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Losing a loved one to death
Posted: 5/28/2006 6:15:46 PM | i am just new to this and i came on this site and i thought of replying to you, i can say that i have been there not once not twice but 4 times and it does get better, my dad died when i was 2 weeks old, never having a dad in my life was terrible and very hard on me, i had all these thought going through my head that i was adoped and one day i would find dad, then my mum died when i was 16, thats nearly 13 years ago this year and it has been a rough road to walk, i never imaginged that i would lose both so young,
then i lost 2 very close uncle's on my mums side, they were both like a dad to me, my world just fell apart, i thought i was being punished for something, why was the people i loved the most gone from my life, why me and not someone else, life had to go on for me, but i still to this day miss dad so much even thought i never knew or saw him and he is 30 years dead this year,
it does get easier, i miss them so much, i would love to turn back the clock and have them back in my life for a few minutes. | | | |
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