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Joined: 9/2/2006

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Have you ever been caught Masturbating? Posted: 4/6/2009 9:31:34 AM
At 15 I got caught. It wasn't pretty and felt shamed for years. Now, I'm very comfortable with myself. Had a friend who when she knew I'd be coming over would be playing when I got there so I could see. I absolutely loved it. Absolutely Awesome.

Joined: 9/2/2006

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Sad about my lost love Posted: 8/21/2008 12:53:17 AM
I know this feeling only too well. Lost the one person that made me feel.. oh wow. MAybe it's gone for good. Over time I have closed a lot of doors. Can't seem to close this one. I have never loved anyone in my entiire life as much as I love her but she has other ideas. I have been more honest and truthful to her than I have ever been. I kept it clean and still I got called a cheater and for that I lost her. I won't try to change a mind decision. If it were a question then I would try to convince her even though I shouldn't have to. She was the person I saw at my side for the rest of my life. (I figue I have another 53 yrs and 5 months to go) She wanted space and I gave as much as I could but it was not enough. She's gone now and I fear for good. I have to learn now to live with that, knowing there's nothing I can do about it. I'm a fixer and that makes it even more frustrating. Tonight, I'm wide awake and all I can do is think about her. I can't call her, can't text her. Can't nothing. She has painted me into a corner and I have to leave her alone even though I think about her EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. Tonight I took the last of her stuff back and left it at her place. Not sure if she was home but left it so it was safe and then I left a place I now know Iwill never see again. Yeah, there was some tears. So now all that's left is the private goodbyes. I know that's all logically but my heart is screwed. For all those who think you can just shut it down caus that's how it is, happy for you. For the rest of us real people who hurt cause we do, hang in there. Apparently it gets better. Anytime now is good for me. Just wish I could call the one person that would make it all good again.

Joined: 9/2/2006

Msg: 25 (view)

2007 B&B Halloween Ball!! Oct. 20, 2007 Posted: 10/4/2007 8:24:59 PM
Last time I was at the ball, it was a real eye opener but I'm glad I was open to it. I'm thinking about going this time as I hear this is the ball to go to. Thing is, last time I went I had my girlfriend there with me and we did it together and it was great. (I miss that but she has since flown away to better lands.) So this time going it will be a solo act and I'm a little bit nervous. Hell, last time she picked out what I wore. So I have to figure out what I'm gonna wear if I'm gonna go. Tickets are prob. all sold already.(Hope not.) What the Fcuk let's have some fun with this.

Joined: 9/2/2006

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Why Is it you do everything for a woman and then you get thrown to the curb like a piece of trash? Posted: 8/7/2007 6:24:15 PM
WOW, WOW, WOW. You sometimes hear that no matter what you are feeling, someone else out there is feeling it too. I just read about my life in so many of the post on here. Met this girl on here and boy did I fall for her. It's been a month now since.. and still it hurt just as bad if not more. I'm trying desparately to move on but it's been a real trip. I have stayed away and not called or tried to contact her. She used to have a profile on here but she closed it and I don't think she's here anymore. I'm not here to bash her or anything like that. I still love her so much and I miss her. I got close to her kids and surprisingly enough I miss them too. But I have to let it all go. The really hard part is that she kicked me to the curb and to this day, not a phone call, not a letter, not a face to face to even tell me why. I trusted her more then I have ever trusted any one in my life. I thought we were doing really well. Oh sure there were things that were an issue but nothing I didn't think we couldn't fix. So many times, things would happen that I didn't like and just so we wouldn't fight, I would shut my mouth. She would tease me that if I keep biting my tongue like that I was gonna make it bleed. I told her I don'twanna fight because it wasn't worth it and I would end up loosing her. She told me that couples fight. doesn't mean they break up over it. the biggest thing was when she told me that if things got rough, she was not gonna let me go that easy. Not without a fight. Well we went camping and at the end she made feel really unwelcomed so I didn't drive with her home but hitch a ride home. That was it. No more contact. No nothing. She just shut me down...cold. It's been a month now and it still hurts as much if not more. I'm trying to move on but it's a beotch. We had so much together I thought and was starting to do so much together and then just like that, without so much as a goodbye, I was gone like I meant nothing. So cold. Never thought she could be that cold. Been married before and even that was a cake walk compared to this and she knew all about that and still..... Really was fooled into thinkin she actually loved me. And now I get to live with only the memories. Memories that I really wish I could now forget. Sometimes you wonder, if you could turn back time........

Joined: 9/2/2006

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The first time after Divorce, terrified! Posted: 1/10/2007 10:17:49 AM
I hear where you're coming from. Been there, done that. Got the sound track and the T-shirt and dude, don't over think it. Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. Go for it. It's like meeting someone at a party. Don't stand there wondering what you're gonna say to them, just go up to them and say Hi ad the rest will take care of itself. If you want her and she wants you then just go for it. If you're anything like me, you won't have a system failure. Here's the thing once you do, you'll get your confidence back. Couple o weeks down the road, you'll laugh at yourself that you were even worried about it. You know you can do it. You did it once before. It was good enough to last for 10 years so no worries bud you're good to go.

Joined: 9/2/2006

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what is it. Posted: 12/8/2006 9:53:06 AM
Ok firstly, I'm certainly not the smartest when it comes to computers. Anyway a couple o days ago this program pops up and it looks like it's an update from microsoft. It's called Error safe. I loaded it but I have yet to run the program because something about it just doesn't feel right. So I'm looking for a little help here. Is this a bad program and if so how do I delete it or should I let it run? What will it do to my beloved puter that I NEED everyday? So girls/guys feel free to jump in anytime. A little help here.

Joined: 9/2/2006

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Having sex during her cycle...how do you get him to do it? Posted: 11/30/2006 4:54:36 PM
All I can say is that I was never a good soldier. It's the only time the sight of blood gets me. Actually i tdoesn't really bother me. It's my co-k that it affects. It really kills a hard on. Lol

Joined: 9/2/2006

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sex in airplanes, whats your opinion? Posted: 11/26/2006 10:54:58 PM
Yes, I've done it and would do it again. It happened on a Northwest Airlines red eye flight on the way back from Hawaii to LAX. It was great. The thing is, when it comes to getting your clothes off in that bathroom it was easy. But then when we were done, wow. Just trying to find your clothes never mind putting them on where they are sopposed to go. What a trip. Would I do it again? DO bears sh-t in the woods?

Joined: 9/2/2006

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What would you do. Posted: 11/26/2006 4:11:44 PM
I always had a nagging feeling that my soon to be next ex wife had cheated on me but I was afraid to know the truth. We were together for 8 years. Six of it we were married. She ended the relationship on our 6th anniversay. I worked hard to make a good home and while I was married before and I screwed up that time, I worked hard at my second marriage, deciding not to make the same mistakes I did back then. I provided all I could. Sometimes you don't need a flashing billboard on the side of the road to see that the relationship is over. No matter how good I was or the nice things I did for her or how supportive and loving I was to and for her, it still didn't make her happy. Finally after a lotta crap, I left. Thing is I suspect that my last son (we have 2) might not biologically be mine. He's 5yrs old. Before I left I went and had a DNA test done on both my boys and myself.(just to be sure) I will get the results on on monday. I'm dreading it. What if it comes back that he's not mine or both of them are not mine. What do I tell them. I still love them with all my heart and always will. To find out that all this time she has been accusing me of having affairs while I was working my a$$ off for my family and to find out she did this. What do I do? How do I react, to her, to them? Has anyone ever been in this position and how did or have you reacted? Oh one more thing. Please, please.... if you feel the need to be judgemental on any level, by all means start another thread.

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