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Losing a loved one to death
Posted: 6/21/2008 11:04:14 AM | I lost the love of my life, my best friend and what I call my dirt buddy back in 2000. Little did I know that my whole life would become upside down, I left my job that I had for 10 years, I resigned my military commission which I had since 1977. I didnt know what to do anymoreI was very depressed and although everybody gave me advice nobody can stop the pain I feel, I moved to Jacksonville because one of the places that I feel comfort is the Naval Base.I m not as depressed as I used to be, I have a good job and I entered this site to meet someone really special that can understand a situation like mine. I am so used to being a "tough macho" type of guy and the work I did requred that I stay almost emotionless, because we traveled so much and didnt spend alot of time in one location. I met my wife when I was 30 and she was 25, I felt that I was ready and I was a active reservist and only traveled that stayed in Fl area. she was very different from many of the women that I had met at that time. To begin with she was a dwarf her height was 4'7", she was a computer programer and later a systems specialist.We became really good friends and she taught me how not to stress things that I have no control over, we talked about everything and traveled alot. Now Im ready to date and I wonder, can someone else appreciate a man that is faithful, loving? | | | |
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