | Songbird
A Nightingale carillon Breaches delirious Like thunder rain Surging through A desert canyon thirst Spilling succulent Colour in it’s wake A cactus flower blooms | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:39:39 PM | Oblivious
Like a mime Defining The point of no return I reach for you
In my blindness I taste your kiss
Deafened to the world I hear you calling my name
Your scent lingers Still, I miss you | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:40:06 PM | Medic
When your veins splinter And bleed internally My blood chills In case you need A transfusion
Uncontaminated Pure Type L
I left some in your Freezer For emergencies
Take as much as you need I can make more | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:40:50 PM | HALLMARK DAYS
Some childhood memories Should just be left at the curb Along with the rest of the trash Rancid, like a carton of milk with a picture of a missing kid on the side and a 40 year old Best Before date
I always thought Hall missed the Mark
Mom… this Mother’s Day I just wanted to say sorry you always felt I ruined your life on the day I was born
Dad… It’s Father’s Day and I want you to know, the warm feeling of your strong hands wrapped around my throat stayed with me. | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:41:34 PM | Landing
The pilot announces The plane is descending The seatbelt sign flashes Redundantly She’s already bound by fear
Not a coffee shop rendezvous With cellular absolution Free falling No parachute cord No exit plan
Dead woman walking Prayer beads in hand Down a dark corridor She takes a last breath Raises her head Steps through the gate
The execution is stayed In one merciful moment By welcoming arms And a long slow deep kiss Without apprehension She arrives at Her final destination | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:43:14 PM | Night Sweats
How wontedly you slit your throat From one side to the other Veins bleeding black Promises Smeared On the marriage bed
Did you forget I lived in your jugular | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:56:08 PM | Implosion
If the sins of the father Blemish the sun And a mother’s anguish Craters the moon While humanity withers By slight of hand And hate is ordained In the heart of man As the earth shudders From rockets red glare And Grace forsakes Our children in prayer Will we be missed By anyone | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:56:57 PM | Elysium
Delete the dream Eternity couldn’t brave The truth Diminished Hope in time Perhaps | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:57:49 PM | Fractures
Tiny cracks Below the surface Ignored Faults Shift unfathomable Deep in the core Hidden Stress Amassed anxiety Suppressed Vibrating Pushing Seismic waves Through Layers of obedience Quaking Crushed foundations Razed hope Exposed need Aftershock The realization Of the damage I’ve done | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:58:58 PM | Applause
All the world loves a rose Why? Nauseatingly sweet Treacherous to hold Aloof, pompous thing Not to mention…common Overused, commercialized Hybrid Like surgically augmented women No Diva a rose Simply a bit player with attitude
But a poppy Quixotic, flawless beauty Mischievous maven Hypnotic sway Just ask Dorothy Or those who dream In Flanders Field Encore Take a bow | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/10/2007 11:59:49 PM | Handcuffed Fingertip kisses Cut through Barbed wire And touch In sunlit fields Of love’s embrace | |
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| Fingerpainting Posted: 7/11/2007 12:00:17 AM | Coming To Terms
DENIAL Lying here A crowd gathers I can’t be Just a casualty of the street I looked both ways Before crossing
ANGER How could he Not see me I was wearing Pink neon He was supposed to stop
BARGAINING God, I don’t want to die But If you’re hell bent On taking me Let me live long enough To forgive And say goodbye
DEPRESSION The medics say there is no hope I think they’re right
ACCEPTANCE I understand now I’m just A chalk outline A haunted memory | |
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