| will you miss me?
Posted: 5/16/2008 4:55:18 PM | and your spine is a rod
you wont bend for me
i queue in the supermarket
the tomato in your hand
salt in your blood
i wish it never happened
you
who done it,
this streamless ocean
jealous emotion
this irregardless know
... how
goodtime
the kiss on my back in mid morning
the thrill of the call at ten o clock
i loved you so much i cannot tell more
i wish we were dead than be (I) alive and mourning
the thrill of the chase, is (hell)
death when youre knocking on a deaf door
god help me
and i know soon you will
eating breakfast from a carrier bag
i am strong but as weak as a flower
i love you but its not enough
to quell the thirst from your hungry door
to want and still want more
ill be a gambler, a fixer
ill send them from my front door
but what i want i want a thousand fold
i want you,
i want nothing more
i can search the whole wide world
my elton
my darling
my soul
i cannot get over you if i tried for 400 days i did try
i will try for the gamble is mine
but the call and ill be there in a mile
some things you have to take on the chin
what you did a man can take away
what you did bruise me to pay
i stood at the bare bulbed door
and begged you would love me some more
you took all you had that i gave
and tossed me the ocean receive
i wish i had nothing to give
but my spirit begs me to retrieve
the place where i was willing to leave
and that is where you will find me
in a place where you last found me | |
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| will you miss me?
Posted: 5/16/2008 6:25:54 PM | Well, dang, girlfriend! .. You really cut up his clothes? - KUDOS! –
- heheh –
As for romantic heartbreak .. been there, done that.
Can’t say I’ve cut up a dude’s clothes,
but … well .. one never knows what the future brings. - wink – ..
Time to get back to your/(my!) life now ..
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Drink in the luscious beauty
Creamy, dawn-colored blooms
Singing wordless songs of
Genteel wildness
A wonderfully oversized statement
Where each light-tipped petal
Emerges like a miracle
From a field of young grasses
Bursting with new life | |
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| will you miss me?
Posted: 5/16/2008 6:36:27 PM | hmmm well been there many times depends how much u remember  | |
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| will you miss me?
Posted: 5/16/2008 6:36:29 PM |
i am strong but as weak as a flower
i love you but its not enough
to quell the thirst from your hungry door
to want and still want more
Arrogance of Egotistical Soul
Do not tell me what I feel
My feelings are mine to own
Protecting yourself sure and true
This is not about me it is about you
In words we converse
And share and are known
In light of night
The talk is shown
It shows me the parts I saw in you
Your words tell me
The words guiding the essence of you
And still you say
To me you are unknown
For we have not glanced
Each others way
And seen in a second
All there is to say
In a glance you profess to see
All you know is all of me
So it is true I do not know you friend
Your words hold no meaning
Trivial, frugal and without an end
Stay locked in your world
Your vision is all you see
Base lifetimes on fleeting glances
And seek and wonder why.
LOST LOVE
When did our minds meet
Our souls touch
When did we laugh together
And value the shared time
When did we talk and muse
Until then you are a stranger
It twists and snares
... the hollowness remains
Intimacy that has grown in depths of time
Knowledge of your body and mine
Time has given
Time has taken
Intimacy only shared once before
With a forever love a commitment and more
Never, never I said would I let this be
Not once in years past did I ever see
The promise relented
And now I share it lies at last broken
Not in words that need to be spoken
Intimacy that comes without love from you
Intimacy that awakens the beast in me
For it is this that leaves me wanting more
Seeking not allowing these long years
The promise broken
The wound is raw
The hurt is beyond tears
I know, I know there will no love be
Sad, sad I can only blame me.
WHEN LOVE IS GONE
And the death comes slow and sure
screaming kicking and crying
the feeling of burning passions
fade into memory
whispered promises on birdsong
echoes of cries of love
words that reached beyond
the stark coldness of reality
of broken illusion and unfulfilled desire
to touch hardened hearts
with tenderness before unknown
all that is left
is ashes of something
lost
forever encased in sadness
forever loved.
PLEASURE OR PAIN
Pleasure or pain
Wherein the gain
Pleasure has a cost
Pain has nothing lost
This day I must choose
Will it be win or lose
Freedom of choice
One lonely voice
Look once look twice
How to feed the vice
Which way will cards fall
Then winner takes it all
Fairweather friends abound
but will they still be around
when I have nothing left
to lose, and am bereft
of love and life and soul
abandoned like a troll
post voted off the thread
only pain is in my head.
SHADOW OF A LOST LOVER
Through autumn’s mist
lie scrambled memories
of loves I have missed
broken promises
shattered dreams
seen through a wall of tears
troubled mind screams
through all that lies
wasted on the ground
left to bleed out
cutting off all ties
and restless doubt
in this troubled soul
wasting away from wounds
not yet taken their toll
in maudlin’ thought confounds
a blanket of sad despair
the mist will not cover
all darkness here within
the shadow of a lost lover.
JR | |
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| will you miss me?
Posted: 5/16/2008 6:47:05 PM | | really enjoyed certain parts of your poems they flowed real good unlike mine which drifted up river and hit the rocks but oh well keep rockin pof gals!!!! | |
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Posted: 5/16/2008 6:53:44 PM |
unlike mine which drifted up river and hit the rocks
Yours do just fine debaura and poetry is personal from the heart
no matter how the jumbled words may flow ... keep up the writing 
A poem is....
words
rhymes
signs of
our times
brush strokes
in colors blue
unfaithful blokes
and lovers untrue
ladies of the night
fantasies of life
stars and moonlight
success and strife
dreams alack and alas
boldly painted on
the canvas
of life ...
there for
eternity!!!
JR | |
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Posted: 5/16/2008 7:07:06 PM | Your words possessed soul
your pain came across clear
I felt what you were feeling
you brought it to us near
wanting so badly
for things to begin again
that heartache that nothing seems to fix
of losing a best friend
a lover
a confidant
and so much more
I felt your experience
as soon as I walked through your door.
You know I have to add this, well because it just makes me go grrrrrrrrrrr to see that others are trying to delete this for pity seeking. Come on people, who are you to judge, she is expressing her emotions through her poetry, let us not be judgemental but understanding of the pain.
Keep on writing gf...some of us here have got your back.  | |
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Posted: 5/17/2008 12:41:48 AM | sometimes i think that love is just pain slowly gathering
crouching further down inside,
bursts of joy distract with pleasure
slowly the small murmurs become voices
slowly the unraveling works its way
compromise condescends coagulates communication
where did we get lost in loving each other
more than our selves
then forget the why we lived for
it is seldom a sudden death
just too sudden for one of us
too slow for the other
destiny delivers denouement
or were we watching different clocks? | |
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Posted: 5/19/2008 10:30:13 AM |
where did we get lost in loving each other
more than our selves
then forget the why we lived for
Lost in that valley of tainted love
brings a soul to wandering alone
it is only with experience
a soul fully grown
do we decipher that love should not have us lost
nor should it come to us
at a great cost
two lives joined
should be held unique in their own way
in life each should with eagerness
prompt the other to play
for than we find balance
an uplifted spirit soars free
for we have learned that no matter if together
we are still separate which is how it should be. | |
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