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 Author Thread: Shelter me...home
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 918 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 8/30/2009 10:39:39 PM
thank you to all who have posted...I apologise I have not been home to give comfort
so with some patchwork or is that abstract...

bringing a favourite piece home...


Demolishing the concrete jungles
I entered a desolate traction
Finding an oasis
Sanctuary is
Being
Lost in you
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 1904 (view)
 
Abstract Rhythms
Posted: 8/30/2009 10:28:30 PM
Demolishing the concrete jungles
I entered a desolate traction
Finding an oasis
Sanctuary is
Being
Lost in you
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 4 (view)
 
*************You Are A Dream***************
Posted: 7/1/2009 4:25:00 AM
I started with A
Ending in M
Suits me
or is that my next married name?
Before divorce papers hit me...
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 2223 (view)
 
Shall We Play??????
Posted: 7/1/2009 3:55:33 AM

and warm beer

I’ve listened to lots of tales
But a man who knows of summer in winter
Is mine and forgive all of those who laugh at me


So I tried drinking champagne

I can’t hold back the bubbles
He laughs at my stomach aches
Wraps the blanket around me whispering
Now you know why we belong underground
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 20 (view)
 
plenty of shark fin soup
Posted: 6/18/2009 10:31:25 AM
oh I did I forget to mention he calls Australia HOME....he's paid more in monetary ...I only hope that those who believe in art have witnessed this man's desire and surpassed all his dreams
....
Australia = HOME

I only feel sorry for those who voted for a Green...What was his game?...oh some one who danced like a retard...

It's a free country we can call upon dolphins to forgive the sharks?...more tongue in cheek comments..but let's refrain...there's always another shark....who the **** watches TV now?...we've got satellite?



Regardless...I refuse to be any human Li Cunxin (pronounced “Lee Schwin Sing”) is a remarkable man borne of a remarkable story. He has published a remarkable book about his extraordinary life. In his runaway best selling autobiography, Mao' s Last Dancer, Li recounts his determination, perseverance, vision, courage and hard work, and in particular, the sacred family values and integrity that he learned in poverty-stricken China, which has driven him to become one of the best dancers in the world. He tells of how the sixth of seven sons born to peasants grew up worshipping Mao Zedong before defecting to the United Statessacifice....it's a conscious decision...like reading


Like I keep nagging and repeating myself...this was one human life who out passed all animal rights>???...I need no shark to sharpen my pencils...I smile without any ink...internet does not dissolve my fiddles...violins and the ballet are courageous efforts. You dare compare a human to a fish?./…I want humanity to understand….why did the woman die as her child watched in horror?

Oh horrors of all horrors let me reply the child should have had his/her eyes fixated on the fish bowl? Worse still history of what happened in their own country (decades ago) is NOT documented…we only have the words of one man’s horror? From journalists who still banned from displaying the atrocities…you call it humane and go fishing …I personally like to laugh!

^^^ now OI am beyond giggles….sorry where does Scotland claim hierarchy on this planet are you planning yourself in comparison to the Swiss Banks?

....I’ve watched too many star trek episodes and even some TV….sadly I have to upgrade to satellite to be at least informed…and nothing is worse than reading a reader's digest editorial?...you do realise those who claim to have been persecued by the Nazis'...must provide written documentation to claim what is in Swiss storage...

yet the man who publishes a book denying the holocaust was fiction is denied entry to the "FREE" world

regardless of what I believe...sharks and their fins are not on my piority list///there's more than irony in my words...first bridesmaid I wore in disbelief....she married a FINN :laugh:
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 2433 (view)
 
The Age Of Innocence
Posted: 6/18/2009 10:04:14 AM
I could write fairytales
God only knows
How much Oi thank you for
Forgiving me xoxo
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 18 (view)
 
plenty of shark fin soup
Posted: 6/18/2009 9:36:02 AM

Regardless...I refuse to be any human Li Cunxin (pronounced “Lee Schwin Sing”) is a remarkable man borne of a remarkable story. He has published a remarkable book about his extraordinary life. In his runaway best selling autobiography, Mao' s Last Dancer, Li recounts his determination, perseverance, vision, courage and hard work, and in particular, the sacred family values and integrity that he learned in poverty-stricken China, which has driven him to become one of the best dancers in the world. He tells of how the sixth of seven sons born to peasants grew up worshipping Mao Zedong before defecting to the United Statessacifice....it's a conscious decision...like reading


Like I keep nagging and repeating myself...this was one human life who out passed all animal rights>???...I need no shark to sharpen my pencils...I smile without any ink...internet does not dissolve my fiddles...violins and the ballet are courageous efforts. You dare compare a human to a fish?./…I want humanity to understand….why did the woman die as her child watched in horror?

Oh horrors of all horrors let me reply the child should have had his/her eyes fixated on the fish bowl? Worse still history of what happened in their own country (decades ago) is NOT documented…we only have the words of one man’s horror? From journalists who still banned from displaying the atrocities…you call it humane and go fishing …I personally like to laugh!
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 21 (view)
 
Lady bits.
Posted: 6/18/2009 8:50:02 AM
edit...dum dumb diddle to my fiddle bits...I know some male will make me laugh
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 20 (view)
 
Lady bits.
Posted: 6/18/2009 8:37:12 AM
I think girls should be introduced to their bits well before anyone starts talking to them about the sexual or reproductive functionality of the bits....after all, your genitals are always there, part of the body (albeit a part that social norms say are private bits) that don't just suddenly/only appear when you're going to have sex or have a child. So getting comfortable with yourself is part of body awareness long before it's part of sexual education.


BUT (I do have a huge behind)...my daughter would not believe Easter bunny was not real...until I turned up with purple hair (seriously I dyed my red hair)...and when I tried to explain to her the facts of life...she told me IO was gross


When I attended school...dark ages of course...yes seriously off course...a woman's vagina looked like perfect flaps....

Sexual education has a lot to answer for...no longer asking if my p's and q's are correct...there's only emptiness in listening to Abba songs...knowing me ...knowing you is the best I can do...so **** the man who says I am not purrrfect>?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 5557 (view)
 
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux)
Posted: 6/18/2009 8:22:53 AM
(('morning all))

I have creative license for me only

In my part of the world you'd wander with spirits
Night time plays tricks on you
Worse if you pay for that foolish privilege
As I wandered the streets with a Charlton
Holding a skull

So now I ask of you
Don’t wish to see what I do
Those rainbows
Are forgotten pasts
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 912 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 7:40:01 AM
I have the gall without your age
To give me balls
Freedom is living life beyond
So with assumption
I am assuming
More than likely plummeting
Back to Earth
I presume
I only ever assume
Am blessed to be forgiven
I only ask for God to be on my side
Calling myself human
Many do un - humane acts
It’s never easy choosing the gift
One always has to go
Talent has no age
It’s what makes me go wow
And wonder…thank God I have my Brother Intenzity….
Shall I start naming others?
Cause they would always deviate
Never associating me in the same sentence
So we write poetry
Some fool always pretends to understand the words
The hero never killed a bird
Always called a peace keeper
Hell was serving in Rwanda
And if you understand
I have served without a bullet
Yet banned from speaking the truth as I see
Regardless did you receive a bullet...maybe in your thoughtless actions?
I am served on a silver platter
Freedom to me remains the words I write
Everyone loves a critic with compassion
Define your smile?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 911 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 7:13:18 AM
This one is for my BRO..,.a kindred spirit...I don't need after life...I see the unseen...just ask a blind man/woman....and only my brother gives me REAL answers...not ONCE making me believe I don't belong to the ever after ...too intense for most...thank you INTENZITY xoxo



May the baby raccoon always climb?
On this old tree
Presuming I have leaves to feed it
I think you have the gist Dante?
I’ll take hell
And all that it offers
To see you climb
The first one is only heaven
And you forgot her/his name as you paused
For I adore playing the drums
Violins are only fiddles
Together we are…
Preening mama’s poodle
Who cares that he wears pink
Only we share the same joke
And if you happened to land on Pluto
I’d hear the laughter eight hours later

get real I still live on earth
my love goes beyond
regardless if you sail further
did you ever try to phone me once?
Perfume lingers...channel?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 910 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 6:11:16 AM
If I wanted the whole word know of Jesus
Those that live
Know of what I believe
Even that some don’t reflect his/her parentage
I had the most profound religion touch me
It’s got no name
Even my ex laughed
When before the towers disintegrated
He said I was insane for even mentioning
That Jehovah’s Witness visit the dessert
Thank god for mobile phones
I needed no recording
He wishes I was insane
For then he’d have no questions
So then why does my mind still scream?
No religion
No fish on Friday’s
I serve salt instead
And re runs of Life of Brian
Who cares…am rummaging
Through my life
There was a gift
I search for one religion
The Irish touched me
Without hunger I was told
Red Indian was to beholden
I still sing without tune
God is my light
God is my ever
More to shout
I have faith
Always asking for
Worship
Is thanks
Nevermore asking




Ps…hiss…man that I allow to band me with only a gold ring….yet HE allowed me to borne female….I deviate…I write in abstract mostly…I can’t even follow my own lines so I don’t expect even my own child to surrender to my suffering…(my dearest daughter Katharine. How can you possibly understand my diaries)…only a real sister gave me a piece of her heart…Jaks…Janka…KROW...BECKY…those in poetry and how many others that shared my road … call us a covern…today I have a daughter that I never borne…still loving me…I don’t ask for your name…it pleases me that I remain…silently asking for you to understand no ego in our surname...edit signed by JEWELS
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 909 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 5:24:32 AM
I’ve been fortunate to receive all material gifts
To experience most of what life offers
Yet nothing prepared me nor compared
To your offering

It really was so simple with so much thought
From the moment you came home from work
Throughout the weekend
You spent your time on me

Neither jewel nor fur could balance
Or Time in memory erode
Most treasured reminiscence
Of being treated sovereignty

First rule was that no matter what chore
Had to been done, it was not by me
My wish was your command
You expressed lovingly

You anticipated my every whim
My glass was never half full or empty
No queen had a servant like you
Not once did you make me feel guilty

The kids were also home that weekend
None were allowed to demand anything from me
You made sure we were ALL fed
Yet I have to laugh

For when it came to you asking for my hand in marriage
The romance was only to the anniversary
You could not even ask me over dinner
At home in our own seats

You handed over a tiny box for me to open
Well that was a surprise
I’d already received the obligatory
Flowers and dinner in anniversary remembrance

Dinner at the first restaurant we attended
How much had changed in one year
Yet it never seemed it should have been any other way
For we were always together?

Flowers that you did not want to get wrong

So you took my daughter with you
Only you could understand
Our connection
Yes all my favourites and colours
With the diamonds in between

Like you feared
I wanted to scream
That tiny box represented
What always should have been?

I never expected it
I can’t recall if yes was ever said
One of those few occasions
I am left speechless

Heaven help me
For I’m on my knees
Still in tears
Thinking of that particular moment in time

I better write more of this tomorrow
For right now I only want to go
To hell, for its still how I feel living
Without you

I’ll exorcise these demons
The first three years
On every anniversary
I got the same collage of the
Perfumed bouquet without the diamonds
Off our pier
I try to see your face
In the sea of oceans crying in misery

The fourth year
I fled to the dessert
And when I got here
I remember a conversation
That lasted only half an hour of real time
How you wanted to take me
To exactly where I am now
….Without you

Your voice follows me
My dreams carry me to you
I pray to God
For my sanity
For you are deaths
God is everything

The illusion of a moment
Your mystery twists like a hurricane
That power that suffocates me
I seem to have no choice

Yet I believe in God
And question your presence
Slapping me into tears
Making me smile as I watch stars
No particular hour
It was only in an instant
My heart and soul went to you
Now a lifetime
Of no end
Always silently wailing
In your name


I better write more of this tomorrow
For right now I only want to go
To hell, for its still how I feel
Pretending to live
Without you

I don’t question my God
My angry heart wants to scratch endlessly
Leisurely the hearts of all your family
Who conspired to commit an
Atrocious sin against us

For giving us those thorns
That tore a love difficult to believe
Into dust as these pages of words
Are only of one tortured soul
Amongst millions who pray for
A drop of water

That is a power of the other billion
To grant more than a drop of water
Yet not One
Can grant me my wish
Not your God; nor mine
The guilt at this precise moment
Is that I’ve allowed myself to enjoy
Another’s’ sweet lips
Without telling my secrets
There are milestones
Shifting shells
Note how many are empty
Rare to find the jewel
Unless you are ready
To breathe without air
Wearing the apparatus’
Does not wash in me
Oceans cling deeply
Seaweed washes
Yet HE
Gives me shores
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 908 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 4:58:20 AM
The sun shines
The moon arises
Yet knowing you
Neither dance to my tune
Other’s see us as the hunch
I am your Notre dame?
I play to their song
Echoing their belief I adore laughter
Only I see you as the giant
One that no human is frightened of
Ask me again what is worse
Than my nightmare
Then you hear me screaming your name
She tries to build a garden
Mixed with her caveman
Skies offer no mercy
Regardless of light
She sees beyond your horizon
Mix your thoughts
That’s when you both see a rainbow
…why do children ask me where?
I duplicate being a blood relation
Yet I see so many sisters
Parents do lie
NO ONE take away the kaleidoscope
Every child wonders
My fault always for not providing the correct colour



+++++======+++++++++++======


Oh I so love it when I call him Caveman
And only he gives me the correct spelling
I wish he could understand
He is my Kaleidoscope
Rainbows appear
He is my pot of gold
And I’ve just run out of smokes
He runs
To get me packets
I rather give up the fumes
And runaway with him
He is the dream I wished for
I have no need to explain to you
He gives me room
Nothing could compare
I’ll shave my head
But that would be a
Sensation
Love is that I don’t have to declare
You can’t take away anything
For as you say
I gave you my
…Heart…
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 870 (view)
 
a place for us novices...
Posted: 6/18/2009 4:43:42 AM
The sun shines
The moon arises
Yet knowing you
Neither dance to my tune
Other’s see us as the hunch
I am your Notre dame?
I play to their song
Echoing their belief I adore laughter
Only I see you as the giant
One that no human is frightened of
Ask me again what is worse
Than my nightmare
Then you hear me screaming your name
She tries to build a garden
Mixed with her caveman
Skies offer no mercy
Regardless of light
She sees beyond your horizon
Mix your thoughts
That’s when you both see a rainbow
…why do children ask me where?
I duplicate being a blood relation
Yet I see so many sisters
Parents do lie
NO ONE take away the kaleidoscope
Every child wonders
My fault always for not providing the correct colour
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 907 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 4:18:11 AM
I’ve been fortunate to receive all material gifts
To experience most of what life offers
Yet nothing prepared me nor compared
To your offering

It really was so simple with so much thought
From the moment you came home from work
Throughout the weekend
You spent your time on me

Neither jewel nor fur could balance
Or Time in memory erode
Most treasured reminiscence
Of being treated like a queen

First rule was that no matter what chore
Had to been done, it was not by us
My wish was your command
You expressed lovingly

You anticipated my every whim
My glass was never half full or empty
No queen had a servant like you
Not once did you make me feel guilty
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 906 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 4:08:48 AM
We change
The nestlings see another tree
We chirp in the right branches
Both are entwined
Some others don’t bother to twist
I like those most
They don’t suffer my ghosts

So I digress (a favourite comedian of line of mine)
When the dog barks
At five am
I am able to hiss
It’s your turn
…cats and dogs…
And I call myself human?


Don’t bother to decipher…it’s another abstract…and if there was…I would have raised one perfect human being, who came with instructions; instead I only am blessed with a lover…I’ll leave you with our brand of love …and if bereavement should part us,,,I leave you with only words…DEATH has so many states…no country , no border…we all comprehend dying…only a few understand finality…yet herds wander around eternity
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 905 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 3:37:28 AM
….something so abstract…only I understand…


So he wails chirps for his mother
She gives him the nourishment
Like all animals
Foods make us survive

Horney is like a chancrous
Some so hideous
Beautiful to me
For I fed him
And he sings to me
…mama…
Sounds like honey

Yet I ask the unborne
He says and declares with such profanity
Runaway
I always said to them(my children)
I will runaway from home

Regardless what I state
My feelings digress with
With the sun and moon
I always wish for home

complète et fidèle
I know how to change the dial
AM was the beginning
Now I know FM and how to change stations


Read the first line (tongue in cheek…again)
I am terrible with riddles
No one asks to see mine
Yet all smiling at me

Why is me who is laughing
I still hear the comedians languish
Worst joke in the world
Is the one
Only you understand ?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 15 (view)
 
plenty of shark fin soup
Posted: 6/18/2009 2:32:11 AM
yes there ARE lots of other problems on this earth. but one problem at a time


So I apologize that I cannot comment without clarity…I have other serious issues instead of animals…did you note that a human was allowed no jail time for committing a murder (see precedents…better yet GOOGLE)…then it brings me to question …what is a life…is an animal worth more than ONE human’s wail???


I don’t apologize for giving my time to One (it’s beyond most human senses…yet a blind man/woman can sense a “person” in the same room) …maybe TWO for am female; causes…it’s so wrong that I can put pink ribbons in my hair and the man who is obsessed with my ponytails does not serve life for taking mine away and my unborn child?....you don’t have to belong to the bottom of the ocean to be a lawyer now…intelligence is being able to Google?

I am apologizing to the OP…I consider animals to be just…that that and that!....when humanity can digress from oppression then the OP is correct in giving us another viewpoint…ANIMALS will come last with my vote…only GOD can help me…for Politiancians and /or Greenies can vote for whatever…GOD is always made accountable…regardless of the viewpoints I put across?

So put blandly regardless of gender…**** animals…I’m still trying to decipher humans
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 7 (view)
 
Lady bits.
Posted: 6/18/2009 2:09:32 AM
SBS is a powerful tool...made me re think and question why I had to remove my son's tools…tongue in cheek)

I viewed a documentary on female circumcision....if I was NOT prepared to do this for my daughter and then what gave me the right to do this for my son(s)? Oh horror of ALL horrors…females are still circumcised and yet in the western world it’s ALRIGHT and no questions asked when a male is given this procedure…

I wonder if the view of writing (every stroke is different)…are not private areas? So then teach our children regardless of gender…teach our children their minds AND bodies are to beholden by the one who deserves to be embraced

So then forgive our Victorian parentage…let’s learn from a woman’s “time”…it has progressed to her virginal elements are to be blessed…thank you OP for giving me insight to my lack of parentage skills…

And then I digress….for the OP may consider me???....I seriously thank you for bringing up this “situation”….I am going to keep nagging at my daughter regardless that she has a headache!
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 904 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 12:58:11 AM

why am I here?


How many times have I asked myself?
That question in my short life
The longest answer I can give you
My sons began their lives
Writing right to left
To understand you had to use a mirror
Nuns used to beat me because I had the devil in me
Writing left and all it needed was a ruler to correct
I listened to gods of teachers
Making my children learn to write like herds
I wish I had the strength to make
Them hold mirrors to understand
My daughter still has my affliction
We see the correct answer of 723
And our brains write 327
I wish I was powerful
Nobody likes a mirror
Maybe it’s a female thingy?
Dyslexia has many forms!
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 903 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/18/2009 12:47:24 AM
I dangle a line
I care not what is on the end
As long as I can eat it
Letting it go; when I know I’ve hooked
It with only a cigarette


amazing they call flathead the bottom feeders…yet I taste the sweetest morsel I can bait with the filthiest temptation…I throw my butt out…don’t you dare ask me to give up
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 869 (view)
 
a place for us novices...
Posted: 6/18/2009 12:07:22 AM
yes to your question but oi am a demanding soul...want the dead to celebrate our union....so we can't until we can fly to las vegas and have Elvis singing at our union lol


but darling sister of mine...I got your birthday card...and turned the house upside down (nothing unusual in that most would say)...can't find your friggin address...

so am early in wishing and belated in delivering

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
00000000000000000000
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


can I start drinking now...your birthday is always worth more than one day in celebration


Oh I am truly evil…for all my good intentions
I have another agenda
See if I go to Las Vegas
I get to see the garden of Eden
Another duplicate of mine

I’ve had husbands before
They left sorrow
This marriage gives me mercy
At least giving me a chance
To see my sister without false impressions
My sister never sees me as a novice
She always accepts my faults
It's what family is about
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 1456 (view)
 
Tenz's Word Play - word association exercise with another cow mooing...
Posted: 6/17/2009 11:53:21 PM
I'm eclectic, eccentric, and non-conformist…


And I scream when I see a child hurt
Crying when a woman is abused
Dying when love is denied
Dead without knowing you

Sometimes we are all the same without
Being branded like an animal
Yet they still hurt cows
I wish there was a more humane manner

So I am left like a beast
Wishing I was one
Words are difficult to interpret
I wish I could just kiss and cuddle you

You will find the words I wish to convey
To the herds out there
And always forgive me
For straying; I always see another horizon x0x
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 902 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/17/2009 11:21:46 PM
INTENZITY….thank you and always welcome home dearest bother…oops brother xxx and don’t you dare take what I have written below personally…just something in this senseless mind I wanted to jot down…it has NOTHING to do with you…something I read before I came home…




Ah the first time you asked me
I had the skin to shed
Then my veins mingled with tears
I’m only worth half now
Of what you offer
Still not enough
For I no longer have the strength
To even say hello
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 2432 (view)
 
The Age Of Innocence
Posted: 6/17/2009 11:17:51 PM
Re 0342…when people ask me why I still stay…keeping in touch with FAMILY xoxo…who else can forgive you for cackling like a witch?


Friendships I remember
Especially your special day
Almost above us
Another season I celebrate living

I asked the love of my life
How would you feel if I asked you?
He replied; I’d feel hurt
If you’d keep losing my address

Now I hang my head in shame
Been through five computers in six months
More in husbands but that took years
Although since I had the pleasure of meeting you
I want to celebrate your birthday (your summer and my winter…there’s irony in that…maybe only in my mind)
What’s your address again?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 900 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/16/2009 12:38:44 AM
I swear I am no human’s relief
But touch me once
I am forever an angel in disguise
Still trying to digest how my son
Got Cyril as his confirmation name
It has to be with being catholic?
May God forgive me
I detest…worse than hatred
All churches
I only believe in One
I’ll give the keys to the
Jehovah’s Witnesses
Or my Muslim scrabble player
NONE explain to me
I ask my son how he got Cyril
He smiles
I remember Grahame Kennedy
Then I laugh
May you always rest in peace
For you made my life bearable
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 899 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 6/16/2009 12:07:24 AM
HUMMINGIRDDANCING…thank you and always welcome home…I have noted…would be stupid not to note….you’ve gone on another journey…and I always hope with your dreams intact xxxx


from one of my favourite smiles


I almost started a new cord
Things that make me smile
Then I realized laughter
Was reading you and this thread

Now back to smiles
I said to him; I needed new garden utensils
Ones that never rusted
He replied my mother
Always cleaned and oiled her tackle

I tried to express my desires
That woman has evolved
No longer tied to the kitchen sink
Needing a dishwasher
He replied so you wanna marry me?

What’s a real redneck reply?

I wish and pray for an answer
He’s not the man I envisaged
Way beyond my dreams
But I live in illusions
Reality is that I have a pillow
I am more comfortable without one
(more combatable under his arm…yes tongue in cheek)
Vows are pledged
I know so many who break their declarations
At least I always get a free meal
At the wedding feast
I wrote in the card instead
Offering no pledge
Attending in reality
In my worst bridesmaid dress?
I do believe when divorce is declared
I receive my frying pan back
With all the dents
Makes burned steak easier to digest
Then I know a black hole
Angels exist?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 2061 (view)
 
welcome to writin for losers 101
Posted: 6/15/2009 11:40:04 PM
I almost started a new cord
Things that make me smile
Then I realized laughter
Was reading you and this thread

Now back to smiles
I said to him; I needed new garden utensils
Ones that never rusted
He replied my mother
Always cleaned and oiled her tackle

I tried to express my desires
That woman has evolved
No longer tied to the kitchen sink
Needing a dishwasher
He replied; so you wanna marry me?

What’s a real redneck reply?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 17 (view)
 
Black Raven
Posted: 5/25/2009 8:26:11 AM
I’m sorry for I have not acknowledged your writes before (maybe I did; but do birds have failed memories)…today I simply state how profound I find your words….


The raven I call and a crow beckons me
Both birds are different but also so black
Am I only the one who sees the rainbows?
Precious is the grace they appear
Love drifts away…as I rest upon my knees?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 897 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 5/25/2009 7:59:46 AM
To save a wretch like me
You know I needed you to call me Angel
So you were drunk at the time
Like all the men before who got the courage
To propose

I asked this time for a wedding
In Las Vegas with Elvis singing
Honeymoon could be your choice
Mexico my final destination

I wanted to celebrate my divorce
With a pina colada
The pineapple tasted bitter
When divorce was not in your vocabulary?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 896 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 5/25/2009 7:30:58 AM
POSTERCHILD4BEAUTY...thank you and always welcome home

Let me reply
Am woman and have a nag in me
Skill is living life
Remembering nightmares
Dreams are anew
Always feel that way to me?
It's me who remembers nightmares
Last time he told me to hush
And wiped my tears away
I wanted to scream
For the dream
I did not want to end
Our love was in it



Now this one I bring home from the MOON thread...ALWAYS tied to my caveman

I’ve spent many hours driving
Guided by the moon
A few nights ago it summoned me
Promising the greatest swing

Many dream upon a full moon
I would have been content
On the crescent; but I have
His arms always around me

Now I travel
For and ever more
Always towards home
Sheltered is the amazing charm
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 224 (view)
 
The Moon
Posted: 5/25/2009 7:19:32 AM
I’ve spent many hours driving
Guided by the moon
A few nights ago it summoned me
Promising the greatest swing

Many dream upon a full moon
I would have been content
On the crescent; but I have
His arms always around me

Now I travel
For and ever more
Always towards home
Sheltered is the amazing charm
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 854 (view)
 
a place for us novices...
Posted: 4/20/2009 6:41:49 AM
Hey SOFTCURVES....always thinking of you and my love with you xoxo



I adore my family/friends and neighbours
I can dish up my sweets on plastic plates
No one takes note that the main course was
Served on Royal Doulton
I served roast pork, beef, lamb and chicken
With numerous side dishes
Yet not one stated their favourite
It’s all about a social get together
Sometimes they only have to BYO chair
But darn that Pommy witch
She asked me to cater for her next dinner
Yet I adore her cynicism; I’ll do it free of charge
I gave her husband the instructions
Provided him with the bread and asked him just to toast it
Hoping she does not drink the bottle
Soaking the bread in it instead
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 894 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 4/20/2009 6:21:02 AM
When you’re alone
Take a walk in the outback
Nothing but sand and flies
Sometimes the buggers are known as sandflies

You realize you’re only a grain of dust
So don’t be deceived
Running back to the city
Watch your character change to another devil
Making room with endless material possessions

Or sit on a rock watching God’s creation
With all the colours of the world
I have a calloused brain, shifting grains
Digging for the life I dreamt of…
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 893 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 4/20/2009 6:05:45 AM
HUMMINGBIRDDANCING...thank you and always welcome home, check out the better version of Sean Connery (within our own pond...he likes to play) *wink*



I swear I mingled heaven and hell before I turned forty
Then was shown the entrance to God’s waiting room
I got the man’s name that showed me the way

Now I have the Caveman
Making me climb the stairs
Building me a sparkling endless spiral staircase

But my dearest
I told you I already live in heaven
What can God possibly offer me?

Cause the day after tomorrow I can only deal with the devil
I’ll suffer more, only; if the diagnosis is less than my expectations
I suppose only on Earth can I sell my soul
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 1878 (view)
 
map from memory
Posted: 4/20/2009 5:25:45 AM
In the state of in between
You remember wisdom
Although what you have experienced
Is supposed to make a pathway to heaven
If only, I was guaranteed that promise
So I live in melancholy
With a smile naughtily pasted on my face
Even children giggle with glee when they
Hear my witch’s cackle and they don’t ask why
Not even Spielberg has captured me
Crying when …
Sometimes I have moments of sanity
………..,,,Ode to Don Quixote
Saving a private odyssey
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 891 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 4/16/2009 5:43:49 AM
AUTUMN FANTASY...thank you and always wicom hom...ooosie...ooopsie...maust be a hungover from taste testing those glasses I sent ya...so everyone wants to shoot me...LOL XOX


HUMMINGBIRDDANCING....thank you and always welcome home...excuse ME; I have Elvis on and they think he's dead? *WINK*




Just when I think I have dialed correctly
I find it’s a silent number
Tuesday is a day of sorrow

Emotionally I’d rather be on my knees
Accepting everyday as a Sunday
Some religions won’t allow me to pray next to a man

They have it right
I wonder if that is his balls hanging
I should concentrate on the Bible?



 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 2384 (view)
 
The Age Of Innocence
Posted: 4/16/2009 5:39:19 AM
My sons are going to join the group
I HATE MUM (only on facebook)
All because I asked for some manners
Involving correct spelling
The first one has been banned
From parking his bike in the kitchen
(He has two...one is motorised)
The second one has gone back to the first page
Of the dictionary cause he adores his mama
Loves his bed more
(especially when mama places clean sheets) *wink*

thanks Sis...you made a special Easter for us...only YOU know what I meanxox
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 2368 (view)
 
The Age Of Innocence
Posted: 4/9/2009 12:25:23 AM

feel blessed
he is a good foot warmer too!


Thanks for that line dearest sister
Told you I lead a fortunate life
Why do you listen to me when I am barmy?
And farm rhymes
If I was an animal they would’ve shot me years ago
Confirmed by a doctor treating me
Yet I suffer the tribulations of being human
Everything the devil throws at me I spit back threefold
God only nods in sympathy when I ask for help
My sister (YOU) listens
I am blessed
Another toast
To Easter
What comes after a shot glass? xox

too much cheer in life my dear
I forgot we were talking about foot warmers
I do wanna brag...my caveman does better
He's my doona (quilt)
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 888 (view)
 
Shelter me...home
Posted: 4/8/2009 11:03:48 PM
Last night I walked towards the entrance
There was a crow dead on my doorstep
Walking past the flies, yelling at the boys to cleanup
This morning my sixth sense no scientist could predict

Last night I remembered
Drank copious amounts of red wine
To prepare me for the bloodshed
This morning I tried to hold hands

Tonight I struggle with my demons
And the sun has not set
No canyon is complete without a waterfall
This coming moon; I scream at my God






Something about crows and me
Something about the world and me
Something about one of the most beautiful people I know
She’s called Krow
I never said
I never voiced
I am screaming
God do you hear me?
Even if I wore a sign asking for help
People would only donate





A fortunate life with unfortunate events
Is what I call my time on earth
What I feel is denied
Just like the last chocolate bar I refused
My life is full of buts and I have a large one
Today I will not deny
Gorging myself on what is left of this life
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 853 (view)
 
a place for us novices...
Posted: 4/4/2009 12:49:43 AM
Oi write
In between
West and East
Everyone is sick of
South and North
Sickly we’d all agree
Honey is beached
Blonde is just a ****
Tell tails
Are in winds
I grow a bed instead
My nails scratch on the head
Devils’s slept without pillows
Downgraded to a witch
This
B I T C H
Still asks questions
As you sail away
Where the faque are you my sister?
I don’t go through intense pain
Without screaming YOUR name!!!
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 887 (view)
 
nothing to do with love...I ONLY need shelter
Posted: 4/4/2009 12:42:48 AM
Poor Liz Taylor
Wanted to be like her
Almost make made my fingers smirk
My thumbs made the last laughs
When my own daughters
said they wanted to be like me
I needed no P R I C K to gag upon
They were only the sperm
This whale carries more than a tale
I need no shade nor sun
I beach and
B I A T C H...as my youngest said
Mama we're all born B ****es
Using my last line makes me laugh
some are worse
As we grow grey
Then she asks what my "wicked" laugh means
I tell her Liz Taylor went through it before
Whilst the eyes keep sparkling
IS the greatest revenge upon life!
What more can I say
Than I love you
But you will NEVER believe me
I will sail upon the South
You will ask for the North
Truth only arrives when I am in your arms
MAGNETIC FIELDS can be decieved
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 125 (view)
 
Silk Stalkings - Not Ready For Prime Time
Posted: 4/4/2009 12:17:59 AM
Let’s get simple my friend?
YOU confused the hell out of me
I won’t acknowledge that understatement
Yet I never asked
Just tie me with silk
I miss me friend who only gave me a smile
Can I be the painter in this life?
Mona Lisa is endless in giggles
I only ask for the original
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 27 (view)
 
Was Martin Bryant Guilty???
Posted: 4/4/2009 12:06:16 AM
FLASHBACK....I search through internet files...maybe X files for NOTHING gives me a conclusive answer and yet I still believe in Christ...as my son could only get away with saying..my mother is so old she washed the feet of Jesus...all jokes aside...I REALLY would love to hear more information on this topic
...
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 886 (view)
 
a love poem...
Posted: 4/3/2009 11:36:26 PM
the moon was not enough
for folks like us
on my way to
DISNEYLAND
even the digger needed a woman like me?
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 885 (view)
 
a love poem...
Posted: 4/3/2009 10:52:06 PM
Did you ever ask the grave digger?
Who sweats and toils
In all weathers
He weeps as he digs and refills
The man who comes home to me
I ask him to refrain from taking a Russian bride
For I am not that kind


Offering only once a year
A sweet wine
For he takes my garbage
Every faquing day
Yet I only acknolwedge him once a year
Santa and Easter Bunny HE is
Giving me smiles in life...too abstract for normality

Mrs Michie Oi will be
Without leaping one year
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 962 (view)
 
words on leaves
Posted: 4/3/2009 10:33:39 PM
I await autumn
I choose to change the colours
You make me want to be another shade
It’s autumn now and what am I supposed to do?

Ink is running out
Births and deaths registry is closed today
Music is louder
As it vibrates through my keyboard


Thanks to all your ID’s OMMMMMMMMmmmmm
HISSSSSsss getting into trouble
There’s another beautiful man
His name is Ronald
I keep making mistakes
Calling out your name
He’s in pain too
…..abstract only I UNDERSTAND???
 alwaysdreaming2
Joined: 12/26/2008
Msg: 132 (view)
 
...Last Waves of Ground...
Posted: 4/3/2009 10:23:54 PM
I should refrain
It only gets me into trouble
A love that never sailed
Is a love I won’t deny

I really miss listening to your smiles
I was better at geography
You only wanted to crush the shores
I built mountains

Learning to live
Where the oceans meets the seas
Mountains destroyed by land
Love is never eroded

This week Christ is nailed in memory
I think of you
Who showed me ways
To the Cross

Forgive me I have done nothing
But saved myself
So I could only listen
Without hissing xoxo
 
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