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Posted: 5/3/2008 11:18:16 AM | This search requires a light
It’s just another Sunday afternoon
Friday can never come too soon
Another week I’d rather forget
Full of treason and regret
To fill the void and the yearning
Why do I always lend myself to the un-de-serving?
Drag myself through another day
Can’t sleep at night so I pray
For a beauty I have never seen
One that I could only dream
To fill the void and the yearning
Why do I always lend myself to the un-de-serving?
It seems as though I’ll never learn
Water can’t always put out the burn
Quitting is for those who don’t try
Just keep on looking while life passes them by
To fill the void and the yearning
Why do I always lend myself to the un-de-serving?
Birds in the city
As we sit here alone, I recall the moments that drug us to this place, so full of fear and greed. The cold wind blows, we shelter our face with the very little we have. You lean into me and whisper, “what is this for again?” “To find another tomorrow so we can retrace our foot steps back to a more gentle place”. It’s funny how excited we were to start to discover and now we long to return back to the familiar smells and sights. You look at me with tears in your eye and show me just how this was a mistake but, there is no use in sorry, not here not now. Just hold your breath until we find a way out.
Johnny Cash
A lot of soil pass these feet
Some the same, some new to greet
they keep on moving still more to meet
Lonely lamp on an empty street
Bounce to the beat and, roll with the flow
Don't speak all that's said, just what you know
Nomad heads down a one way road
The sun is out but not for long
Winter's heading here, coming strong
The weatherman is always wrong
The old and new can't elong
Bounce to the beat and, roll with the flow
Don't speak all that's said, just what you know
Nomad heads down a one way road
Moonman
I sit alone to go outside this world
reciting the words that they have pearled
In time the truth will be unfurled
As inertia sets in my visions curled
I close my eyes, and recall my last goodbyes, as gravity dies
In my death box disguise
The fear of unknown and the things to gone wrong
A casted shadow of extrinsic show I don't belong
My nerves take over and I can't stay strong
I tremble a plead as time scrapes along
I close my eyes, and recall my last goodbyes, as gravity dies
In my death box disguise
A mother’s struggles
You sit and stare out the window all day at what? The nothing that passes by.
Waiting patiently for your turn, your turn at what? Without a sign!
Hoping the all mighty’s voice will lend itself to your ear
Calling your name, and raising you up in thanks for holding him dear
But I’m the only one keeping you out, on this side of the light
Because you still keep my name on your tongue at night
With your knees on the ground and you hands in the sky
Asking for my forgiveness and saying I’ve changed in your eye
But even the words from angel who has paid her time couldn’t change his mind
You risk it all, it all for what? Not much..unless you see something I can’t find
For I took a shovel and closed my eyes and dug until I couldn’t get out
Burry the innocent along the way, ignoring their screams and shouts
But you still hold me high in your thoughts, preying to his name
Saying he should forgive and forget, move on and drop the blame
But you’re fighting a losing battle and for what? It’s such a shame.
Just words
Those sweet words cuddle convolution, lacing ambience. It transcends interest so brilliantly. Counterpoise is contrived and sealed on faith. It’s artless black trail will shine too little too late.
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Posted: 5/3/2008 12:26:59 PM | What do I think? Just *wOw* . .
I was especially drawn into 'Birds in the City' but these are all excellent!
What do I think of the person who voted to delete this because it's a chat topic . .
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Posted: 5/3/2008 2:32:17 PM | | Well, hit the reply button and add more of your words when you're up to sharing them. You've got the touch. Excellent read! | |
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Posted: 5/3/2008 2:38:04 PM | voting to delete your own words? Now that's poetic!
love the writes! Please continue
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Posted: 5/3/2008 2:42:44 PM | Nothing’s what it Seems
Faults creep through like suspicious shadows
Seal them off at the lips
Reroute the world to your strength
You think you’re so clever
None the wise
The stitching tight on your uniform
A loose strand showing would be such a pity
Effect of Greed
I sit on hillside questioning how a smiling face can bring such tragedy
Is it me? Is there something I do so wrong? I follow the rules to fail.
I have broken all my windows for what? So you can set me a flame.
How good of you to give up faith so easily, these actions show you,
And how easily you can flip, “soak the innocents and leave’em dry”
Such a good philosophy it needs two faces to pillar the strain.
But whatever it takes to allow you to peer over the fence to the other side.
Subconsciously you repeat phrases justifying to your sleepless eyes, it will be worth it some day.
On court jester’s time
There is no place I’d rather be then here
Sharing a smile with no fear
Creating a musical bliss
Life is either hit or miss
and
A laugh’s a minute, A laugh’s a Minute my dear
A laugh’s a minute, A laugh’s a Minute my dear
I know times can’t always like this
So I remember to cherish
Let’s not leave this song
Without a hit from the bong
Cause
A laugh’s a minute, A laugh’s a Minute my dear
A laugh’s a minute, A laugh’s a Minute
Push away, un-attach, distance
Entry conversation
Armed with underlying meanings
Far from loss of words
Far from loss of words
I don’t know what you want from me
And I don’t know what I want from you
It’s just a scene
AM brings the unfamiliar
This is something, nothing new
Planning my escape
Planning my escape
I don’t know what you want from me
And I don’t know what I want from you
It’s just a scene
This lovely imagery, It’s just a scene
A window of opportunity
Left it in a cut and paste way
Exposing your badge of infamy
While the truth teeters on the ledge
Over what was heard through the hedge
When heights get the best of us
Will things let go, waaaoo-oooo-oooo
This Golden Gate thought dangles
With tell a tail signs blurring angles
And jumping to conclusions
Only adds to the confusions
When heights get the best of us
Will things let go, waaaoo-oooo-oooo
Coming to terms
I opened the door
For my inner thoughts to be explored
Never thinking what’s in shouldn’t be found
So I closed my eyes and ears to sound
It’s hard to swallow
When all’s hollow
I discovered the dark unseen
Learnt what I wasn’t from what I’ve been
Pulled out daemons from long ago
Luminate for everything to glow
It’s hard to swallow
When all’s hollow
A bloody Tail
This legend entails a cabin with a blood soaked floor
A mausoleum for a sole that will be mourned
Her fingers grip the telephone cord
Of what was her last hope she couldn’t afford
Opening the doors to the crime scene
The body enfiladed with heavy incisions
Marking the rage that consumed her last visions
Magazine letters riddle motives to the reading eyes
Begging for interpretation that they won’t find
Opening the doors to the crime scene
Spring clean for summer fling with plans of a fall out for winter
When we first met, you were attracting old eyes
But you assured me mine only mattered (what lies)
And that’s how we looked in the warmth, like something
But how quickly words fade when cold winds blow, to nothing
But it’s okay because who am I anyway?
When we first met, it was nothing short of cold
But as we got close the ice melted and that feeling grew old
We sparked into flame and grew from each others fire
It got too bright and eyes grew for someone new to hire
But it’s okay because who am I anyway?
Re-inventing order and means
Broken backs and for what you ask
“It don’t seem you’re getting anywhere”
Wasted youth, not following root
“It don’t seem you’re getting anywhere”
Does everything have to be in ****ing assembly line fashion?
I am not asking to re-invent a heritage just go my own way
Not listening only makes it louder
“It don’t seem you’re getting anywhere”
This is not just the trend of the hour
“It don’t seem you’re getting anywhere”
Does everything have to be in ****ing assembly line fashion?
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Posted: 5/3/2008 2:47:00 PM | Mid life Crisis
Comfort besieges me
I know I am getting old
But I am hoping to break free
And reverse it’s hold
When there is nothing left to do
I’ll be looking for something new
Repetition is a bore
And nothing to look for
Cycles are for the weak
I never want to retrace
To the familiar I turn my cheek
And the unseen I will grace
When there is nothing left to do
I’ll be looking for something new
Repetition is a bore
And nothing to look for
I flap my wings and fly away
Just so I don’t have to repeat my way
The frown
You watch me smiling at everyone
You can’t stand I have all the fun
You got to bring me down
You bring the frown
It’s like you know me
It’s like you hold me, to the count
You give the boot for me to run
You say the party it over, it’s done
You turn down the sound
You don’t welcome us around
It’s like you know me
It’s like you hold me, to the count
Yeah you got your finger on the gun
You pick us off one by one by one
You got to bring me down
You bring the frown
Yeah, You bring the frown
New bi-law babies must come with a sticker reading Caution! Thoughts and feelings inside
Don’t push too far
Don’t push too hard
It’s going to break
A little less of “good job”
A little more “don’t sob,
It doesn’t matter what it takes”
You push me far away from what I want to do
Because it doesn’t fit your shoe!
Yeah it doesn’t fit your shoe!
Society says He lives through you
Society says that’s all he can do
Drowning thoughts in a lake
It’s hard to say
What is the “right way”
But this we have to fake
You push me far away from what I want to do
Because it doesn’t fit your shoe!
Yeah it doesn’t fit your shoe!
When things get out of hand
And you forget just why you demand
For heaven’s sake
Everything isn’t for everyone
This everything isn’t for this someone
Rebellious partakes
You push me far away from what I want to do
Because it doesn’t fit your shoe!
Yeah it doesn’t fit your shoe!
Same old, Same old (SSDD)
Repetition repeated
Redundancy pleaded
Actions not needed
And starting to feel it
It’s possible
To die from boredom
No one tried to warm them
To tame excitement
No room for incitement
Terms for indictment
And then the lights went
It’s possible
To die from boredom
No one tried to warm them
It’s in your mind
It’s in your mind
the friend song
I wrote it a 1000 times
In a 1000 different ways
I still don't know just how I'll say
It's not that I hate or wish it all away
I don't think of it as the end
I just see us more as friends
I commit a 1000 crimes
In a 1000 different ways
I still don't know just how I'll say
It's not that I hate or wish it all away
I don't think of it as the end
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Posted: 5/5/2008 9:40:43 PM | Come, Sit, Down
It doesn’t matter what I say
I know that you won’t listen
It always has to be your way
Or you take away all the conviction
You always will be the sway
Because you are my addiction
You are the center I revolve
I will keep on spinning
It doesn’t matter what I do
Left will always be right
I could make it all new
But it won’t shine without your light
I could never be blue
When you are in my site
You are the center I revolve
I will keep on spinning
It does not matter what I give
There could always be more
I do not care how I live
So long as you I can afford
To lose it I would never forgive
Myself and I would feel poor
You are the center I revolve
I will keep on spinning
Brittle
I grew up thinking there was good
I was taught ‘do” is better than “should”
But all that’s learnt has changed with time
What once was strong is not fine
So I change my mind
I change my method
A world that’s real won’t be made of wood
And all its tortures covered with a hood
Bright eyes can’t seem to define
Aren’t able to see the sign
So I preach my mind
I preach my method
One man making a difference isn’t understood
To busy dwelling in terms of could
Too many feet scuff over the line
Kicking away much more than just mine
So I kill my mind
I kill my method
Addiction serenade
I watch it crumple, fade away
I saw cheeks turn to grey
Showed no lines to hint afraid
Even though life is frayed
I watch the black start to convey
I saw it slip that day
It tore in, thoughts start to cascade
Behind this masquerade
I watch it lead the weak astray
I saw the lies today
It will break down what is prayed
Addiction serenade
Paper Heart Scissor trail
One more look and I’ll be hooked
No more sitting on the side, I’ll be jumping in this time
Dressed to kill in my suit, ready aim shoot
No more hiding the prize, I will show my true size
I smell the flower in the breeze and I start to seize
Smell’s so good I start to melt, memories of what I felt
Holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on
Some more is to spread it out, ease the moans and the shout
Pleasure comes with a dip, can’t get off this satin trip
It sucks me in, swallowing in a spin
Ease your troubled mind, don’t think it will be fine
Thoughts create a worried time, write a book line by line
Wander freely into me
Holdin’on, I’m holdin’ on
Chasing after you is time, waiting for the secret sign
Raise the anchor setting sail, my paper heart on a scissor trail
The good bye song
I tell myself to smile
It’s only for a little while
But I get choked up inside
When I say good bye, good bye
I feel sorry for myself when I see you leave
Until it comes true it’s hard to believe
But you will be back some day
Until then my heart won’t sway
I tell myself to smile
It’s only for a little while
But I get choked up inside
When I say good bye, good bye
I want to run after you when I let you go
This whole process is painful and slow
But you will be back some day
Until then my heart won’t sway
I tell myself to smile
It’s only for a little while
But I get choked up inside
When I say good bye, good bye
Butterfly antics
In the warmth of the night
I am contained in the stars’ light
Trapped in a beauty that will end soon
Until then I will be walking with the moon
It’s tail will guide me where I need to go
Clean breaths of air making time go slow
Thoughts of life pass through my mind
As my past trails behind
A silent breeze pushes me on
I will keep on wandering till the break of dawn
Where I end up is where I’ll be
Butterfly antics of the free
Consequences
the pain that you show
from the secrets that he holds
is it worth it to know?
Or is it better left untold?
Haunting
The tears that you cry
A saddness you can’t hide
As you ask yourself why
No one on your side
Haunting
It seems that you can’t run away
But where is there to run in a small town?
Haunting
Princess, there’s no wolf at your door.
Sometimes I feel left out
When everyone’s not always looking at me
Sometimes I kick and shout
When I don’t get everything I see
It’s not my fault
Nobody sees the urgency so I cry
Everybody believes me when I lie
Sometimes I need it all at once
When I can’t find it all in you
Sometimes I lack patience
When I can’t find a clue
It’s not my fault
Nobody sees the urgency so I cry
Everybody believes me when I lie
Sometimes all I need is to accessorize
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Posted: 5/5/2008 9:52:52 PM | I cant control copy well oooppps here is that last one in full.
Princess, there’s no wolf at your door.
Sometimes I feel left out
When everyone’s not always looking at me
Sometimes I kick and shout
When I don’t get everything I see
It’s not my fault
Nobody sees the urgency so I cry
Everybody believes me when I lie
Sometimes I need it all at once
When I can’t find it all in you
Sometimes I lack patience
When I can’t find a clue
It’s not my fault
Nobody sees the urgency so I cry
Everybody believes me when I lie
Sometimes all I need is to accessorize
When I need to bring out my smile
Sometimes I **** around with guys
When I need to feel in style
It’s not my fault
Nobody sees the urgency so I cry
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Posted: 5/6/2008 7:41:00 AM | Hello welcome!!
Love the "Stone Temple Pilots", VASOLINE.....lol "Flies in the vasoline we are!!"...lol
Is it cold up there where you are?
My you've traveled far
for a man of your age...lol
New breath you inhale everyday
those words up there ya say
took my breath away
couldn't stop reading
and craving more
wonderful thoughts you've explored
Your youthful voice is needed 'speak'n freely'!!!  | |
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Posted: 5/6/2008 3:58:42 PM | | haha thanks. I love that song too. I like the starting line "one time a thing occured to me, what's reall and what's for sale, blew a kiss and tried to take it hooooooooooooooooome" hahaha. Yeah, I will post more writings soon. | |
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Posted: 5/6/2008 7:30:20 PM | Naïve
Walking down a lonely road
Passing empty schools
Thinking of all that you showed
How I was such a fool
Rain drops, touch my face
But I don’t quicken my pace
Because I have no where to go
And all the words that were said
They still run through my head
They still run through my head
Caring words, from a hollow heart
Naïve, I can’t tell them apart
The rain, it pours harder now
Soaking through my clothes
As I try to do things my mind won’t allow
I still can’t think of us as foes
Wet socks, show how I did care
But the counter balance, it was not there
It left me with no where to go
And all the words that were said
They still run through my head
They Still run through my head
Caring words, from a hollow heart
Naïve, I can’t tell them apart
Clyde Beatty
I hold you in my hand
Scratch white your eyes
To match the lies
Your lips deliver to me
I sigh and think they’re all the same
The wild can never be tame
I tried to stop the sand
No use trying says the wise
They’re cureless wandering eyes
So let them be free
I sigh and think they’re all the same
The wild can never be tame
The rope frays into a strand
Where our knot ties
This is the end of our red skies
And where we begin to disagree
I sigh and think they’re all the same
The wild can never be tame
The meaning of life
Tomorrow is just another day, Today is just another tomorrow that’s past away
What the hell am I doing here? Where the **** am I going dear? It’s not so clear!
Lost my dream on another wish, now I am staring outside the bowl like a fish
What the hell am I supposed to do? Where the **** is my clue? My time is overdue!
The chase
I’ve been doing the run around
Trying to throw myself into your vision
To create a handshaking incision
That I’ll light my brilliant smile into
Hoping to make a stutter in your shoe
I’ve been doing the run around
Trying to discourage your porcupine decision
Erase the thoughts your mind have imprisoned
By breaking them out with no trace of clue
And replace it with something sweet and new
I’ve been doing the run around
A walk in the park
I was walking in grand meadow
As I passed this fellow
He was looking down
So I asked him why the frown
He looked up at me with a tear in his eye
And started to tell me why
But he had to pause to sigh
So he could stop the cry
Gathering himself enough to tell about this day
In 1986, on the 22 of May
His brother had passed away
He said he wished he could have saved him
But he couldn’t swim
So he watched him drown
Motionless with no sound
Just then I put my arm around his back
And told him to relax
It’s not your fault at all
Your back was up against the wall
And there was nothing you could do
The blame was not on you
Life can be kind of cruel
If you think too much you will act a fool
So carry your worries away
Because the sun will come out today
Yes the sun will come out today
An Answer to all the theories
Radio tells of terror
The universe bringing our paul bearer
Everyone runs for the basement
Struggling for placement
It’s soon over
One more day and it’s all gone
We crash into the sun
We thought we knew it all
All the angles to our fall
But we did not see the brightest star
It looked so small from afar
It’s soon over
One more day and it’s all gone
We crash into the sun
A little girl screams for her mother
As she gains fear from the others
Hope has failed us all
Now we just have to brace the fall
It’s soon over
One more day and it’s all gone
We crash into the sun
The devil inside man
You look at me look at you
You’re thinking love, you’ll say I do
I bite my cheek and bat my eyes
To hide the clouds in the skies
I bathe in your salty skin
We intertwine tempting sin
I breathe alive these purple lies
Such a brilliant disguise
I look at you look at me
Beneath the lies you do not see
What the future will bring
Who knew a butterfly could sting?
I bathe in your salty skin
We intertwine tempting sin
I breathe alive these purple lies
Such a brilliant disguise
Society on hold
The grass swings amongst my fingers
As we linger
In a field far from school
Escaping like a fool
We can not help but self debate
Why we waste and procratinate
Our time!
As the hours go by
We ask ourselves why?
For every antiphon
That sounds a con
We can not help but self debate
Why we waste and procrastinate
Our Time!
I am the last you want to here from and the first to tell you, you are wrong… I am truth
Capital punishment
We need to abolish it
Write your letters to the government
Slow and rustic are the views that adore it, adore it, adore
End third world nations
By lowering the world’s population
Use contraceptives
That’s just my perspective
Slow and rustic are the views that don’t adore it, adore it, adore
Put an end to poverty
By increasing self sovereignty
With eliminating the price of education
To all social placements
Slow and rustic are the views that don’t adore it, adore it, adore
Would you rather it stop spinning?
Education lacking
I beg you to end
Get a handle on it
But you get a handle on them instead
Burry your problems
Thoughts of a selfish head
Keep others down
In efforts to rise ahead
But is it in fact you rising?
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Posted: 5/6/2008 10:00:13 PM | umm this one was for a friend that passed away with cancer....
For a Friend
You never did a serious wrong
But you weren’t with us very long
And a million miss you’s
Won’t be bringing you new
Oooh these times don’t make sense
Oooh we start to second-guess
Hey there Adam your life is the world’s loss
And your passing was felt across
But let us rejoice in your memory
And not get consumed with jealousy
Oooh these times don’t make sense
Oooh we start to second-guess
Never showing frown through the blight
Always keeping positive through the fight
Such an inspiration for us all
Making our problems seem so small
Oooh these times don’t make sense
Oooh we start to second-guess
A friend that will be truly missed
A friend that will be truly missed | |
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Posted: 5/7/2008 8:24:33 PM | hiya, i think i may be doing this wrong, so apoligies first hand.
I figured i would show the world that i am a fan of your work and give you my two thumbs up and a dancing green banana. 
I love my imagery and emotions that come from reading your words. You have given me the motivation to put to paper my darkest secrets and wildest desires and for this i thankyou.
I look forward to you next addition.
Let the pages bleed.
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Posted: 5/7/2008 10:29:19 PM | Unsure
It’s a beautiful September day
But it could go either way
It’s sitting on the fence
And it’s just how the wind blows
Just how the wind blows
You say that we will never grow
That I will just go…away
I will just go….away
It’s sitting on the fence
And it’s just how the wind blows
Who? What? Where? When?
Rephrase a thousand times
Answers always the same
With no reason, no rhyme
Guessing who’s to blame
It’s hard to look forward
When you’re falling backwards
Questions lead to more
Vindication through silence
What is it all for?
Sole bliss
It’s hard to look forward
When you’re falling backwards
Answer through question
2 is greater then 1
Shine the light inside my mouth
For you to see all the words I haven’t said
Do you see me as I see you?
Will you follow through or will this fall through?
Strength in my cadence
Will shine through with presence
Do you seem me as I see you?
Will you follow through or will this fall through?
The picket hedge
The wind blows through picket hedge
A scent of pine it bring with it
The sound of feet trail through the path
A time to share, a time to laugh
This imagery in our eyes
Soon be gone to our surprise
The softest touch, a warmth so strong
Hold fast to dreams, and how I long
To go back to days, when we run by
The picket hedge, where memories lie
The answers lie within the problem
It sucks me in
I try to reach out
But further in I go
Half past mute into reclusion
With memories of forks in the road
Pondering whether left was right
Answers unknown
Look for some light
The darkness is shown
Burry the hatchet and no turning back
Lower my head and inward I go
Searching for clues of truth
Answers unknown
Break down the walls
Just to rebuild
Cycles forewarning
Of the harm self inflected
On the cause
Answer unknown
Answers unknown
Does this fault one’s incubus?
Or does the finger point blame
To who creates?
Answers unknown
Another shitty emo song where boy meets girls, girl hates boy, and boy acts like a ****
I fall into you
It’s not a question but a clue
I hope your arms grace me
Or my heart displaces me
And I will fall
To the bottom of the world
And fall
To the bottom of the world
Take me if you dare
And we will fail to share
Heartache, misery
And with wizardry
I will fall
To the bottom of the world
And fall
To the bottom of the world
Then one special day
A letter sent array
With words that spell
What time should tell
And I will fall
To the bottom of the world
And fall
To the bottom of the world
Beneath the clouds
Tell me it’s morning
Because I haven’t seen
The sun in four arduous years
Rusted away from despondency of tears
The fifth column breathed in
And punishes one’s state
Actions gridlock blenders of the past
And dictate the future where nothing will last
Birds remain birds
So nothing has changed
Self-pity is feckless and loss impending
Meaning is astray through acts of rendering
Words once spoken
Of troubles and fears
Ears did not listen and backs quickly show
Hung on this line, into flowers I grow
Heat Wave
Wake up morning glory
This is just an average story
With an irregular beat
Shoelaces untied in the passenger seat
As I drive to your lake
I look back at all I have given and all I will take
As I think of all the things we have said and done
As I think of all the things we have said and done
Goodnight sunset so bright
Lying face up at the stars all night
Watching times fade away
Rely on memories not people’s sway
But the final thought is up to you
I think the same know matter what you say or do
As I think of all the things we have said and done
As I think of all the things we have said and done
What you want to know
We lye in eye’s
You question what I think
So I bleed thoughts to ink
But, Nothing comes to mind
As I drown in this art you create
Beauty takes regard
And catches attention of guard
A loss of words
Taken over by the bees and birds
But, Nothing comes to mind
As I drown in this art you create
On going symmetry is the imagery born here
Looking up to Furgie won’t get you anywhere but loose
I don’t even need a ring of the phone
To know you want to roam
Though it’d be kind thought to do so
But that’s not how you flow, and that just how she go
And I am leaving the charade
With your china shop left open
It’s bulls on parade
And broken is what we’ve made
With your china shop left open
It ‘s bulls on parade
Thanks for keeping everything
And leaving me on one Wing
I know it’s just your style
And I’ve known it for a while
And I am leaving the charade
With your china shop left open
It’s bulls on parade
And broken is what we’ve made
With your china shop left open
It ‘s bulls on parade
Serotonin
Misery follows ecstasy
A friendly reminder
To close up a leave
For I am selfish, self absorbed
The feelings you take you can’t afford
When too late, is too little
I won’t be there to clean the mess
Left in a mind of stress
For I am selfish, self absorbed
The feelings you take you can’t afford
Where is all the serotonin?
She was a good **** until I found out she was a weekly door prize
Soft and Sweet, quick to greet, do anything to please
Shy and Meek, what to speak, put my mind at ease
I don’t know what I would have done tonight if I didn’t meet you
Stop and go, found what I didn’t know, incognito
Spark and glow, Learnt it was just a show, escape by window
You haven’t been standing up for much these days
You haven’t been standing up for much these days
Over and end, found through a friend, just how much you bend
Tired and spent, which is no reason to lend, yourself with no end
You haven’t been standing up for much these days
You haven’t been standing up for much these days
You must have left your heart on your sleeve in coat check
It’s hard to be loyal in a life of fad
She said with a smile don’t be mad
It’s not your fault
As she let her looks play out the night
Fueling Jealousy with an open invite
It’s not your fault
Incarcerating
It’s not hard to tell you had this in a plan
With home field advantage and friends in the stands
It’s not your fault
Armed with comments of what colour are you wearing
Just to make sure all watchful eyes are staring
It’s not your fault
Incarcerating
Melatonin
This elephant in the corner is starting to take up the whole room
Its grey is taking the colour and brightening the gloom
Yeah it’s winter in a basement, it’s starting to consume
And I am telling everyone things are A Okay
But I have problems I just don’t know what to say
Some say the best years have come and gone
And the truth of these words are just starting to dawn
Yeah I am starting to become withdrawn
And I am telling everyone things are A Okay
But I have problems I just don’t know what to say
yeah so most of those are sad or negative but I hope you find some of them kind of funny...I kind of do....weird huh? | |
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Posted: 5/13/2008 11:26:19 PM | Why do we, the world, make her second guess herself?
She builds a room
With no door
She paints it black
Ceiling, walls and floor
To keep it out
The thoughts they shout
She loops the knot
Around the head
To end the thought
That will soon be dead
To keep it out
The thoughts they shout
She haunts minds
In our sleep
Until we confess
The secrets we keep
To keep it out
Thoughts they shout | |
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Posted: 5/13/2008 11:30:47 PM | A Righteous Hero
You were brought into a world where the seven sins ran high
And gaining power holding conscience at bey with lies
Screaming into the minds that self worth is the meaning of life
Arming the anemic with a double edged knife
No safe way to carry this illuded protection, to fall is to die
So build high this placebo of confidence and pride
But you broke through not listening to the undertone
As if you were the only one to see the unknown
Selflessly devoting ones hands and voice to end this curse
Spreading the word that inner avarice is at the wheel of one’s hearse
All the while The****ns is breathing down your neck
The heat it gives off bending your back but you strive on through the wreck
Giving young ears the much needed voice of reason
“If humankind is going to survive we need to uprise with social treason”
Hopefully these words set the path for the eras to come
But you will never stop until the world heats the numb | |
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Posted: 5/13/2008 11:34:00 PM | What is said when you leave the room(the title)
Words are passed around with laughter
It seems to grow louder and faster
Only when I leave, never before, only after
My ears are burning and I can feel you talking of me
Do I want to know what goes on when I leave?
Or would I rather not know what is up your sleeve
Even if you said you the truth I would hesitant to believe
But you would never know, being submerged in naive
My ears are burning and I can feel you talking of me | |
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Posted: 5/13/2008 11:36:53 PM | (F1) = -(F2) (the title)
This life
It creates a void inside
I don’t know what it is
But, I can’t hide
What it does
To my mind
I scream to the… and get nothing
I don’t know what to do, would you?
It’s a crash
That I can see coming
And the pressure
it builds is numbing
And I just can't seem
to find that something
I scream to the…and get nothing
I don’t know what to do, would you? | |
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Posted: 5/20/2008 11:24:11 PM | Is there two sides to a mono kleptic war?
Just like a whisper it trails off
Over the mountains
Off it goes
Good bye-huh
Searching for something I cant see
Writing for days, trying to clean
But the further I go
the more I don’t know
Caught in a stand off with myself
Tortures my sanity
Teases my pride
Vibrant through tired eyes
Tip toeing on tiles
While it slips through the cracks
I don’t think what I am really wants to exist
when I am gone will I be missed? | |
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Posted: 6/8/2008 10:45:26 PM | Verbal back flips
It seems as though things aren’t quite clear
And I can’t help but to fear
It’s Changed
All you are and all you were
Aren’t the same and this I’m sure
It’s Changed
You are just words to me
Fallen from what you used to be
It’s Changed
And I know things can’t always stay just how there are
But I wish they would
Looking back I am not the same
And I only have time to blame
It’s Changed
I don’t know if it’s for better or worse
Sometimes evolution is a curse
It’s Changed
I know everyone sees it in me
But it’s not what I want to be
It’s changed
And I know things can’t always stay just how there are
But I wish they would | |
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Posted: 6/8/2008 10:45:59 PM | Dead head lover boy (girl sings)
It seems as though I am on the floor again
I am reaching out to a friend
Because I just can’t figure him out
Just what he is all about
My dead head lover boy
I could poor myself out new
It doesn’t matter what I do
I can’t change his ways
I can just count the days
My dead head lover boy
Here I am, how do you want me to be?
My dead head lover boy | |
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Posted: 6/8/2008 10:46:34 PM | Sunday’s tragedy
Standing here now
It just seems as though
Time won’t allow
Things to slow
Can’t get to you
Can’t bring it back
Though, You know I try
The things I lacked
Watch it die
Can’t get to you
See it every time
My mind is at rest
Is it a crime?
I’m not at my best
Can’t get to you | |
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Posted: 6/9/2008 7:30:35 PM | Fairy Tales
Oh you think your clever
Oh so very clever
But gold is just a colour
And it can change with the weather
To nothing at all
But you love being special
Even with nothing special
At all
Oh you keep believing
Oh just believing
That it will last forever
And that love isn’t leaving
To nothing at all
But nothing lasts forever
Even if you say I do
At all
So click your heels
keep on dreaming
And do what ever you feel
Until it’s nothing at all | |
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Posted: 6/12/2008 11:22:54 PM | Black dress heart
What’s the use in staying true?
Forever is a fairytale that you can’t do
Believing in will turn you blue
What’s the use in Staying true?
She came along and made me believe
Said the words forever, made me thing she wouldn’t leave
Now I know it was all a sham
Just got caught up in the gloss and glam
What’s the use in staying true?
Forever is a fairytale that you can’t do
Believing in will turn you blue
What’s the use in Staying true?
Say I love you and you draw a line
Are you with me or will you jump behind?
It seems as though it’s all a game
But really forever is the only thing to blame
What’s the use in staying true?
Forever is a fairytale that you can’t do
Believing in will turn you blue
What’s the use in Staying true? | |
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