| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 12:38:16 PM | Forward motion into the muscle of my brain gives up into exquisite pain Deepen… lengthen…flow Warriors beat my thighs My arms my hands lifted to Heaven and I am released into movement. A calm ascension. sweat prickles upon my skin As I hold Longer… hold… longer this single pose Bending down into place It always seems the meaning is never lost Upon true flesh talk It is a journey within that Takes you nowhere Except yourself think of nothing else Just position Breathe…deeper…breathe a further stretch Salute the sun. The moon Divine creator our flaws embraced As we learn to love them And yet again, its nothing more No great understanding It is a just a stretch Flow…blood…flow A breath A simple hold
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 12:39:36 PM | I strive to know depths beyond my understanding and it is constant struggle to accept the practical examples that flay me with their powerful instruction. But I learn my hard ones and attempt to accept with tolerance my mistakes. ahese passages of wisdom that mark my journey in my book of lessons are the pages of my existence
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 9:41:39 PM | If i could be any tree I would be a coconut tree It is a gift from higher spirit that feeds and shelters the flesh of me would nourish and the leaves of me would cover your head in a hat woven by old ladies hands in the marketplace of Samoa. If i could be any tree I would be a coconut tree and I would sweep your floors clean with the 'salu' made of my spines tied with recycled rubber braided by the hands of laughing children after hurricane ofa If i could be any tree I would be a coconut tree my leaves green woven by men to be your rooftops give you privacy and shade from the rain and beating sun If i could be any tree I would be a coconut tree my shell becomes your charcoal and adornment of your body I would accesorise you in style or provide a simple cup to hold my liquid or your breasts within If i could be any tree I would be a coconut tree I would pave your paths of dirt with husks of me that braided are the sinet woven by old mens hands that hold up beams of solid trees like me without bolt or nail. Just the simple wrap of me
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 9:58:36 PM | a childhood surreal so rich like the rivers I swam in my school uniform silty with the names of my friends Tanya, Clifford and Carol, Ari and his brother Tai no longer with us in this life the busses with the stereo systems yeah we would hang out for the cool ones and talk under the shade of the giant flame tree in the grassy fields of my childhood memories and Mrs Letufuga that skinny lady kiwi who inspired in me passion for the written word she awakened in me a love of how they worked together so much passion in her teaching I remember her mouth moving like music she was tasting every word that she was reading to me how I loved that Those children now grown like me are still around in my world my mother spoke to Clifford just last year and he is well the same person I danced with when I was thirteen long ago
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 10:12:33 PM | girl poetry always reeks of boy lucid and enchanting yet coy yawns fill the room but she always has a broom
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 10:38:00 PM | and yes... the greatest inspiration comes from boy and pain and lust and love but dont fool yourself i speak of real life not romance and of childhood not romance of friendship not romance there is a difference | |
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/8/2007 11:19:51 PM |
there is a difference
Without past experience we cannot handle the future. Anything else is mere pretence of love and life we did endure No pain and suffering was without its blessing. Our past in true essence Of that we can be sure has made us who we are TODAY and it is in TODAY we make sense and Shine ... | |
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 12:50:52 AM | Arohanui TG ... perhaps something "cathartic expression of authentic self" of the Love genre 
 The intimate feeling of your touch your body against mine embraced and protected. Words are spared but are not needed because the message is felt mutually. In your absence my mind is still on our time spent but also my mind is on tomorrow hoping it will be as the yesterday we were together because I love you.
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 12:51:57 AM | Wow Salty, I just love the fact that this world is so small some times you 12 hours ahead at least I think tomorrow today just love to see you here in my present
Aloha
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 1:03:42 AM | authentic emotion
something sad ...
 Heartaches … come to us all Mistakes … how we did fall Fears … feeling undone Years … being alone Tears … thru a frown Love … let us down Sunshine … follows rain Rainbows … take away pain Courage … to stand tall Strength … breaks down wall …….now ………..today ………………start BUILDING BRIDGES
Friendship …..... is building bridges and keeping them in constant repair.
something happy  TOUCH MY HEART
Your gentle caress Soft upon my skin
Your paralyzing eyes Drawing me in
Your tantalizing smile Arouses my passion
Your fears Touch my compassion
Your tears Touch my soul
Your love Makes me whole
Your soulful gaze Speaks a new start
Your sweet words Touch my heart
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 1:35:51 AM | just one more TG since your tomorrow is our yesterday
Win or Lose
Pleasure or pain Wherein the gain Pleasure has a cost Pain has nothing lost This day I must choose Will it be win or lose Freedom of choice One lonely voice Look once look twice How to feed the vice Which way will cards fall The winner takes it all Fairweather friends abound but will they still be around when I have nothing left to lose, and am bereft of love and life and soul abandoned like a troll post voted off the thread only pain is in my head.
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 2:06:35 AM | You stare me down upon the hour your backhanded compliments and ‘hard to get’ attitude keep ‘em comin keep ‘em runnin, guessin and you keep searchin because it doesn’t work sometimes....... Try to fill your belly cause its grumbling for something more than a candy bar. Belly aching, looking for the meat the fiber, the muscle the sinew, the spine that takes time To find....... The stainless steel walls might hide a heart that’s lonely and hidden behind your plastic curtain your blistered lips are scalded from words that leave the fingertips that are your Cyberlips....... So tell me did you ever find the real heat you seek? That real heart? is it whizzing by you? fickle like a rollerskate? fly by and roll along on your parallel way it’s the perpendicular I crave.......
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 3:42:59 AM | Boys bitter expression without hopeful, uplifting output or emotion, stops short of poetry or poetic humour....;-)
Cathartic expression of authentic self, please continue
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/9/2007 4:17:47 AM |
So tell me did you ever find the real heat you seek? That real heart? is it whizzing by you?
Arrogance of Egotistical Soul
Do not tell me what I feel My feelings are mine to own Protecting yourself sure and true This is not about me it is about you In words we converse And share and are known In light of night The talk is shown It shows me the parts I saw in you Your words tell me The words guiding the essence of you And still you say To me you are unknown For we have not glanced Each others way And seen in a second All there is to say In a glance you profess to see All you know is all of me So it is true I do not know you friend Your words hold no meaning Trivial, frugal and without an end Stay locked in your world Your vision is all you see Base lifetimes on fleeting glances And seek and wonder why.
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/10/2007 12:04:32 PM | As children we would laugh in the dark and your parents would tell us to shush and go to sleep and we would sing songs to each other in whispers and talk into the early hours of the morning. In plumeria trees we would laugh climbing old gnarled arms covered in scented flowers of white and yellow How we would talk to each other! with tradewinds in our hair that blew our thoughts back and forth between us such beautiful breezes and sunshine on our backs we would speak to each other as young girls do so innocent and untouched by the complexities of unrealized dreams and pain of the disappointment in womanhood. As women we fell in love with others but always came back to the shelter of our friendship so often sharing tears and laughter cause now we were not so simple and no longer so innocent. And we would go out and dance with friends know the intoxication of lust and drink and still look at each other across rooms and know ‘yes, you’re there for me’. I still have that four-leaf clover and your letters And the pictures of my Godchild Your firstborn and although so many many miles of ocean are between us my agape bloom is like yesterday like the children of me and you whispering in the dark.
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/10/2007 12:28:09 PM |
Your firstborn and although so many many miles of ocean are between us my agape bloom is like yesterday like the children of me and you whispering in the dark.
Eyes Of A Child
Through the eyes of a child the world is full of wonder Through the eyes of a child it’s sunshine, rain or thunder Through the eyes of a child life’s just an endless game Through the eyes of a child there’s only adults to blame Through the eyes of a child it’s schooldays and fun days Through the eyes of a child it’s fascinating always Through the eyes of a child it’s beach, buckets and sand Through the eyes of a child life’s so easy to understand now what about us – you and me where’s our eyes of a child we live life so fast, never free to take those eyes of a child and quantify life to really see letting imagination run wild so take a break today, just be lost in the eyes of a child …
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/10/2007 12:32:56 PM |
As women we fell in love with others but always came back to the shelter of our friendship so often sharing tears and laughter cause now we were not so simple and no longer so innocent.
CHOOSE A LIFE OF LOVE
To love is to step out with light, like a candle in the night, shining our path to morning sun finding love lives in everyone.
I know it’s not easy sometimes dancing to music without rhymes Out with those good time guys whose truths soon turn into lies.
The ones that promise you forever and lead you down paths to never be the same after wedding bells when their faithlessness is living hell
Yet one may choose a life of love, trusting in angels and the stars above as love unveils the beauty of all things. To be an angel, one need not have wings.
In giving love there is an equal grace. No need to seek the aura in the face, each love you feel, unstained and free, redeems and a stronger woman you will be.
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/10/2007 12:54:55 PM | you locked the front door the door that used to be always open and I saw her your guilt and your fear her smugness quiet sitting there this prize you think you have its yours I said to her. And looked at him What do you want ? I asked No answer… What do you want? I asked No answer…. What do you want? I asked i don’t know he told me and with that I Left him
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| cathartic expression of authentic self Posted: 11/10/2007 2:26:21 PM | Enjoy your writing very much tropicalgrl,it's nice to read the work of real people.
STAND Here i stand for the whole world to see someone say they will Help me remember what it is like to feel I'm so tired of being still As the tears of my loved ones fall like rain may they was away this stain Here i stand for all to see the burden of me crawling towards my living years
No more dislocated artifacts of a self inflicted past No more bearing social climate and the lies they cast I can no longer entertain my daydreams or take for granted everthing is as it seems I highly doubt there is any anticipation for my resurection You never thought i would find the direction crawling towards my living years | |
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