| |
How do you stop missing your ex because it's so hard...
Posted: 9/27/2009 7:17:59 PM | | i had been a bit of a lad over the years, then in 2002 i met a girl who wanted to give me everything, and i abused that power that she gave me so easily, she and i got married , but we used to have 3 somes all the time our sex life was amazing, mind blowing but she met a girl, who i couldnt keep my hands of, and i got caught, that was the end of my marriage , but since that time, ive learned my lesson, and lived a very unforgiving life. its been so hard that i prayed for death so many times. then in feb i met a girl lyyn dibb, was her name i took the lesson i had learned , and put it to good use , within the new relationship, i offered this girl my heart and soul, almost to the point, that ive forgotten ab out who i am its crazy. then out the blue the other day she finished with me for no reason, id done nothing wrong , apart from love her. deeply with all i had inside me, but she kept me on a fishing line reeled me when she wanted and let me out when she didnt but i stook with it , because i idolised her with all i had inside me, but she could nt help being cruel to me.even though she admitted it wasnt my doing that made her so volitile towards me.its just her, but ive stuck with it ive begged her to stop sticking me with hurt as i loved her with every ounce of blood in my body, and my last breath, and that id give anything to make her happy becausem my ex, taught me a lesson , that i had learned so i swore never again would i treat anyone with such disregard or disrespect.and now my so called partner is treating me so very cruel , yet im finding it all a real struggle to live without her even though a feel such deep love i also feel very dis attached from the real me.i cant eat sleep nor feel like me, its making me so ill , ive tried talking to her but she cuts me dead via telephone , woont answer my calls, sends me such cold texts yet shes admitted how much i love her.so dont know what to do to win this siuation. im at my wits end . | | | |
|
Home
login 
MyForums