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thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Linda - A special Friend Posted: 8/23/2005 8:24:16 AM
A friend is someone who's always there and shares with you, Your hopes, your dreams, and your burdens too, A friend is someone who is thoughtful and will always be there, Ready to listen, lend a hand...and someone whom you can confide and share. But then, a friend is also someone who will always be, A person you think and care of so tenderly, And whether you're with him or you're miles apart, He'll always be a friend that you treasures, with all of your heart. There's a lot of words in which to define a friend, Gift from God, a precious gem, a treasure from heaven, As different persons, we have different views too, But for me, a FRIEND simply means...YOU !

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Transformation Posted: 8/23/2005 7:07:27 AM
Sam - That was so beautiful, ya actually brought a tear to these old eyes. Well put and well said. You are sooooooo talented. Keep it up

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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5 years with Cancer Posted: 8/22/2005 1:09:50 PM
My Wife; I'm sitting here in a room filled with so many flowers. I just wanted you to know that I would bring you back if only I had the special powers. There are so many people gathered here in this very small room. It's not very hard to see that they are all feeling so much gloom. The people in this very small room are all wiping the tears from their eyes. I'm trying so very hard to keep from crying but all I can do is give an empty stare when I see you lying there. Maybe I sound so very mixed up but if you were alive again, I would tell you how much cared. I also believe I would be more selfish when it came to having you around. Most of all I would let you know that you were the very best friend that I could have ever found. At this time I can no longer hold the tears for they are beginning to fill my eyes. It's so very quiet here in this very small room I can hear every sound. I stop and think to myself, "Now, you'll be set free for you're homeward bound. Afterwards I start to focus on all the wonderful times that we both shared throughout the years. To tell you the truth my friend I never thought that I'd be here. As I look down at you just lying there I can see that you're finally getting your wish for you're going somewhere you can start out brand new. I'm still here by your side the only thing different is now I'm getting down on my knees and I'm kneeling next to you. If only you were here and not there we could plan for better days. To tell you the truth my very good friend I've never wanted you to go away. I have always needed you to show me the way. I wanted so badly to believe that all of this was just a very bad dream. For you and I were such a very special team. Now that you're gone away like it happens in so many songs. How will I ever go on? I know that you'll be missed so very much. Most of all I will always remember all the lives you have touched. You were the very best friend that I could have ever found for you were the only one who cared for me right from the start. So this very special good-bye goes out to you right from the heart. Rest in peace my very good wife.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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5 years with Cancer Posted: 8/22/2005 12:42:44 PM
When the news arrived, Shock - not knowing what to do, Fear - from the unknown. Doctors, surgeries, Visits to clinics, Late nights in ER. Chemo and radiation, Praying, just for today. The future - disappeared. The end... or... the beginning... Of Year One. It was so long, That first year. Felt a little better, When it left. But, new fears arose, With every cough, sniffle, Or Illness. There would be celebrations, Along the way. My hair returned, Daughter graduating college. But, fears still ruled Year Two. A vacation, some gardening, Lots of home remodeling. Still don't mention the future. But, privately, we begin to dream... Anxiety sets in, with every test, We wait for results, For numbers, We know so well. "Could it be?" ruled Year Three. A little beam - what is it? Could it be a light, Out of this dark world? Still living day to day. Noticing every little sign. Wondering, if remission would end. We've come so far, But, still have forever to go. We keep moving on. Year Four was full... Dreams, hopes, and prayers. But, the future, still isn't mentioned. That beam is getting brighter. As days turn to weeks, Weeks to months. Count down begun, An end in sight. In silence, We anticipate... But, no words are said. Like a pitcher throwing, A no-hitter. We live in fear, of dreams, Everything becomes a jinx. Two months left, Brightness can be seen, The warmth, so comforting And peaceful. One week... one day... Its over... Five Years... cancer... Has gone its way Five Years, living day to day. Five Years, of holding our breath. Today, we let out a sigh. We made it! We're alive! Today, the future, came back. A past, we both survived. A past, we won't forget. Hand - in - hand, The future is ours! We'll start again, We live life, for today. But, finally, a future, Where we can have a say.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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I never thought Posted: 8/22/2005 12:36:08 PM
I never thought I would find a Heart like yours within my reach I'm waiting now so patiently for the lesson that Love will teach I can see your Smile through the Laughter we share, and I know this is just a taste The warmth I will feel from your gentle touch when we're finally face to face You have captured my Heart so fast that I can hardly catch my breath Drawing from a well of Love hidden so deep, preserved within myself I desire the action of Passion bursting like the Beauty of a Flowers Bloom The Stimulation that exists brought forth by Loves first Kiss engaged in a Candle Lit Room It's May, and if it should rain that day, we'll occupy a quiet space, just you, and me The Temperature Range of your touch warms me from the cold of the Rain, bringing sweet ecstasy. The Gratification of physical Interlude, the warmth of Climax pouring down A clouded Vision brought into focus, and satisfaction is the only sound You are so special, and there are no words to describe how you make me feel So hard to control the hidden urges I hold without neglecting what my Heart knows is real.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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What I did for my Daughter Posted: 8/22/2005 9:08:34 AM
What a Dad will do for his daughter is rock his sick baby girl until the sun peeks through the darkness letting me know the night of worry is over. I will take her small hand in mine and walk slowly as she takes her first walk to the ice cream shop to share a cone full of heaven on earth. I will sip from the tiny tea cup she has set in front of me and in harmony with the stuffed animals carefully placed in their seats I will sing the praises of her great hospitality. I will sit through dance recitals and fashion shows where I'm is the only audience and will clap with the enthusiasm of a thousand people. I will take her fishing and play soccer, and introduce her to the world outside as if just experiencing it for the first time myself. I will sit with her through sweat and tears over homework that was supposed to be turned in the day before and I'll smile as they finish, seeing her relief. I will place a firm hand on the shoulder of the young man that comes to take her to the school dance silently letting him know where he stands and what I expect. I will watch with overflowing pride as my young lady accepts her high school diploma and will silently pray to God to calm my fears and get me through the day. I will be full of conversation and more than happy to listen when she calls home now and then. Even when the game of the year is on. I will gently fold her arm around mine and with all the courage and faith I Will hold onto I will stroll down the aisle, giving her hand but keeping her youth. I will be the first one in the maternity ward , at the nursery window, carefully inspecting the activities of his new family member. Another part of her, another part of him. I will reassure her as time rages on and the signs of my old age start to frighten her. I will caress her hand with a passion to which she has never felt as I whisper my last wishes to her. I will come to her heart for all her life as she sees my manners in herself or my features in her children. I will live in the smiles that grace her face as she remembers the things I did for her.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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I'm Tired Posted: 8/22/2005 8:44:14 AM
I’m tired of being misunderstood, nerves are shot, weak – like old wood. I’m tired of being ill, no energy, can’t think, losing my skills. I’m tired of so-called friends, stabbing me in the back, again and again. I’m tired of trying to make things right, I give up – I surrender, no will to fight. I’m tired of seeing others in pain, raises frustration, drives me insane. I’m tired of not being able to cry, i’d melt away, nothing left inside. I’m tired because I can’t feel, walking in a daze – numb this can’t be real. I’m tired of being “strong,” I’m weak, i’m fragile, its gone on way to long. I don’t know what else to say, I’m hoping, i’m dreaming, I’m begging, i’m pleading, please, take this feeling away. Right now… I’m just tired…

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Ryming Riddles Posted: 8/22/2005 8:39:01 AM
I am just two and two, I am hot, I am cold, I'm the parent of numbers that cannot be told. I'm a gift beyond measure, a matter of course, And I'm yielded with pleasure when taken by force. What am I? (A Kiss) I have thousands of eyes, yet I live in darkness. I have thousands of ears, but only four lobes. I have no arms or legs, and still I rule two hemispheres. What am I? (A Brain) Next Topic : Hope for Cancer Patients

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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In search of me :D Posted: 8/19/2005 1:20:09 PM
There is darkness now, where there once was the glow of a shining star. The glow has faded, for I no longer have my guiding light. I know only where I have been, for where I'm going I do not know. I have no destination . . . I wander aimlessly. A shell of my former self . . . My reflection holds no resemblance of who I use to be . . . I must go in search of myself . . . To seek and find the light once again . . .

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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THE FOREST AND THE WIND Posted: 8/19/2005 1:17:39 PM
Whispered only by our soul Achieved only by a goal Hidden deep within our mind Lay the past, present, and future behind What truly moves us most? For our body is a shell, a temporary host For isn't happiness and bliss Unleashed by true love's passionate kiss? Does our will move us on? Or is our desire to live a con? Do we wish to truly die? I think that depression is a lie - Is life just a test for us to learn? To live through our mistakes and slowly turn Towards a happy and content life Yet, we still have pain and strife? I cannot believe in loss, nor will I ever fail Even if my life is shallow, even if my love turns stale I just cannot bare to think That madness or death is on the brink I will always believe in hope I promise myself to adapt and to cope For even though I am just a man......

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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I have found another but does she know..... Posted: 8/19/2005 7:53:07 AM
It is again dark outside. I am sitting in my room in front of the monitor, with the keyboard in front of me. Again waiting to see your nickname on the screen and have a nice chat with so many feelings in each word. I feel you so near and so distant in the same moment. Every day I find something new in you, something that makes me feel different but sure in one thing - you are not only my friend, you are something more, something deeper. Do you feel the same? I am not sure in your feelings anymore. Not sure of what I am for you in fact? Am I just another nickname in your list or am I something special as you are for me. I am trying to find the answer by myself, but as I am trying I am getting scared of the answer I may find behind all this. I am not the one you wanted ... or it is you who have changed? I know that I am not the one to blame you, nor the one to want something special, because you are the second one in my heart and you know that I can not change this even if I love you more than I want to. I know that I am the one that makes the thing so complicated, but you said that you are ready for this and you want me after all. Is it still that way? I remember the day when I decided that I couldn't hide my feeling from you anymore. I wrote you an IM message and told you what I feel. You were so happy and motivated about the future and so many things were so beautiful and unreal in our relationship that I began thinking that I have found the real love. The love that must be kept and need all my loving. But after some time I began feeling forgotten, unwanted and left behind. Everything was important, but me. Everyone was near you, except me. I wanted to have you near, to feel you as a friend and even like a lover, to share and be there, but it seemed so hard for you to give me these things. I told you so many times that I need them. After all these days and nights I know that I found a friend, but I am not sure if it is the real love. But I know that I have found my first true love and I will keep it that way. I also know that I will give you all the love you need, or at least all the love you want me to give you. I know that I will love you in a way I cannot show and cannot explain to you. I just want to be loved by you, at least as a friend. Let me know if you have changed your opinion. Let me know what has changed or if I am the one who does not understand things. I love you, my only sin! I love you as a friend and not as a lover. I type my love for you On the TV screen Never will you truly know Just how much you mean Some may say it's crazy But I don't really care They could never understand all that we have shared All the nights you've spent with me Felt like you were here Always with a open heart And an open ear I never had to wonder If you truly care Because when I turn on my TV Your words are always there

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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I have found another but does she know..... Posted: 8/19/2005 7:37:28 AM
My heart is hungry for her love, but my mind is aware of what it cannot have. I know we belong to different worlds so then why did you come and change everything around in my life? I thought I didn't want to love again, I thought I wouldn't be able to since my heart has hurt so much. To even say I do - it's a scary thought, but you came along and I became fearless of it. It's hard to explain myself or to put it together in one, the only easy thing to think of is loving you. For just one look into your eyes makes everything in the world and in my life seem to disappear. You make me want to see the sunrise every day, to know it's another day where I can maybe have you by my side. I know faith can make this work someday if I just keep up my hopes, 'til then I'll think of you just like now; your touch will forever caress me with tenderness, and your kisses will keep the flame in my heart alive in hope that one day you and I would be together....

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Dear Samantha Posted: 8/18/2005 2:57:16 PM
You gave to me deep satisfaction, As you held me in your arms. I felt warm, safe and secure From all life's deadly harms. Past warnings vaguely enter my mind - I thought she loves me, she's not that kind. Quickly we were swept away In mind boggling rapture Never thinking that CANCER she might capture. Now as I face life's lonely dread, Visions of our love dance through my head. For you are gone now and soon I'll follow - Death for passion is the cost I would swallow.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Dear Samantha Posted: 8/18/2005 2:48:16 PM
My story is a tragedy Be prepared to cry They say time heals all But that is a lie I searched my whole life And I finally found The one meant for me Love and joy did abound How quickly that changed One ill-fated day Death claimed my love Death stole her away Maddened by grief Consumed by my sorrow She was my future Now I have no tomorrow I stare at her picture I long for her touch I can still smell her I miss her so much I pick up my gun And contemplate death What use in living When I feel so bereft But life is a gift And I haven't the right So I put down my gun And weep through each night I mourn for her daily There is no relief My soul is tormented My heart filled by grief My life without meaning No feelings but pain Death claimed my lady I can't love again My bedmate is rage My friend, misery I live for my death Cause she's waiting for me

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Dear Samantha Posted: 8/18/2005 2:45:21 PM
I feel in my heart and in my soul each thing that you say to me. It is something amazing because I think that you always know when I am sad, when I am very happy or when I think of you more than I usually do. Your words show me how much you understand me you love me and how much we are connected to each other even with the distance between us, I realize each time more that we were born to each other. When I met you for the first time, there was a day that I thought I would forget you forever, but I was wrong because I have still got your face painted on my heart, on my soul, and in my memory. The first time I kissed you, much time has passed, but I still have your kiss burning on my lips and your cologne in all my senses. Maybe I dream too much but when I think of you I long to feel your touch, to whisper in your ears words that only you would hear if only you were mine. There is love so deep inside of me, my love, and in every part of me there is a part of you. You are everywhere I am and be sure that I will be standing by your side praying that you will always have a beautiful life. Like a star, you are already the star of my life, my sky, and my ocean. I will always need you because I cannot live without air, without water and without my soul, and you are all this for me. I love you and forever I love you. My body is still wanting to feel you and your hug and I will pray that this day won't come so late, but if it comes late, even this way I will be here for you and only for you. All my kisses to you my love, and dream of me... from a gent lost in love for you.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Dear Samantha Posted: 8/18/2005 2:39:31 PM
Some of the most superb feelings and tingling emotions come from what love an Angel, such as yourself, and I make. Our world, as we have come to see it, has no bearing and an infinite boundary when we are locked lips to lips. No one person can sever that bond of nothing but pure affection and intimate passion. We are the Angels of Our Heaven and with merely our names to live with. A name, which consists of nothing more than symbols of a language taken for granted. I would soon rather speak nothing. A true test of love of which we have accomplished merely by the elucidation in our eyes. Earth moves with such apathy that only Our Heaven can keep the pace of our devotion for one another. As slow as the heart beat of a goliath at rest. Why would the world seem so passive? I believe it is a chance for us to make our own time to spend together. It is love. It is what binds the thoughts of all beings trying to understand it. It appears that you and I have fallen into love, without having looked for it. This is Heaven and we are the Angels of Our Name.... It feels like I have spent my entire life trying to find someone like you. You were my first love, my only real true love. The one person I loved more than anything in the world. There is no reason to fool myself anymore. I loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you and I have ever since. As I look back on our past together, I often wonder how you were ever so patient with me. Until this moment, I have never realized just how lucky I am to have had you in my life. If I had been you, I would have walked away from me a long time ago. Yet your love is so unconditional and pure, like the beautiful person you are. You always accepted me for who I am, willing to sacrifice everything for me. I don't deserve an angel like you. It brings tears to my eyes to realize how many times I might have lost you; how much I took your love for granted; how many times I was foolish enough to think that I could fix my life on my own. Please forgive me for all my foolishness. I have finally opened my eyes and realized that I love you more than words can say. I don't know how many lifetimes it will take to make up for all the lost time, to repay the kindness and endless love you've shown me, but I want you to know that I am going to try. All I ask is please be patient and understanding as these times are difficult and a struggle for you and me, I am torn between survival and my feelings for you. Life throws us many curves, the path may be long and hard but in the end the road widens and life changes for the better. You don't have to say anything or do anything. I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens in this life, I will always hold a special place for you in my heart. It's true. It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. I am happy that I knew true love, for it is from that love that I have my most cherished memories. From now to eternity, you'll be in my heart every moment of every day. Thinking of you makes me happy and for as long as I live, I will never stop dreaming of a reunion for our two hearts. Thank you for sharing your love and your life with me. Thank you for showing me true love.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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A Friend Posted: 8/18/2005 9:28:47 AM
Ok everyone if you haven't noticed as yet I am obviously not the same man in my pic. I have recently come out of shell and stopped hideing behind it. I am sorry for deceiving that I did do and I understand completly if you don't want to writ to me anymore. So I leave in with atleast my backside intact. Sorry goes out to everyone that I hurt. I didn't mean to and I am trully sorry. Dave ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The garden gate still swings the same, The garden path stills winds its way, Nothing's changed in the trees and the flowers, Since the day you went away. The door still opens and closes And doesn't care that you're gone, The curtains still open gladly And the windows, to let in the sun The carpets still are lying, And the three- piece suite's in place, And the mirror in the hallway's said nothing, Now it does not reflect your face The fire still burns brightly, And the piano is still in tune, And the electric bulb when switched on, Still starkly lights the room The newspaper boy still turns up And the newspaper it does to, But he no longer posts that glossy magazine, That he used to bring for you And the chilled pints of milk, Safe in the icy packages printed blue, Have never asked why now they were bought for one, When once they were bought for two. The flowers in the garden border, Still lean and tremble and sway, And have long since forgiven you, For cutting some of them away And the bedroom clock ticks loudly on, Marking each passing hour, And the bathroom cabinet keeps secret its memories, Of watching you take a shower No, nothing's changed since you went, The wardrobe doesn't miss your clothes And there's no sign of my memories of you, I've hidden all of those And you won't come again, And we won't care that you do not, Me, my house and garden, Well survive with what we've got Or at least I thought it was so, Until last night through the open door, I heard my beds soft sheets crying quietly, Because you were no more Take care all and I am sorry again for deceiving you all.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Winter Roads Posted: 8/17/2005 1:42:37 PM
Cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most Adored For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From day to day and endlessly, To choose if home is going to be Another road - or just a place.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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The Poetry Barn and Eatery Posted: 8/17/2005 1:34:56 PM
Fragrant the Honeysuckle vines Behind the back porch Where we spent the summer Swinging snugly in the gleaming Moonlight. Barn owls calling urgently Back and forth. We were lost in each other’s Smiles; hypnotized by each other’s hands Clasped together, in promises of spring. Entwined in scented dreams sweeter Than richest masses of blossoms Twisting yellow through The railing. Who could have seen it coming? The sentence of sickness Descending. When the first frost arrived Lightly dusting pumpkins and squashes, I lay alone between rows of dried cornstalks In the field beyond the chicken-house, Face down in the icy mud Weeping.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Hey.. Posted: 8/17/2005 1:32:23 PM
They had been together for many a year, Now all he can feel is fear. He gave all that he could give, It just wasn't the way she wanted to live. She left without a backward glance, Not even giving their love a chance. He often wonders what he could have done, To keep her from going on the run. Now he is living all alone, With nothing he can call his own. He can barely make himself eat, Wondering if his life will again be complete. This man is now moving along, Building his courage, and becoming strong. Time will heal his broken pride, Toward the sunrise his heart will glide.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Show me what ya got Posted: 8/17/2005 1:26:39 PM
When you look into life, You don't see what's inside; For you look with your eyes And not with your heart. If you want to know the truth, Then you have to close your eyes; And open your heart To see more light. Don't try to change What was really there, Just because what you saw Brought you only despair. The truth is the truth, And it will never change - No matter how much You try to forget Next Topic: Once upon a time

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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A Worthy Endeavor Posted: 8/17/2005 1:20:02 PM
Image of you in a cloud rolls by The sky opens up, somewhere in my mind A vision of you in a pale blue dress Tears falling down, you took my breath Memories of you . . . Rain always hides these tears in my eyes Thunder laughs and my soul dies Will I hear your voice Will I touch your skin Will the ocean waves let me in Epitaph read like a warning sign Lightning strikes, I close my eyes A vision of you in a torn red dress Tears in your eyes, your hair a mess Rain always hides these tears in my eyes Thunder laughs and my soul dies Will I hear your voice Will I touch your skin Will the ocean waves let me in The time is near, the time is nigh To answer the call, to answer the cry My head still spins, my body aches Cold wind stings my eyes, my face Look around, no one there Will anybody notice, anyone care . . . Will I hear you laugh Will I see you cry Will this world just end and let me die

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Meeting Posted: 8/17/2005 1:12:38 PM
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Thoughts Posted: 8/17/2005 1:10:07 PM
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this man who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a woman she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to her's: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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THE FOREST AND THE WIND Posted: 8/17/2005 1:07:54 PM
Sorry I have been away for so long but I have been thinking of someone new in my life and she has inspired me to feel free again. Nice to see all of you again. Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take, just to know that you are real? Have I ever told you that I dream of you often, I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand, simply to let me know that you are there, and everything is okay? Have I ever told you, have I still yet to tell you . . . that I love you?

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Wires and buttons Posted: 8/8/2005 2:53:13 PM
Ohhhhh, I am sorry lass I didn't mean for it to sound as though I was teaseing. Please except my apology. I am honestly sorry for my response.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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THE FOREST AND THE WIND Posted: 8/8/2005 12:47:24 PM
~pinching Mari_Sam and hearing her scream ouch~ Yeppers, your alive!

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Inside my Sleeve Posted: 8/8/2005 12:45:34 PM
Aye lass she WAS! My wife lost her battle to breast cancer in 1998 but I am sure she hears my thoughts and aye she was an impressive lady.

thor24

Joined: 7/26/2005

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Inside my Sleeve Posted: 8/8/2005 11:55:37 AM
Just because you have seen the 1 guy that didn't feel that way lass and didn't show his feelings please don't put the rest of the gents in here in the same catagory lass. Some of us do actually wear our hearts on our sleeve. I used to think that about women too however things were changed when I met my wife. She was a beautiful example of feelings changed.

thor24

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Wires and buttons Posted: 8/8/2005 11:51:33 AM
What did you say How you felt the other day Sorrow and a misguided heart Is a good place to start. To let your feelings come out pure You'll rid yourself of old feelings for sure. They will open your heart but cut you like a knife Is that how you feel my wee 1LUVNLFE?

thor24

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Inside my Sleeve Posted: 8/8/2005 11:41:51 AM
Speaking of wearing your heart on your sleeve lassie's. Here's a wee one to think about. Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice, The only way my heart will mend and finally be complete, is if you and I can come together without being discreet. You see, what we have here and today, helps me face the world, with a love for you that gives a glow - but now, my darling, you made a choice. My heart is on this floor, shattered and broke. With each piece I pick up - I need to learn to let go.

thor24

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Wires and buttons Posted: 8/8/2005 11:35:46 AM
Imagine a world where no one fights no wars are fought no one gets hurt no one gets upset You would think that's a fantasy world one that doesn't exist, it only does in your head You're right In reality, some one gets shot all the time Be it by shootings, drive-bys, etc. In reality, everyone gets hurt sometimes They get hurt by a broken bone or by a broken heart, the ultimate form of hurt In reality someone gets teased by a bully whether it be because of their voice, weight, hair, etc. I believe that this has to stop All of these wars & what not We should all learn to get along w/one another Find similarities, not differences If we can all live in peace, just for one day, it will be so perfect Everyone will be in harmony And utopia will be achieved But, in reality, utopia cannot be achieved Because it lives in a fantasy world...

thor24

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THE FOREST AND THE WIND Posted: 8/8/2005 11:32:29 AM
Well done lass! I read this and felt the heart you put into it. Again, well done

thor24

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A loss Posted: 8/8/2005 11:30:00 AM
I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

thor24

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Wires and buttons Posted: 8/8/2005 10:09:42 AM
1luvnlfe - Well done lass, well done.

thor24

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Her body Posted: 8/8/2005 10:08:02 AM
Oh My kurategirl! The way you write is just grand! I absolutly love reading your passions and feelings and heart that you put into your writting lass......WOW!!!! Way to go!!

thor24

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It's like a melody Posted: 8/8/2005 9:53:30 AM
Quiet as quiet as a desert night I weave a tapestry, words in my journal. I'm surrounded by things I love Posters, pictures and animals cover my naked asylum Semi-dark room full of vivid colors. My dogs stare up at me while I conduct a symphony of words on paper. Words are my love and my passion. My thoughts, which are words, Fly out to you like lightning, Emotional ignitions along the paper. When I'm in my room I feel higher than heaven's holy angels. I keep my emotions Locked up inside my journals. Like a haunting melody that lingers long after - Never to be forgotten Next Topic Pickles51

thor24

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Wires and buttons Posted: 8/8/2005 9:48:30 AM
Sorry Lassie's but I was sitting ere at the puta bored out of my mind and thought I would add a wee bit of chatter for your bonnie thread. What is this thing before me, Full of wires and buttons And lights and things? What new wonders will it bring? I tap it here and click it there - Where it will take me if I dare? So lonely with life and no where to go. I'll type on these buttons And see where I go. I bounce through this world of cyber space Looking for someone With a happy face. And out of no where she does appear justonekiss Under her face does appear And all of a sudden my life has new meaning My mouth is smiling And my face agleaming For at one time my soul was dead, Now all I have is justonekiss in my head. I wait each night in front of this thing For her light to come on To make my heart sing . Oh, what a wonderful thing Made of wires and buttons And things.

thor24

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A Moment Posted: 8/8/2005 9:42:27 AM
Aye lass, this is the only thing I could come up with on such short notice, I hope you enjoy my chatter on this one. Night is falling Moon gently moving across velvet sky As it casts shadows and soft light upon us It's just you and I The earth rises up to meet us Wind swirling over us As we leave dust and leaves in our wake Pounding across the sleeping earth Hooves flying Haunches churning Mane stinging my eyes The blood pulses through me like liquid fire Adrenaline rushing through my veins as we hit top speed I'd give anything to be you Though I know I'll never be So, I resign myself to a two footed fate As I borrow your speed And mimic your grace Leaning forward into your stride My body one with yours Moon shining full upon us The only sounds are you and I, and the crisp autumn leaves Together as one You and I You Grace, beauty, and speed I A mere mortal, tormented and despaired Yet for those brief moments When we become one I breathe you I feel you I am you A mighty force of muscle and bone Unstoppable and free The wind catches my breath in a gust Drying my tears in it's wake Troubles lost in a whirl of hoof, mane, and muscle Together we drink the wind My spirit is revived My soul is renewed My mind awakened from it's slumber Together We are one

thor24

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Msg: 78 (view)

Shadowed Eyes Posted: 8/8/2005 7:37:21 AM
Someday in the distant future A memory will float upon you Like the whispering willows Being tossed by the wind A thought touching you deep A memory to be longed for In her lost shadowed eyes That once showed you love Now the torment is gone Her life went on Forgotten reasons Imprisoning her soul Remember her To your last breath For in the folds of her heart You have forever remained Hidden in the haze of her reverie Stroking her stoned heart She feels no more sorrow Just the warm soft glow The roads she has wandered Never revealed The person you never knew For it never will No promises rendered No dreams subdued No more warm stormy nights To capture her mood Maybe you'll feel her Her scent burning in the night Recalling her touch While shadowed in moonlight She once had loved you Holding you tight Now her shadowed eyes Can forever haunt you in the night

thor24

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Lovers Posted: 8/5/2005 5:54:42 AM
Well done longte! I so enjoyed reading a fine piece as you have shown! Great Job!!

thor24

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Msg: 512 (view)

Envy Posted: 8/4/2005 2:02:07 PM
Whats the next topic HeadBoss? You have to name it, that is the game

thor24

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Msg: 68 (view)

Joke of the week Posted: 8/4/2005 11:25:30 AM
Sorry lass didn't mean to offend anyone here. My mate told me this one and I thought I would share with the rest. I guess I didn't take into consideration the analitical view of it. Sorry again. How about this one: My wife caught a Peeping Tom last night, and she'd have killed him if we hadn't stopped her." "He must have made her very angry, peeking at her, huh?" "No, that's not what made her the maddest." "It's not?" "No, she got mad when he reached in the window and closed the curtains."

thor24

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On the Outside Posted: 8/4/2005 10:18:13 AM
Stoneside - Are you dating yourself laddie? ~jk~

thor24

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Favorite Quotes Posted: 8/4/2005 10:09:33 AM
You can lead a horticulture but you can't make her think! -My grandfather- Your only considered old if you consider a walker part of clotheing! -My Grandfather-

thor24

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THE FOREST AND THE WIND Posted: 8/4/2005 10:04:43 AM
Your sister obviously means a great deal to you and although you will miss her so the memories of a sisters laughter will never grow old. Nice poem, I loved it lass and thank you for sharing. THOR24

thor24

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Inside looking out Posted: 8/4/2005 10:01:55 AM
It's time to open up our eyes, stop staring at the ground, The only benefit has been the vast loose change I've found. This downcast look as nothing to do with shyness or acting demure- Perhaps time has come to cease brooding and become an active viewer... Slice an apple lengthwise and you will find a star. Watch a lowly creature thrive with just some dirt inside a jar. Look up and spy a bird's nest, against a skyline bleak. Nature's perfect architecture-a nursery made by beak. We humans, we spend so much time in thoughts about ourselves, Accumulating useless things to display upon our shelves. We consume and plan for future, and wrestle with the past, Trade in our spirituality to be superior iconoclasts. Notice the mathematical accuracy in the design of a pine cone. Witness the working society of queen and all her drones. Savor the haunting beauty in the call of mourning dove. Rejoice at blossom from seed dropped by hapless breeze above. We can fret about our mileage, our taxes and our purse. Or perhaps just stop a bit to inhale our surrounding universe. The waves will gently lap the shore whether we are here or not- Creatures creeping back from near-extinction will gladly take our spot. The sun will continue to brightly burn, why not feel it on your face? Earth will rotate just the same without a human race. The dolphins seem to laugh at us, they clearly are amused.. And mountain gorillas stare with knowing eyes, curious and bemused. Pollen kisses flower, old growth gives way to new. A thousandfold of crickets strum without regard to you. We can continue to live our lives in some superior fog, Or agree the world turns as one big wheel and we are not the cog

thor24

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Last Posted: 8/4/2005 9:58:34 AM
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

thor24

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Msg: 525 (view)

The Legend of the Chrystal Flame Posted: 8/4/2005 9:21:13 AM
Ok don't hurt me for this one I did my best and that's all I could do! I think I put toooo many ,"THY's" in it! My Knight thou art my love, my life, my sin Thy love's a guiding light, the brightest star Ethereal thy touch, like Angel's wing Thy fiery glance, embracement from afar This heart is thine forever and a day Thou holds upon thy hand my fragile soul My being trembles with delight each day For me, my kindred spirit, passion sole Oh Lancelot, thou sets my heart afire But what, I ask, mine heart belongs to thee ? A cold and lonely dragon; chained my fire ! As Neptune who cannot return to sea I yearn to drink thy cup of Love And pray the day I come to you above Ok that was hard, spontaneous and.....STUPID!!! ~sheesh~ My hat is off to longte for coming up with brilliant stuff that I couldn't even fathom on doing. WTG

thor24

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Poetry from the Heart :) Posted: 8/4/2005 9:10:10 AM
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so steady, unyielding and strong. Fuel to this fire, as it hurls us along. Control no longer, a reality. As we fail, within our mortality. Two magnets, with positive poles. A powerful union, of interlocking souls. Fight it to hold under, once more the master. Panic the brake, as we skid into disaster. This fight mere mortals, against Goliath once more. Yet now I've forgotten, what the fight was for. Fingers, lips, teeth and tongues, searching finding. As our limp grasp of control, keeps steadily unwinding. Once more the flame grows, and passion overtakes. This need ever stronger, far passing the stakes. Till we tremble together, as the beating of one heart. And as before with a shudder, forever to tear apart.

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