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 Author Thread: Lord
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Lord
Posted: 5/11/2009 4:09:53 PM
I came back from a bad place
Had lost you and been disgraced
But you came back and took all my love
I fell for all your bullshit
Took it all… and believed it
And twice now you stuck it in my face

I gave you all my money
In days less than sunny
Gave to you all that I had
But you ran off to another
And let me tell ya’ brother
She’ll break you and be gone just like that

I hope I’ve learned my lesson
To move on and quit messin’
With the crazy chicks I’m known to have
I know it won’t be easy
To watch you just leave me
But Babe, I’ve taken all I can

CHORUS:
Lord, I really hope that I meet you some day
I’ve got some questions to ask that have come into play
Like why did you let her come into my life
To take what I gave and stick me like a knife
Allow her to hold me, and go on to show me
A love that never will be
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 28 (view)
 
Favorite Food Movie
Posted: 1/27/2009 10:06:22 AM
yup yup "Big Night"!!!!
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Lamb?
Posted: 1/26/2009 11:51:35 PM
buy a rack of lamb and fabricate it into double chops. Pan sear it and finish in the oven to Med. Glaze with honey/ rosemary...


heat one cup or honey in saute pan. Add 1 tbs. fresh chopped rosemary and 1 tsp. crushed red pepper
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 169 (view)
 
Best Pizza Place in Your Hometown
Posted: 1/26/2009 11:44:11 PM
Racine WI... Infusino's. Killer pie.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 44 (view)
 
Shrimply delicious!
Posted: 1/26/2009 11:40:03 PM
sauteed in olive oil with plenty of garlic and hot red pepper. finish with lemon. I posted the recipe under 'Tapas Shrimp' a week or two ago.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Honey rosemary glazed lamb chops
Posted: 1/17/2009 12:23:20 PM
this also works well with pork chops... just use sage instead of rosemary. Just cook the pork all the way. Not too much... overdone means dry. when the juices start to run clear... they are DONE.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Honey rosemary glazed lamb chops
Posted: 1/17/2009 12:20:07 PM
shouldn't give this one out... but...

take a rack of lamb and cut it into chops... double chops (two ribs per chop)

pan sear and finish in oven till medium or medium rare. However you like.

glaze:

1 cup of honey
3 Tbsp fresh rosemary chopped fine

Heat honey and rosemary in small skillet

glaze chops while in oven several times and after you remove it (just before serving)

This is an amazing thing... the best lamb I have had.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 32 (view)
 
Fish Recipes anyone?
Posted: 1/15/2009 1:35:57 PM
Super simple and fast!!!

Take a dinner plate and place fish fillet on it with a small amount of butter... REAL butter. Season with small amount of fresh dill and salt and pepper. Cover and seal with plastic wrap. Microwave... yes you read right! Untill the plastic wrap balloons. Shut down Microwave and let sit for 2 minutes. Enjoy. We used to serve it this way in a restaurant I worked at. It is better than you could imagine.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Garlic
Posted: 1/11/2009 12:15:15 PM
How is it stored where you buy it??? Room temp... just sitting out. If it required refridgeration... the stores would keep it that way.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Wine Anyone??
Posted: 1/10/2009 11:56:08 AM
As far as Critter wines go... just repeating what I learned in school. Had a killer wine Instructor. One of the top 10 sommeliers in the country.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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a new plan for meals
Posted: 1/9/2009 4:14:19 PM
Italians have been doing this for ages... Sunday Gravy. Used all week for different recipes.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Wine Anyone??
Posted: 1/8/2009 5:49:43 PM
Most Cali Viogniers are BLENDED. Usually with Chardonnay.

I stay away from the Aussie 'Critter' wines (anything with a critter on the label). They do some wonderful things there... but when you see a critter on the label... it's made just for the US market... usually on the plane ride over here! Not kidding. It is bottled HERE. Critter wines are like a potent Glen Ellen. Ewww
Bottling it here is what keeps the price down... but it is made from the poorest quality grapes... sugars are added, maybe acid. Depends on how bad the fruit was.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Recipe Resolution
Posted: 1/8/2009 5:41:56 PM
Carmenizing??? Jeez.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Recipe Resolution
Posted: 1/8/2009 5:40:57 PM
As you said... on meats and fish. Depending on the wine and vinigar used as well as what dried fruit... MANY flavor profiles can be acheived. Think of it as a French sweet and sour... but more complex
Carmenizing the sugar and incorporating the vinigar is a TRICK!


Carmelize sugar in pan...slowly add vinigar... next wine. Add whatever it is you are going to use for fruit, I like adding hot peppers as well. REDUCE! This should be thick. It will thicken as it cools as well!!!

Le Cordon Bleu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 4 (view)
 
Tapas Shrimp
Posted: 1/8/2009 5:33:37 PM
The technical name for this dish is "Gambas al Ajillo"
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Tapas Shrimp
Posted: 1/8/2009 5:30:04 PM
That's very cool! It does take it from authentic Spanish into Italian. The oil is the best part!!!!!!! Olive oil rocks. It is a flavor magnet. The butter should be clarified if you are going to add it.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 160 (view)
 
What adds flavor to Chicken & Rice?
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:55:03 PM
Again... flavor profiles...

Open up your spice rack and start smelling! Learn what goes good!

Rice will take on all kinds of flavor. Same with chix. Chicken loves Rosemary and Sage. Try brining the chix!
Rice... add saffron (not much!) for flavor and a beautiful yellow color. Onion? Shallot? Garlic?
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Whats the best wood & smokers for using wood chips?
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:48:23 PM
I smoke on a Weber Ranck Kettle. I have used Texas Smokers as well. I like the Weber. I can do larger amounts and still store it. Hickory, dude. Brining the meat is important... let a pelicle form!
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Recipe Resolution
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:45:49 PM
I need to work on my Gastriques.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 1 (view)
 
Tapas Shrimp
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:43:10 PM
Super easy!

In a saute pan heat olive oil (1/4 cup) and add liberal chopped fresh garlic (5-6 cloves depending...) and 1 tbs. dried hot red pepper. After 1-2min (don't let garlic brown) add shrimp (fresh, shelled) and cook to done. Salt and pepper to taste. Serve with the olive oil poured over... WOW!!!!
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 49 (view)
 
Wine Anyone??
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:30:40 PM
Later harvest always means more sugar and less acid in the grapes.

I'm a Pinot Noir dude. Master Grape. MacRostie winery in Cali has fabulous Pinots. Try the Reserve. Just be smart and buy extras to age off for 8 years to REALLY get a treat. Most reds should be aged off significantly.

For a white treat do a Viognier. Condrieu or Chateau Grillet will do. Cali is also producing this variety. Go with the Rhone, though.

Peace


Trivia fact... Syrah and Shiraz are THE SAME!!!!!!!!!
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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chicken spaghetti
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:17:41 PM
Here... Make a good no meat sauce...

Get some Chix breast tenderloins... pound flatter if you want. I wouldn't unless you really know how. T-loins go to mush fast.

Mix flour with Italian seasonings... dry... Garlic powder, Oregano, Basil...

Make an egg wash.

Dip the Chix in the flour mixture... into the egg... anto the flour... egg again... flour.

Pan fry and serve with your pasta and sauce.

Enjoy.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 42 (view)
 
latest cookbook you bought?
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:10:35 PM
The 1964 addition of The Joy Of Cooking. It's like The Bible.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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BRINE!!!
Posted: 1/7/2009 7:05:29 PM
Dump the Lawry's and make a brine and brine the bird first. This is what all the rotisserie joints do!

Let's make one!

Oh...

6 cups water
2 cups cider vinigar
1/2 cup KOSHER salt
1/2 cup sugar

That should do for a base

Now add sage, chipotle peppers, paprika, and whatever else you think! Be creative. Recipes suck. Just go! Learn to profile flavor!

A brine causes certain reactions and makes the meat absorb the salt and spices.

THE TRICK!!! After brining for a day or 2... and prior to cooking... DRY THE BIRD!!! A clean kitchen towel will do. Season the outside with KOSHER salt and pepper... maybe paprika for color.

You will never get a crisp skin if you don't dry it. GBD, baby!!! Golden, Brown and Delicious! I just can't see it getting all that crisp in a crock pot.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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All the Time!!!!!
Posted: 1/7/2009 6:27:34 PM
Soundtracks are a great source of new songs and artists.

Heard for the first time in a movie or in a TV soundtrack...

Patty Griffin.
Ian Moore
The Eels
Shannon Curfman
Pixies
Our Lady Peace!


I know there are more... gotta be
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
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Music Confession!
Posted: 1/7/2009 6:18:16 PM
I'm a freak. It has to have merrit. And I'm all about screaming guitars. Why the hell are The Jayhawks my all time favorite band??? Not at all what I would have ever thought. But Louris is a genius.

Everything else I have is straight up rock and alt. Well... not all. Have all of Jeff Beck's stuff and The Dixie Dregs are at the top of my list as well. F.uck Pop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7134 (view)
 
The Answer
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:50:10 PM
I’m standing inside a silver room
A sound inside my head like a sonic boom
A preacher with a dagger purple and black
Is tearing sacred pictures
On my naked back

Hey preacher, and he smiles in return
I think you wanna see me burn
You’re squeezing out my blood
Please tell me why
But he proceeded to break down and cry

Oh does anyone know the answer
Tell me Lord, does anyone know the answer

I’m floating beyond a cosmic dream
A feeling in my throat makes me wanna scream
A lover who has no love to spare
Is ripping out the roots of my leather hair

Hey lover, and she made a drunken face
Well put yourself in my place
Please tell me why you wanna see me hurt at all
But she proceeded to break down and bawl

Oh please does someone know the answer
Oh does anybody know the answer

Well I’m old
I’m tired and cold
I’m dripping like a rainy day
I’m searching for a being who’s seen what I’ve seen
And I know I’ll find him someday
I know I’ll find him someday
I know I’ll find him someday


Frank Marino & Mahogany Rush
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7133 (view)
 
Stories Of A Hero
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:47:19 PM
The time has come
Said a young man to his bride
The train waits outside
And though I leave
You know I'll keep you by my side
She holds on a final time
Soldier's gone to war
Told her he's comin' home
Soldier's gone to war
He's gonna be a hero in his hometown, lord
She stands alone
On a platform lookin' sad
He waves through a pane of glass
And though she hopes
He will be comin' home at last
Her heart knows what's gonna pass
Soldier has gone to war
Don't know it, but he ain't comin' home no more
Soldier has gone to war
He's gonna be known as a hero in his hometown, lord
Soldier's gone to war
Told her he's comin' home
Soldier has gone to war
He's gonna be known as a hero in his hometown, lord
The paper falls to the floor from a trembling hand
The words they burn to the soul
And though she cries, she doesn't really understand
The world's gone so cold
Soldier went to war
Told her he'd be comin' home
Soldier went to war
Gonna be a big hero in his hometown, lord
And the stories tell of bravery, yeah
He was golden as the sun
Well he fought for you and he fought for me, yeah
And he died for everyone
Stories of a hero
Stories of a hero
Well it seems as though the world ain't changed
It goes on and on for years
When men must die to be called brave
To earn respect among their peers
Stories of a hero

Frank Marino
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7132 (view)
 
Dragonfly
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:43:18 PM
Well listen, someday
You'll hear a rush of wings
So distant, a sound of secret things
There, look there, up in that rusty sky
Yonder, sweeps the dragonfly
So awesome, he blocks the setting sun
He'll come to collect the souls of everyone
Come dragon, come
In from the sun
He floats with an eerie grace
A giant blue green sentinal
From some distant time and space
And because he'll come, he'll have no regrets
Surely he'll come to lay this birth to rest
I know one day you'll see him
But please don't ask me why
He will be a secret dragonfly
Fly dragon fly, here from the sky
So if you hear that sound I'm talkin' about
When you know he's near
When your times run out
Well don't you fear
There's nothing that you can say
Cause he'll appear and take you to that special place
He'll take you there
He'll take you there
He'll take you there
He'll take you there
He'll take you there
He'll take you ........

Frank Marino & Mahogany Rush
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7131 (view)
 
Jennifer Save Me
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:33:34 PM
Jennifer save me, Jennifer save me
I'm sick of all the faces
staring back as if to say
I know that you're half crazy
but I wish you would go all the way

I'm driving your friend's car
'cause I ain't got my own
and if I leave today, see you tomorrow
and if I leave today, see you tomorrow

it's time to face the music
but they never taught me how to dance
I'd give you everything I've got
if you'd only give me half the chance, yeah

I'm driving your friend's car
'cause I ain't got my own
and if I leave today, see you tomorrow
and if I leave today, see you tomorrow

Jennifer save me, Jennifer save me
need not fight for sunlight
the ashes and the elms grow tall
fences bent gunmetal sunlight
wrapped from here to Montreal, yeah

I'm driving your friend's car
'cause I ain't got my own
and if I leave today, see you tomorrow
and if I leave today, see you tomorrow

Jennifer save me ...

Gary Louris - Golden Smog
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7130 (view)
 
Real Light
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:11:04 PM
Keep my real light shining
Keep my real light shining

Your were there to walk for miles
Then you went away
Look at all the ways we've been
And how we've been today

Shakin' like a friend of mine
Roll just like a stone
Listen to your eyes in mine
Always let me know

Keep my real light shining
Keep my real light shining, shining, shining down
Shining, shining, shining down

People fight, criticize, follow in the haze
Look behind their peace of mind
Some things never change

Keep my real light shining
Keep my real light shining
Keep my real light shining, shining, shining down
Shining, shining, shining down

The Jayhawks
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7128 (view)
 
All The Right Reasons
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:06:05 PM
As I lay upon my bed, I begin dreaming
Of how it's gonna be the day that I am free
Once I settle like the dust upon the table
But then you came along
You helped me write this song

I don't know what day it is,
I can't recall the seasons
And I don't remember how we got this far
All I know is I'm loving you for all the right reasons
In my sky you'll always be my morning star

Like a tired bird flying high across the ocean
I was outside looking in
You made me live again
From the mountains to the prairies little babies
Figures fill their heads
Visions bathed in red

I don't know what day it is,
I can't recall the seasons
And I don't remember how we got this far
All I know is I'm loving you for all the right reasons
In my sky you'll always be my morning star

From the train in Manchester, England
Lightning fills the sky
As I watched you wave goodbye
From the mountains to the prairie little babies
Figures fill their heads
Visions bathed in red

I don't know what day it is,
I can't recall the seasons
And I don't remember how we got this far
All I know is I'm loving you for all the right reasons
In my sky you'll always be my morning star


Gary Louris - The Jayhawks
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7127 (view)
 
The Kill
Posted: 1/7/2009 5:02:35 PM
The Kill lyrics

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

30 Seconds To Mars
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7126 (view)
 
Fast As You Can
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:59:21 PM
I let the beast in too soon, I don't know how to live
Without my hand on his throat; I fight him always & still
O darling, it's so sweet, you think you know how crazy
-How crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy, you won't go, but I know
And I pray that you will
-Fast as you can, baby run-free yourself of me
Fast as you can
I may be soft in your palm but I'll soon grow
Hungry for a fight, and I will not let you win
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will
Disprove your faith in man
So if you catch me trying to find my way into your
Heart from under your skin
-Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was
And I'll be your girl, if you say it's a gift
And you give me some more of your drugs
Yeah, I'll be your pet, if you just tell me it's a gift
'cause I'm tired of whys, choking on whys,
Just need a little because, because
I let the beast in and then;
I even tried forgiving him, but it's too soon
So I'll fight again, again, again, again, again.
And for a little while more, I'll soar the
Uneven wind, complain and blame
The sterile land
But if you're getting any bright ideas, quiet dear
I'm blooming within
Fast as you can, baby wait watch me, I'll be out
Fast as I can, maybe late but at least about
Fast as you can leave me, let this thing
Run it's route
Fast as you can

Fiona Apple
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7125 (view)
 
A Mistake
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:55:47 PM
I'm gonna make a mistake
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time

'Cause I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine

And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure had fun, so

I'm gonna **** it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path

And if you wanna make sense
What you looking at me for
I'm no good at math

And when I find my way back
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I've acquired quite a taste for
A well-made mistake I wanna make a mistake
Why can't I make a mistake?

I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why

Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no
I've acquired quite a taste for
A well-made mistake, I wanna make a mistake
Why can't I make a mistake

I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why

Fiona Apple
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7124 (view)
 
Not In Vain
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:51:57 PM
Confusion falling swirling round my head
People telling me what I should have said
I've been hangin' onto your every word
Baby all those things you never heard
Light my way, my darling
Show me a sign that my love
was not in vain, baby
Going down no one to catch my fall
Bedroom promises,
never meant that much at all
Light my way, my darling
Show me a sign that my love
was not in vain
Light my way, my darling
Show me a sign

Ian Moore
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7123 (view)
 
Revelation
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:49:09 PM
Pretty mamma break me
from these chains
You told me that I was your only man
Wrapped me up in all these
guises of grace
Now I've seen it face to face
Chorus
Revelation
Revelation
Revelation
Revelation
I've got a line on you
Silent charade you're a
master of thought
Indiscretion mounting
As you gather your loss
Undercover darkness was your veil
Words were stolen love for sale

I've been listenin'
to what you're saying baby
But, what your sayin, I know it ain't true
I've been playing what your playing
But baby I played you
When you're lying all the time don't you
Know it makes it hard to see the truth
And you were blind to the fact that a man
Can be just as evil as you
Now the tide is turning and mamma
You wonder where you stand
I got a wild card in my deck, Little Baby
Guess that gives me the upper hand
I ain't gonna fall in line
Like all those other fools
I had a revelation, baby
And I got a line on you

Ian Moore
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7122 (view)
 
Morning Song
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:47:33 PM
In the morning
Lay you down in tender grace
In the morning
Sunlight plays upon your face
And all I want is you
Like a baby
I find salvation in your eyes
You have saved me
From darkest endings blackest nights
And all I know is you
All I know is you

In the morning
Making love a slow refrain
In the morning
Our bodies blending one the same
And all I am is you
All I am is you
All I am is you
All I am, I am is you

Ian Moore
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7121 (view)
 
How Does It Feel?
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:43:38 PM
So you were twisted
You were lied to
You're the object of his game
But you never noticed
Any problems
‘Cause you kinda liked the pain
But it was my love
That kept you going
Kept you strong enough to fall
And it was my heart
You were breaking
When he hurt your pride

(Chorus)

So how does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel

When he hurt you
You were kindest
And you let me lick your wounds
And I was happy
For the moment
But it ended oh too soon
‘Cause then he'd call you
When he was lonely
And said, Oh, he needed a friend
He was only
Talking bullshit
But you were fooled again

(Chorus)

So how does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel

When you're down
You ain't got nothing
And how does it feel
When you been left
Oh, you been a left out in the cold

(Solo)

So how does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel

Ian Moore
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7120 (view)
 
From Me To You
Posted: 1/7/2009 4:39:02 PM
I'm leaving by night
I'm leaving alone
I'm leaving it lie
When you waken I'll be gone
I would not beg for me
As I would not beg for you
Though I'd like to be the one
To see you through

Every step you have taken
Disappears with the tide
You're torn up and shaken
With changing your mind
You haven't got the grace
To say you'll finally decide
And you haven't got the strength
To stay and fight

Those people who surround you
Only want to see you weak enough to crawl
They'll lie for you decide for you
And buy up all your rights and all your wrongs
And they'll try to stop your singing
In the middle of your song
For they do not want you free
And they do not make you strong
But only drag you down
In the hole they're coming from

They say you are foolish in wanting the sun
Say you are selfish in learning to run
And they'll tell you that the darkness
Is a blessing in disguise
For you never have to notice
If you're sighted or you're blind
And they'll do their best
To keep you from the light

You're more than beginning
You're learning to fly
You feel like you're falling
But it passes in time
I hate to see a friend
Go down in flames without a song
So I'm waiting by the doorway
But I will not linger long

I'm leaving by night
I'm leaving alone
I'm leaving it lie
When you waken I'll be gone
I would not beg for me
As I could not beg for you
But I'd like to be the one
To see you through


Janis Ian
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 935 (view)
 
Why do women date mutiple guys at once?
Posted: 1/6/2009 12:19:15 PM
Ding Ding Ding! Perfectly explained McLovin...

I dated and really fell for a gal who just could not get serious. Same issues... low self esteem and needing to be wanted continuously. It didn't make me feel real good to find out she was dating many more guys than just me. Learning experience. Figure out the warning signs and find someone who is real. In the moment with you to stay.
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 5916 (view)
 
Peace Of Not
Posted: 1/6/2009 11:38:55 AM
taken from my thread... it seems to fit here

Peace Of Not

From a strange and simple chance you came to me part way
And you showed me what it meant
Under moments that came like nothing before
I found a place in polar persuasions and pulled myself apart
Scattering pieces I fought not to lose
But maybe should have lost from darker days
A new way to open and empty space and a question...
Still of a polar persuasion and never not tearing me
Never not tearing me
But under moments that came like nothing before
I am more knowing that less is waiting for me
I will let it remain and not take it
Nothing before
Nothing ever
New and not
Just not
The peace of not
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 7 (view)
 
Untitled
Posted: 1/6/2009 10:57:27 AM
Untitled... hope to add more?


Untitled

Confusions fade
Pains of the past become elusive
You pave your road
And you finish

You push forward
Deciding to try and love again
You know your heart
And you fear it
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 6 (view)
 
The Past
Posted: 1/4/2009 10:58:31 PM
The Past

As I feel all this turmoil
And wretch in its pain
I remember the tenderness
Like light falling rain

And the memories in passing
Those good and those bad
Come flooding in circles
From all that I've had

In both past and the present
They mix in my mind
Laying together
Tossed side by side

I move on in amazement
Look back to your face
Forgetting the anguish
Remember the grace
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 5 (view)
 
Peace Of Not
Posted: 1/4/2009 10:55:21 PM
Peace Of Not


From a strange and simple chance you came to me part way
And you showed me what it meant
Under moments that came like nothing before
I found a place in polar persuasions and pulled myself apart
Scattering pieces I fought not to lose
But maybe should have lost from darker days
A new way to open and empty space and a question...
Still of a polar persuasion and never not tearing me
Never not tearing me
But under moments that came like nothing before
I am more knowing that less is waiting for me
I will let it remain and not take it
Nothing before
Nothing ever
New and not
Just not
The peace of not
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 4 (view)
 
Darkness
Posted: 1/4/2009 10:52:43 PM
Darkness


Down The Muzzle
Lines Of Beauty

Swirling Into
Ever Darker

Seeing Nothing
Knowing Fearful

Face The Darkness
Fight Its Evil

Needing Brilliance
Finding It Wrong

Bad Decisions
Feeling Too Strong

Self Corruption
Internal Lies

Contributions
Epitomize

The Lack Of Light
In My Darkness
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 3 (view)
 
All I Really Know
Posted: 1/4/2009 10:49:13 PM
All I Really Know


She sends me places
Things I can't find at times
But they are there somewhere and I twist myself
And I go where she wants me
Away

Want to erase this
Her perfections on me
But I touch her in my mind and I twist myself
And I stay where she wants me
Away

I never left it
Though I did try at times
But it's what I thought, now fear and it twists me
I stay, I go
She's all I want to know
She's all I want to know
In my dreams it seems
Is all I'll really know
All I really know
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 2 (view)
 
Back To Me
Posted: 1/4/2009 10:47:39 PM
Back To Me


I'm Lost
From The Cost
And I'm Through
From The Pain
Of Just Wanting You

I've Tried
And You've Lied
Now My Heart
Won't See Fit
To Wait Out Your Part

Your Time
Walk The Line
Can't Be Me
Gave It All
And Just Failed To See

For You
I Would Do
Anything
That Was Then
Back To Me I Sing
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 1 (view)
 
Never
Posted: 1/4/2009 10:45:23 PM
I have been writing alot since my first POF experience. These are mine. Thanks for the inspiration Val!!!


Never

You Never Held In Me
A Dream
Like I Had In You
You Never Gave To Me
Yourself
Like I Gave To You
You Never Lost In Me
Your Heart
The Way I Did For You
You Never Followed Through
Your Words
What You Said To Me
 abaris08
Joined: 9/7/2008
Msg: 1283 (view)
 
can non-pot smokers handle pot smokers?
Posted: 11/21/2008 5:25:36 AM
Lame. Couch potato? TV? Stereotype. That's the word you need to use. How about straight A full time student? Figure that one out. Oh... and daily smoker.
 
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