You list a few extra pounds as body type, so you really should get some pictures that represent that weight. The ones you have are not flattering to you. IMO. The main image should be a close up of your smiling face.
Below I have taken the liberty of removing all of the negatives from your profile.
Trying this again....Today is my birthday (5/3) Sitting alone again and wondering if this wasn't a good thing that I just threw away at some point.
because I've nothing else to do,
sometimes that just doesn't happen though. Fearful of rejection may be a good way to describe me, but after you've had your shot at marriage fall to the floor, that's understandable to anyone that's been through it. I'd like to find someone that's maybe been through what I've been through, at least we'd have something to talk about at first.
Update: bald doesn't mean that I'm bald, it's shaved. Not to look like a bada$$ or a biker, but for other more sentimental reasons. Ask if you feel so inclined. Also, if you look at my profile, maybe think about dropping a note, eh? I hate when people whizz by and don't say hello.
This sounds very negative and reeks of self~pity, maybe you didn't mean for it to appear this way, but it does. IMO
Get some confidence, dig deep and do a re~write that includes the positive side of your life.
Good luck