| To Be or Not to be Posted: 3/11/2008 10:55:00 AM | I have decided to be as I much prefer it to Not to be cos to not to be would mean I am not being me and that just wouldn't do cos If I am not me that means I could possibly be You If you were me would you chose to be or not the difference between cold and hot sizzling nicely smoking pot Peace and War thats what we have got War is an excuse for men to abuse I am not political I just love buying shoes | |
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| To Be or Not to be Posted: 3/11/2008 5:48:03 PM | Well, after reading that bit of mindless, mish-mash, I think most people would agree they're glad they aren't you!  | |
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| To Be or Not to be Posted: 3/12/2008 10:36:16 AM | reply to grizzlee
well mindless mish-mash it may be I provided it for free I don't care if everyone does agree that they're are them and they're not me criticise constantly it has no effect no - not on me as I am mighty fine so take your ravings and your cravings and stick em where the sun dont shine!!! | |
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| Times like this Posted: 3/13/2008 1:27:15 PM | It is at times like this When I feel such bliss A bottle of wine A candle And YOU Can you feel the force It is so strong Tomorrow to die A cold marble marker Death leads to new life Are you cold? Here’s my Parka The self-same God That judges you Is the self-same God That I love too My Father Daddy Yes that’s his name So you wanna get laid I may cause you some pain But only that Which I know you can take Jesus died for us He died for OUR sake | |
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| Smelling online becomes reality Posted: 3/14/2008 2:24:32 AM | Yes into the future I see somewhere to smell your beloved for a 100% chemical match using data from MRI scans to find the smells of which we all are fans can be created electronically have you got WI-FI? now let me see commerial giants will back it of course imagine smelling their products with the nose of a horse and taking access to a level sublime it all will come it all comes in time mark my words | |
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| Odd social behaviour Posted: 3/15/2008 12:29:25 PM | on the last two occassions I went out to sing aquaintances along the way introduced me to their family does that seem strange? - I'll say and my dentist almost split my mouth as if he was trying to say you will remember me can you pay a deposit today and my neighbours never complain when I sing I am using a professional amp "they like it", they say but at 3am ? well thats the weird thing I admit I have become obsessive with singing I have no guilt I find it thrilling I get to dress up, take pictures and dance my intention is PEACE War has had it's last chance | |
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| The Little Princess Posted: 3/16/2008 1:44:58 AM | Yesterday I had just one hour in the sun my face is bright red could have been so overdone as I lay there and sang oblivious to all contemplating how to raise my wall so I can be me with no-one to see as much as I love interaction I love my privacy so keep your camera away from the hem of my dress or you will rue the day this little princess came out to play | |
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| Silvia and Ted Posted: 3/20/2008 12:34:47 PM | A carbon copy you and me an electra complex a brute who abuses thinks he can do just as he chooses he never gave her his heart held it way back to protect his self from abuse and attack cos it happened to him like it happened to you she served his ego and his root too now Silvia and Ted would have got on much better if she had *ucked him up the arse the social go-getter she was too good too good is bad when you've an electra complex fantasise bout your dad it is in us all Dad had no Mother or Father but he loved his daughter and son it's where it all started First came Father, then son | |
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| My favourite song of the moment Posted: 3/21/2008 6:52:02 AM | I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I can't help but touch myself That's why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlight, with you there beside me All night, doin' it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby
Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby
Can't get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby
Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise, ooh boy You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby
I want to feel your heart and soul inside of me Let's make a deal you roll, I lick And we can go flying into ecstasy Oh Darlin' you and me Light my fire Blow my flame take me take me take me away ah oh ah ooooooh | |
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| Good Friday Posted: 3/22/2008 3:33:52 AM | It's been well over three years since I have been on my own I can do what I want when I want I dont need a phone and tho the moon was full last night the sight of blood kept me in no I am not going out I would rather stay in and sing and tho I fill my head with words my memories of you always ring and then the dreaming comes the ones I have whilst awake Jesus I love you so much *uck me again for God's sake | |
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| The Calling - Chapter 1 Posted: 3/23/2008 10:57:51 AM | It seemed funny to her that the place where she loved to perform the most was close to a place named after her old English teacher at School, Mr Thomas. How her life had changed since those long ago times when her only worry was remembering her table lines, as she much preferred to use words than numbers.
Now almost forty years later she had made the decision that singing would be her new chosen career after spending almost half of that time as a mother bringing up two children and working in Business Administration since leaving school.
This was a whole new world to her and she felt ready and eager to experience using her vocal chords to make a living. The Devil - let's call him "Little Jack Horner" had told her to sell herself on every street corner and she believed that she was complying with his wishes, but in her own way. Yeh she loved sticking it to the Devil
Once she had made her mind up she worked diligently to improve her range and sang everyday for at least three hours for three months. She had learned online tips and advice and taken them all to heart and she had set herself a deadline. She was always great at working to deadlines but they were always other peoples - now she was setting her own. | |
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| A Present on my Doorstep Posted: 3/24/2008 2:44:25 AM | I was expecting a delivery a delivery today and when I opened my door at my feet a box of matches lay an empty box to throw away but no it was brand spanking new full of matches just for you and when the label was turned and read she was pleasantly surprised it said THREE STARS safety matches and they came from Sweden and right here I can slip Adam n Eve in Keep away from children it says on the back I am keeping them finders keepers I am Alright Jack oh I need another water supply two more containers tomorrow please I am thirsty, I 'm dry | |
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| Let it fly Posted: 3/24/2008 12:25:41 PM | Let it fly let it fly let it fly give peace a chance go on try don't and your all gonna fry yeh you can all burn in hell and die | |
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| how come Posted: 3/26/2008 1:08:04 PM | my last post wouldnt post could it be marcus aint too smart a host | |
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| Have you ever Posted: 3/26/2008 1:19:32 PM | They say you cant write a love song until you have fallen in love - it makes a big difference when it's sung too!!
"Have You Ever?" - Brandy Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start [Chorus]
Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care [Chorus]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you in my world 'Cuz baby I can't sleep | |
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| 65 minutes of connection Posted: 3/27/2008 4:13:38 AM | Today I received an email about what happens to an egg when two mobiles connect after 65 minutes the egg is hardboiled now is this really true or is it someone having a poke at you why hasnt it made the news to test it out requires money I dont get paid so I wont fall honey 65 minutes on mobile rate you would have to be stupid I am not - aint it great | |
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| The Calling - continued........... Posted: 3/27/2008 12:35:06 PM | Three months of constant singing everyday certainly gives you an appreciation of your voice. During this time she had lost her voice totally after six weeks and couldn't make the high notes anymore. Her voice was replaced with a tight rasping squeek so she took everything down a peg or two and within a couple of weeks she was reaching low notes she had never reached before. When she started, her voice was good - now it was great.
She had also suffered a couple of colds when she had ventured out in the cold night air and she found that she could still perform reasonably well but avoided the most demanding songs.
Becoming a singer requires more than just a great voice - and the plethora of okay singers on the circuit only fired her determination. She wasn't looking to make a big career out of it either - just a living would suit her nicely but she knew that given time she would want to go Platinum and eventually ..................she did. | |
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| The Day Posted: 3/28/2008 1:28:03 AM | I love you more than life itself the night will be close to the twelth a new birth a new life I am glad you are looking forward I am going to be your wife aah but - there is no greater tradegy than a champion who cannot breed I am that champion I am a sterile steed | |
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| The Day Posted: 3/28/2008 12:36:28 PM | just thinkin' 1sing...you seem to be writing more in free verse ...have you checked out the poetry thread??? interesting stuff there...some incredibly good... you might want to check it out.. rose. | |
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| A rose by any other name Posted: 3/29/2008 7:51:45 AM | Why thank you Rose I guess you knows I dive in other pools when time allows but I have to focus on hocus pocus I love your abridgement of my name Ising yes I like that a lot and it goes with I Ching now lets talk about Life mimicking art last night I sang great I felt top of the chart and just like the notes I now make that are low introduced to two men not interested - go in fact I told the bar owner I was not willing to talk to anyone unless my cd they bought | |
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| continued....... Posted: 3/29/2008 8:02:33 AM | I gave him my picture he asked who was my agent I told him a strict business woman dont mess with her or with me and when it comes to changing my costume you can wait outside you cant see | |
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| The best things come in little packages Posted: 3/30/2008 2:32:41 AM | They don't make diamonds as big as rocks compressed carbon ticks and tocks Brother Odd what do you say get that book out read today take it easy now lets all pray | |
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| The best things come in little packages.....cont Posted: 3/30/2008 8:20:08 AM | so funny when I went for a coffee today the waitress just couldn't wait to say I've read that book it's about a guy who sees the dead how far have you got? not far - I said and then every page contained a line which made me smile I went home to rehearse all after the spate of calls my best friend from school and then came my mum she is again a great granny I am an aunt and tonight I may see a tranny | |
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| killing time Posted: 3/30/2008 2:56:36 PM | I am waiting for my file to convert it's taking so long it's making me hurt got a new cam that now makes two this one is much better quality for you | |
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| It remains to be seen Posted: 3/31/2008 9:26:39 AM | From National Geographic to watching the news - death is having a problem with the remains - no vultures to eat them, or legal land domains - now here I see a market for the problem at hand - turn these dead into diamonds - it will help save the land - the family have something worthy to cherish and keep - and for those without family they can go back to dust - and as their number grows, they speak.
make me a diamond when I am dead I will shine just for you I love you She said and tho a dark cloud may dim the light don't worry my love I am strong I am right hold me to your ear can you hear me sing - listen hold me up to the light I will sparkle and glisten keep me in your pocket carry me around I will always be with you in death I'm not bound | |
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