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lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 210 (view)

CHEATING as a self defense, protection tool.... Posted: 9/24/2008 12:45:36 PM
it was mentioned earlier that cheating may be ok because the person cheating needs to go from relationship to relationship cause they do not like to be alone. well if u are that insecure about yourself i doubt any relationship will work out for you. first and formost we have to like ourselves and enjoy our own company before we can expect anyone else to. thats my 2 cents worth!

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 361 (view)

today is the day! (weed) Posted: 6/5/2007 6:38:53 AM
I think of u often Weather I am wit u or not I sneak u sometimes when I shouldn’t Praying I wont get caught U make me feel so good And take away the worries on my mind But once the buzz is lifted Your fix is not so kind All the worries and frustrations Cumin running back to me And now that the cobwebs r gone My eyes r open to see That life is just how I left it B4 I took u in That no matter how much I love u Wit u, I can never win The pain will always return Along wit the worries u took away U don’t fix things 4 tomorrow Only just for today i dont think I need you As I once did I am realizing its time to b an adult Not always play the kid It will b hard To tell u good-bye But for the sake of my future I really think I’d better try Ur doing me no favors Just rotting away my brain Makin it so I am not all here Cannot feel my daughters pain As she sits and has to watch Me waste my brain away So its time to make some changes And guess what? Today is the day!

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 339 (view)

i am a retard lol - enjoy! Posted: 3/8/2007 6:53:31 AM
As I look deep into your eyes Do I see what I think I see Or am I kiddin myself Is it all make believe? So little time has gone by I hardly know you at all But when I think of us I wanna take the fall But then I give my head a shake An remind myself where I am He is just a wild boy Its probably all just pretend So I pull my heart back inside And tell myself I don’t feel what I feel I mean its only been 2 weeks Whats the big deal? U don’t know him He doesn’t know you Hes has been threw many many This u know is true But still when his lips touch mine Something happens inside Something so strong I feel I have to close my eyes and hide I want this boy so bad In every possible way Not just today or tomorrow But each and every day But hes probably just playin me Only time will tell So until I know for sure Should I climb back into my protective shell? Or just jump in wit 2 feet Take the risk I wanna take How bad could it end? Just in major heartbreak……..

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 229 (view)

your something i have surrived Posted: 11/11/2006 3:30:11 PM
smokin the weed lettin my mind be freed from its tangled web of all the things that should be said of all the things i should do like movin on - forgettin you but here iam typing away killin some time, wasten my day thinking of where i should be what i really need to make me feel whole again lookin inside of me - for my fallen friend i don't need you - i never did u aren't 4 me - least of all the kids u r emotionally detached - from all that's real u cant face life - u cant deal so u live in a pretend world - all of your own one i can never reach and u won't take the time to teach i beg for your touch - u always turn away sadness grows inside me more eveyday but u don't care don't wanna open up your life and share so tonight i forever move on just like the mornings light - means a new dawn your are something i have surrrived

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 228 (view)

who the hell does he think he is Posted: 11/11/2006 9:31:01 AM
who the hell does he think he is speakin to me like a stranger is that the way u wanna play it? why bother talkin - acting like u give a shit after all we haven't talked 4 over a month and i thought we were friends? who the hell does he think he is calling me all hours of the night beggin me for some of my time normally that wouldn't be a major crime except hes not interested in me only what i can do 4 him who the hell does he think he is calling me from a jail cell asking me 4 friendship, beggin me 4 a lill kindness, love does he think i am a retard? well if the hand fits the glove... so i accept the calls like a good friend should and for a whole 75 cents, we talk for a whole 20 minutes who the hell does he think he is still calling me a B**ch and much worse he has lost the right to treat me that way yet it happened again just yesterday.... i guess that's just a problem i have that will never go away who the hell does he think he is hangin wit me all week then cum the weekend he is nowhere to be found well i ain't waitin around but i do know 1 thing 4 sure - i am done obsessing about all of you

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 166 (view)

happy to pay the price Posted: 10/24/2006 10:34:27 PM
he screams at her she slams the door she hates him - never wants to see him he couldn't agree more yet later that night they crawl into bed after bathing the little ones and stories are all read backs to each other not touching at all both praying for sleep wanting to be the first to fall is that anyway to live? as the years go rushing by there has to be something better she shakes her head and cries then she realizes it was all a dream as she slowly wakes she has already left! had the courage the guts to do what it takes tears fill her eyes as happy thoughts dance through her head she quietly checks on the children still snug in their beds she couldn't be more content as she feels relief yet again liking herself so much better finally her own best friend so if a few lonely nights is all the price she will pay then that's what she'll pay - cause sooner or later again it will be day

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 164 (view)

lonely girl in the night Posted: 10/24/2006 9:05:06 PM
i sit alone again just me and my pipe suck'n back the weed trying to make it right what is wrong wit me? its time to move on open my eyes and see this is not what i need it wont set me free even though my beat up heart wants it to so badly but no matter how much i smoke bong after bong inhale inhale then choke its still there when i open my eyes but i am strong never ever cry to look at me you wouldn't know the terrible fire that's burning below i need some action that must be my problem who long as it been since i made the ultimate sin? way to long for my body aches for more finding a man worthy enough is definitely a chore so i hold it in check as i puff on the pipe waiting 4 this buzz to somehow make this world of mine completely right

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 92 (view)

LAST LINE REPEATED Posted: 10/24/2006 8:37:15 PM
and consider individually that's so very true cause most ppl look past that and only look at the outer you beauty is not all that matters i was just making a funny now i feel stupid and surely look like a dummy but inside counts way way more for ppl who are caring, supportive and trustworthy are the ones i adore!!

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 89 (view)

LAST LINE REPEATED Posted: 10/24/2006 8:17:05 PM
deciphering willy Shakespeare and misspelling my own name who really cares - its beauty - not brains that's the name of the game you can be as stupid as a fence post but pretty as a picture and already you are father ahead then most so lets all raise our glasses to the beautiful take time to give a toast for those with the most LOL

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 82 (view)

LAST LINE REPEATED Posted: 10/24/2006 7:45:02 PM
life is just a surprise different things cumming our way sometimes we just hold on 4 dear life but i guess that's just the price we pay of being alive and each day is like rolling the dice sometimes u win sometimes u lose

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 79 (view)

LAST LINE REPEATED Posted: 10/24/2006 7:37:11 PM
we hold it in our hearts in the effort to survive for what will we do if it turns out to be a lie? will we sit alone night after night holding ourselves alone while we bitterly cry? no we will stand tall for all to see even if we don't feel it inside all in the effort - just to survive

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 6 (view)

LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS Posted: 10/19/2006 10:11:05 AM
the road not traveled will remain a mystery as u gaze at it so far away desperately wanting to to go but desperately afraid life is made up of chances take then while u can if u get broken along along the way its OK u will mend but not to take the risk is the worse mistake of all if u happen to stumble don't worry i will catch u when u fall so travel to that distant land go to it for yourself hold your head up high try not to self doubt for u are worth so much more than shinny yellow gold so hurry go see whats out there before life starts to mold......you

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 138 (view)

good times - never forget them Posted: 10/18/2006 9:25:28 PM
your grab me by the hair and throw me on the bed you start to talk i forgotten what you said your like a book i have already read i get on my knees i know what u like and i am eager to please tickle of the tongue begins the hour torture tease cum on - lets have some crazy fun pass me those ropes tie me up baby after we drink and smoke some dope i am like an alley cat waiting by the door ready to pounce on you take u right there on the fawking floor treat me like u want nice or as mean as dirt both makes me wanna cum i like it when it hurts i don't care if i look like a tramp i don't care about self respect just cum up behind me baby u know i like that best u take me to the top - again your skills do impress as we being the 4th round i whisper fawk baby you the best....

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 23 (view)

for a friend Posted: 10/3/2006 7:28:12 PM
i realize now what u knew all along we could do friends, maybe even lovers but life partners, we do not belong you seen it right away but all i could see was a wonderful guy that i wanted, that i needed had to have TODAY! but as usual you're the sensible one wanted to take things slow why cant we just be friends? let our feelings slowly grow but me the impatient one had to act like a 3yr old you needed time, a chance to know me to see what i was all about you wouldn't go walking into things with shadows of doubt i know the attraction is there loud and strong but words have to be there once the passion is gone we do talk and laugh and never seem at a loss for words we care for each other - we both know that for sure i thought i could see the future when i looked into your eyes but it was someone else's fate and my foolish heart telling me lies even though u can make me cry i know that our friendship will always be apart of me something i hope will never die i haven't known you very long but u mean the world to me so remember us with a smile and don't forget a coffee date now and then with a friend (or if your bored and lookin 4 a fight) but only when you're up to being annoyed and flattered all in one night......

lip-gloss-girl

Joined: 4/25/2006

Msg: 963 (view)

FIRST LINE LAST LINE . Posted: 6/26/2006 3:35:47 AM
they say that seal pups make wonderful stew but have u ever tryed to eat it? let me tell u, its very hard to chew i perfer something a little less tough like lions zebras monkeys or cats a meal of these arent near so rough mix a few veggies into the pot invite over family and friends, even the neighbours there is enough for the entire lot personaly instead of makin stew i would slice em up in steaks and cook them on the bbq but whatever u decide to do take the time to make sure they are cooked all the way through because if not cooked right they can make u really sick and if you are a man the first thing to rot off is your****br> oi

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