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Ready to move on just dont know how?????
Posted: 7/4/2009 5:12:18 AM | I am in the middle of a divorce after 21 years of marriage. I got married right out of high school and went on to have children and jumped right into the family life. Sounds great huh?? Well, not so much.... My husband is an alcoholic and after trying to help him, fix him and all that "stuff" finally realized that I am not God and cant. So, I threw in the towel and filed for divorce. Now my problem is I just have no idea where to begin... I am not a big drinker and all my friends are married with children. I am lost, while my ex is partying having a great time I am here trying to figure out how to fill my nights.. Letting go of someone is really difficult even when you know that they are toxic to you. Releasing your dreams and starting new ones without him will be what seems to be impossible right now. I am brokenhearted that my marriage ended and even more sad that he didnt care enough about his family to put down the alcohol.
I am 41 and ready to live again, my kids are grown and have their own life now I just have to figure out how to mend my broken heart and start smiling again. | | | |
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