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 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 215
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I dont want to think about you, but I am.
I dont want to know what your doing, but I do.
I dont want to hear about how well your life is.
I just want to be able to hear about me and you.

It was a million years ago, but I can still hear your voice.
I have tried a billion times to forget you, but do I have a choice?

Your here with me, forcing me to make complete sence.
Passing the time away, wondering and practicing my defense.

I suppose your gone now. You were always a million miles away.
The years have passed now. So this debacle of a poem, is all I can really say...
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 216
Diary of a Mad Man
Posted: 5/28/2005 11:58:52 PM
ty Frrosty. That one was fun to write as well. One of the few that I actually had fun writting.
 mari_sam
Joined: 3/13/2005
Msg: 218
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Posted: 5/29/2005 9:47:18 AM
Cross,
Just stopping in to read a bit. Your poem about the wishing well is very beautiful. One of your best, it really brings the emotion out. Great write!!

Sam
 catsmeow02
Joined: 4/29/2005
Msg: 219
Diary of a Mad Man
Posted: 5/29/2005 1:23:32 PM
I sit here with tears in my eyes,
Wondering why all I heard was lies,
You knew right from the start,
That I have a fragile heart,
But you went and broke it anyway,
By giving that other girl your time of day,
Was all this just fun and game?
Our love will never be the same,
The time I spent with you now seems like a waste,
Because you left in such a haste,
What does she have that made you leave me?
Probably something I will never be,
I see you two walk hand in hand,
That is something I can't stand,
You know how much that makes me hurt,
How you have treated me like dirt,
You have caused me so much pain,
But its your loss and someone else's gain,
You admit to behaving so absurd,
So all I can do is flip you the bird!!!!
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 220
Diary of a Mad Man
Posted: 6/1/2005 11:55:59 PM
HOME
******

They say home is where you hang your hat.
They say when you feel welcome, thats where your at.

Well I know where my home is, but what I dont understand is this...

Show me the bridge I burned, and I will start to rebuild.
Show me the sin I recreate, and I will begin to yeild.
Show me the life I ruined, or the soul that I broke.
Show me the dream that I walked away from, pushing it up in smoke.

Im supposed to be home. I may be less of a man than most
But I cannot stand being in a foreign town, being a foreign ghost.

The gods that be, please listen when I cry.
If I cant be home, then for the sake of sanity, please tell me why?
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 221
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Posted: 6/1/2005 11:58:24 PM
BTW...

TY... Mari (Sweetie) and thank you as well Cats!!! Nice write Cats..
 AngelicPassion
Joined: 2/25/2005
Msg: 222
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Posted: 6/2/2005 12:04:50 AM
@Crossfade...Had to peak in..Wow..A room of such wonderful masterpieces..Have a new sight that a friend sent Crossfade you should add your poetry there. It's an awesome site with a lot of potential to go worldwide. If interested let me know I will send you the info..Awesome writing!!
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 223
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Posted: 6/2/2005 12:34:10 AM
Thank you. I wouldnt call them masterpieces... more like copies of masterpieces...lol. There is a little bit of everyone I have ever known in my writes... so I cant really call them originals. Several X's could prolly murder me on copywrite laws....lol.....j/k
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 224
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Posted: 6/2/2005 12:55:53 AM
The one who wanted it the very most, had the very least chance.
The one who loved and knew the music, was the one excluded from the dance.

The very life that he wasted, while she was on her way to cure cancer
The very drunken sports star, that couldnt see, when he hit head on, into the answer.

This world doesnt always offer up a whole lot of things to bring us to cheer.
Yet, we are the ones that can change it, we are the only ones that are here!

I know it sounds a bit old fashion
But we all need a bit of Angelicpassion!!!
 AngelicPassion
Joined: 2/25/2005
Msg: 225
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Posted: 6/2/2005 1:05:53 AM
@Crossfade...The gentle breeze that carries your voice through your writing is matchless in grace....Thank you.......
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 226
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Posted: 6/2/2005 1:24:09 AM
NO, thank you!!!!
 Real_heart_real_girl
Joined: 12/28/2004
Msg: 227
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Posted: 6/2/2005 6:04:35 AM
Hi hun, I have just been reading your works and it seems like you have grown and something has opened up again in you.wonderful to see...

I loved the wishing well one, that was awesome, I to agree a work of art with that poem...

Keep up the wonderful work, we all love to read what you have to say...

Miz
 catsmeow02
Joined: 4/29/2005
Msg: 228
Diary of a Mad Man
Posted: 6/2/2005 5:12:36 PM
cross, i was just peakin in to see what you have done lately and I am quite impressed. My thread has become something quite interesting if I do say so my self.
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 229
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Posted: 6/4/2005 12:18:34 AM
Hopes and dreams, plans I have made known to myself.
A days ride, and a heart of pride, wont keep my goals upon any shelf.

Maybe the air is better there, the grass damn sure looks greener.
Being back there is like knowing the love in your heart, and having seen her

Your allowed only brief moments, instead of all the time that this life can offer.
They are still my hopes, and my dreams, and plans I have made known to myself.
 AngelicPassion
Joined: 2/25/2005
Msg: 230
Diary of a Mad Man
Posted: 6/4/2005 12:44:19 AM
Spoken and unspoken words that speaks volumes...Magnificent writing...
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 231
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:24:49 AM
Notes that were left behind
***********************

It was pinned between the wiper blade and the windsheild, and read...

"I know that your hurting, your under the fall.
Baby Im sorry, but he was never going to call.
You met a boy, in the prideful shell of a man.
He couldnt do what I promise you I can.

He didnt have the power. The power to hold you, the power to care.
He didnt have the shoulder to cry on, or the shoulders to bear...
He didnt have the devotion that I know you deserve
But baby I can love you, like its your last night on Earth.

Maybe tomorrow comes, maybe it wont.
But I wont leave you waiting, staring at the phone.
There wont be days of wondering, if my heart is still tried and true.
There wont be the tears that stain your pillow, not when Im with you.
When you look in my heart girl, you will always know what your worth.
As long as I can breathe baby, I will love you like the last night on Earth."

She folded the note, knowing just who it was from. How could she be so blind.
Starting the engine, she raced towards his house, the pain from her choices, so far behind.
Rounding the corner, the pedal pressed hard under one of her feet
Her heart immediately went from burning to ice, as she pulled onto his street.
She stopped at the first police car, fearing only the worst.
She overheard a neighbor describe the first of many gun bursts.

Through tears and shaking hands, she screamed "Whats going on, please tell me!"
The officer turned toward the shaken woman and said "Who are you, are you family?"

The words stung, as the Coroner drove silently away.
She was dizzy, her throat was dry, she didnt know what to say.

"Mam, theres been an accident. The house was being robbed, and the owner was shot.
We dont know how it happened, in fact, a note written in the victims blood, is all that we got."

The officer told the story, wondering if it could get any worse.
"Written in the blood on the floor, the victim wrote: Till my last night on Earth!"
 mari_sam
Joined: 3/13/2005
Msg: 232
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:29:22 AM
WOW, very powerfull !

Sam
 AngelicPassion
Joined: 2/25/2005
Msg: 233
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:33:52 AM
@Crossfade...The power of words...wow..

@MariSam...How are you? Another writer I truly enjoy...A beautiful soul........
 mari_sam
Joined: 3/13/2005
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:38:23 AM
Nerves are shot, but otherwise good, Thanks for the kind words.
So how are you doing?

Sam
 AngelicPassion
Joined: 2/25/2005
Msg: 235
Diary of a Mad Man
Posted: 6/4/2005 1:47:02 AM
Doing great Mari..Sorry to hear that...Anything I can ever do let me know...

Angel
 mari_sam
Joined: 3/13/2005
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:48:15 AM
Thanks dear, I'll be fine in time!!!

Sam
 AngelicPassion
Joined: 2/25/2005
Msg: 237
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:49:54 AM
Mari Sam
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 238
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:51:46 AM
Thank You Ladies! Mucho Appreciato!

Sitting here on this quietest of nights, knowing that Im only a few hours away from bed.
Wondering if there are any more writes, banging around in my cluttered head?

I highly doubt it, so this is an issue I probably shouldnt push.
Most assuredly if I did, the Poetry room would email me a collective "SHOOSH."

This is the life and crimes of being all alone with my thoughts.
The bizzare anthems all through these pages, stories I tell and what this life has brought.

Maybe I should just sit here a bit more
Let my mind wonder, find out what else is in store.

I know damn well I need more coffee!!!
 mari_sam
Joined: 3/13/2005
Msg: 239
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Posted: 6/4/2005 1:56:40 AM
Ohhh Cross,

Drink the coffee, write some more, but this one has to go to bed. I'll read what you come up with in the morning. How do people stay up this late anyway???????

Goodnight all!!!!

Sam
 CROSSFADE
Joined: 4/22/2005
Msg: 240
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Posted: 6/4/2005 2:22:48 AM
I put on my boots, and throw on my dusty hat.
Ridding out once again, high in the saddle, its usually where Im at.

Once again the sunrise finds itself, dancing off my back.
All alone with all my thoughts, how did I get so off track.

Its so silent here, no one to ask me questions. No one to tell me lies.
Just the questions I ask myself, and the answers I never realize.

Your not here beside me, and the sunset is in the other direction.
I had my one honest chance, but I couldnt show you our connection.

With all this time on my hands, its only now that I honestly know
What I would say if you asked me again, "Give me one reason I shouldnt go..."

I would say...

Because I hear your voice in the wind, and it blows right through my soul.
I feel your hands across my chest, and soon after I lose all control.

When darkness falls, and I find my blessed sleep, well into the night.
Its the diamonds in your eyes, that stir inside of me, and shine so bright.

Like a fire that runs wild across the valley floor, I cant escape your memory.
Like the wind that blows through my soul, by the mere sound of your voice.

Its your voice, your memory, the diamonds burried in your eyes. Its you!
Ask me one more time to give you a reason. Now I know what I want to do.


I put on my boots, and throw on my dusty hat.
Ridding out once again, high in the saddle, its usually where Im at...
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