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Joined: 12/26/2006

Msg: 35 (view)

Selfsabotage Posted: 12/30/2006 6:28:40 PM
This was written shortly after my divorce.When hope,belief,and love as I knew it were replaced with loss and despair.And after looking inward,I realized,in trying to protect myself from previous hurt...I never truly gave myself to her. A heart long closed,its innocence torn Behind walls of tears,its scars are worn It hides in the shadows,afraid of the light Yesterdays pain,blinds tommorrows sight Cloaked in sorrow,it feels safe in disguise As within its own fortress,it slowly dies Its wounds are deep,its fears are real It chooses to sleep,afraid to feel It searches for answers,it questions itself It screams in the silence,its tormented hell It knows it is dying,the reason clear Its breath for life,is what it fears To open itself,its wounds exposed To trust once more,beyond the past it knows Numb from the pain,its beat grows slow Still yet afraid,of its feelings shown To take a breath,beat open and free No walls....no net,as was meant to be To believe once again,unconditional love As he intended for all,Gods will above Yet as the numb subsides,the feeling returned The pain is remembered,from lessons learned Withdrawn in seclusion,its false safety is found Its self imposed exile,its beat fades....no sound And so inside its cocoon,from which life first begins Its last beat is heard,death came from within

Joined: 12/26/2006

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Do you have a poem to share with the rest of us? Post it here Posted: 12/29/2006 11:32:05 PM
This was written shortly after my divorce.When hope,belief,and love as I knew it were replaced with loss. A heart long closed,its innocence torn Behind walls of tears,its scars are worn It hides in the shadows,afraid of the light Yesterdays pain,blinds tommorrows sight Cloaked in sorrow,it feels safe in disguise As within its own fortress,it slowly dies Its wounds are deep,its fears are real It chooses to sleep,afraid to feel It searches for answers,it questions itself It screams in the silence,its tormented hell It knows it is dying,the reason clear Its breath for life,is what it fears To open itself,its wounds exposed To trust once more,beyond the past it knows Numb from the pain,its beat grows slow Still yet afraid ,of its feelings shown To take a breath,beat open and free No walls....no net,as was meant to be To believe once again,unconditional love As he intended for all,Gods will above Yet as the numb subsides,the feeling returned The pain is remembered,from lessons learned Withdrawn in seclusion,its false safety is found Its self imposed exile,its beat fades....no sound And so inside its cocoon,from which life first begins Its last beat is heard,death came from within

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