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 PennyAnte
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Love and lust
you spoil me
For that that was inherent in me

Stimulate me
visually
you took me free
and tried to destroy me

Avenge me
Vengeance is here

Smash the stillness
I will be heard
let it stand as a mountain of wrath
a statue of fear

upon rising serpents
let them eat you
consume your soul
you may grow old

yet

I see your remaining days
as nothing
a quiet tedious collection of hours
you will find no new love
ever lost
every day the same
you may as well have never have lived at all
just waiting to die

Heaven and hell here
I won't be judged
for this earthly deed
to avenge myself

Who goes to hell?
Secular imaginings
reflect your primal fears of death

Ignore hell
the reality of torment is now
it is yours
forever for what you did to me
never forgotten

Satan be saved before you.

On your death bed
you can not repent
Stole my innocence

Engaged in cruelty
You will pay the price

Now
So fear not death
but every day you breathe

You can not leave
in shades of grey
The truth be told

Now
before the judgement day.

I don't want it
but I hold this part of you
you lead me there
on my bed

Now

Hang your head
hear your demise
It is not a simple delusion

Tell the story
this day forward
vengeance is mine.

Devil:
I am the nightmare that visits your darkest hours
the phantom who calls you in the middle of the night
I am in your room
There is no peace in your sleep
blood red runs deep
the hill is steep

and you are falling.
 PennyAnte
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Come Again
Posted: 8/25/2016 7:34:35 PM
I found myself scrolling again
Countless messages
How do I feed my brain
Brain washed, come again?
I sought you out and oh man
You came

I found myself daydreaming then
Countless memories
How can I ever forget
The same cost, come again?
I asked for it and oh man you
bring it

I sleep better with a light on
I know you're telling the truth
Fluff it up call me butter cup
I'll give you any excuse

I sleep better in your arms
I like it when you say I'm pretty
Yes turn on the charm
Come and get me

I found myself thinking about you
Countless mistakes
That you wouldn't forget
Oh please dawn, come again?
My man

I found myself in your arms again
Craving lovers
This I could never regret
I'll make you come again
and again

I sleep better with a light on
I know you're telling the truth
Fluff it up call me butter cup
I'll give you any excuse

I sleep better in your arms
I like it when you say I'm pretty
Yes turn on the charm
Daddy come get me
 PennyAnte
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Sunday
Posted: 8/28/2016 2:33:47 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2016

You own my soul now on Sundays
Sober me up the gear is for Monday
Sunday nights so lonely now
Yeah that's when I daydream of you
Long lazy sunny days of summer
The cool breeze whispers your name
You own my soul on Sunday
It will never be the same
 PennyAnte
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Succubus
Posted: 9/15/2016 3:36:15 PM
Yes I find you sleeping
you don't want to be awake
the damp walls are closing in
your heart is cold at stake
I will lay down beside you
In a dream that is gold
Never to question the skill
I will drink from your cup
Yes Come now because
morning
Comes to fast
I have a fire that burns at last
Come let me drink you
Your dreams have come true
I will visit your darkness
and dream with you.
 PennyAnte
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Enough
Posted: 9/19/2016 8:50:08 AM
ENOUGH

Insight the riot
Yes, baby stir my pot
You call me at eight
Then you forgot

Yes I text stood up
Trouble I brewed
Send me a pic
Or I won't **** you

Ooo make me remember
Yes your tool so sweet
Keep me on fire
Let me kiss your feet

Insight the passion
Yes, baby touch me there
You came at 9:30
Yeah make me feel
Worthy

You left a bad hand to come here
You had a little danger in you too
Speeding up the high way
You have me dressing for you
You left two kids with a new carpet
You had a fire destroying your soul
Speeding you got the ticket
Turn around now enough of your show


Invite the raging
Yes, Big Daddy come now
You called me at nine
Getting to me some how

Yes I text **** me now
Trouble IS you
Bring me some flowers
Or I won't **** you

Ooo make me remember
Yes your lips so hot
Keep my burning desire
Come now,
Show me what you got.

You left a bad hand to come here
You had a little danger in you too
Speeding up the high way
You have me dressing for you
You left two kids with a new carpet
You had a fire destroying your soul
Speeding you got the ticket
Turn around now enough of your show
 PennyAnte
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Go To Hell
Posted: 9/19/2016 2:47:49 PM
He couldn't bear the light the sound of your name
Not until I denounce him and you and I were saved
This was like a portal to hell an eternal destiny
But time for you and time for me a different thing it be

I thought I had you in heaven but you were the devil himself

I believed in your reward and you punished me
In this physical realm I suffered hell when I needed you
Is it a place where you exist yet I can never know you again
This symbolism it is critical does it mean I belong to you?

I thought you and I were in heaven but you were Lucifer's friend

I fell back on you the only path of uncertainty and fear
You have but one and many names but I need you right here
Ages ago before Jesus was mine the fire belonged to you
From the wind blown desert to the darkest forest under the trees
I must think of you to find the entrance you are at the door...

I thought you and I were in heaven but you devoured me whole
 PennyAnte
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Perfect Dream
Posted: 9/20/2016 4:17:53 AM
Remembering the days
when I would wake up
and hearing little footsteps
I knew I had to get up
and sometimes I rolled over
and wish to fall back to sleep
but then I'd feel you tugging
your little face pulls at my sheets

I didn't know it
but I was living in my perfect dream
Listening to your feet
Oh my life was sweet

I remember the days
when I would put you to sleep
I knew the day was done
and sing you lullabies
and sometime I was silent
wishing that I wasn't there
but then I'd feel your little fingers
twisting up in my hair

I didn't know it
but I was living in my perfect dream
Feeling tiny hands
Oh my life was grand

I remember the days
because all I have are memories
Now you are grown
and I sing all alone
and sometimes they are vivid
and I feel like you are here
I feel your faint sweet breath
whispering in my ear

I didn't know it
but I was living in my perfect dream
Oh what I'd give away
To have just one more day.

I"m remembering the days when you needed me
and now I just pray
That you still do
I remember the days toddling little feet
and now I just wish
I was still with you
In that twilight sleep
Where I can only dream again
That perfect dream.
 PennyAnte
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Taken Aback
Posted: 9/21/2016 9:26:35 AM
Only you pursue me
and I am indifferent
It's not you, it's me
But you keep coming back

I put you at arms length
and I push you away
It's not you, it's him
I want him to come back

Yes you are my friend
and I am not yours
It's you, it's not me
You always got my back

I won't tell you anything
and I am sometimes cold
It's not you, it's her
She stabbed you in the back

Yes you treat me good
and I always let you go
It's not me, It's no one
I don't want anyone back

Taken aback sometimes you get me going
I don't know what I want but sometimes I find it in you
Taken aback I don't know what to do. The answer is no
I can't admit it and if I do I'll take it back

Taken aback sometimes you get me right
I don't know what I like but sometimes I love you
Taken aback and I don't know what to do. The answer is yes
But I won't admit it and if I do I'll take it back .
 PennyAnte
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Say You're Sorry
Posted: 9/24/2016 4:49:42 PM
I'm ditching this one way street
You took me down there rough
I told you once and a hundred times
But I'm sorry is never enough

You keep bringing up the same old stance
I want to break free let myself dance but..
You keep hammering me
and I already said Sorry

What good does it do now
When you never forgive
you just want me to take the blame
for how you live
you still write your rants
So everyone can see
but you never said you were
SORRY
for what you did to me.

I'm stepping off like you said
You have it easy putting me off
You keep holding your grudge
But I'm not paying the cost

I could do better but I want you
You still hold me in contempt
I'm not gonna be sorry now
That guilt trips been spent

What good does it do now
When you never forgive
you just want me to take the blame
for how you live
you still write your rants
So everyone can see
but you never said you were
SORRY
for what you did to me.
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Wanting You
Posted: 10/3/2016 6:57:26 PM
"Wanting You"
You rancid wanton user loser wretched wench
You think you burp yet there's no stench
Deep within your bowels rumble meat
While you chase away the girls you preach
Your sweet tooth has you wandering to windows
It's not quite as good as my open door
You think that I am a fool to dance
I was never waiting there for you.

You riled up reeking writhing willing sheep
You think you rest but you can't fall to sleep
Deep within your heart a wound is open
While you play hide and seek again with me
Your feathers ruffled you take a deep breath
Try to regain a little self respect
You think that I am assured to take the rest
No, I was never wanting there for you
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Wanting You
Posted: 10/3/2016 7:00:16 PM
You said you'd stop writing about me.
 PennyAnte
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Wanting You
Posted: 10/3/2016 7:22:36 PM
You are an amusing muse I must say I never said that.
 PennyAnte
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Fantasy
Posted: 10/9/2016 12:27:36 PM
yeah I took a puff of you
had a few
and then you were easy
I didn't know it then
how potent you'd be
but I had a fantasy

I stole a quick kiss
It was electric
and then I was so easy
I didn't know you then
how you intoxicate
but I had a dream bout you

you I took what I could get
I never let you forget
I was chasing you every day
you just gave me scraps
but I was happy
any way

yes, I smoked you good
had a few
and then it was easy
I didn't care much then
You were up for fun
and I had a fantasy.
 PennyAnte
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Smoke
Posted: 10/12/2016 5:01:00 PM
I remember he'd tap the pack
Offer me one smooth
Flicks a bit of light
and then he watches

He likes to see me smoke
He finds it tantalizing
Before he's realizing
How corrupt he is

I remember he stubs it down
Knowing he likes to lie
He wears a constant frown

and smiles with a grimace.

His voice was soothing he'd say
He would lull me to sleep with his hands
He'd rock and cradle me so
Like no other man

His touch was hypnotizing it was
He planned it like a well learned song
He'd whisper strange secrets
That I always knew were wrong

Something about that fire and not
That I might forget to say
He controlled me like a robot
A puppet with loss and fray

He'd tap that pack for another
Make me dizzy with his breath
While I try to find my lost friend
To forget every word
That he said
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To Die For
Posted: 11/8/2016 6:53:38 PM
Merciful God Let me pray
I have a wound in my heart
I have a lost soul searching
You and I are apart
Oh God have mercy on me

I don't know how to say
The things I need to say
I escape with words that rhyme
So please seek in me
The holy trinity so
You and I can be forever divine

Beautiful Lord Bring me the light
I have a scar on my spirit
I am searching and always lost so
I'll pay the cost
Oh God spare me tonight

I don't know how to stop
My thoughts they are fleeting
I escape with quiet time
So please help me find
Our common unity so
You and I can have peace of mind

Amen, amen. The spirit is forever alive
Sing it Amen You and I will never die
 PennyAnte
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Take Care of Me
Posted: 11/22/2016 6:35:36 PM
Put water in my well
Just hold me for awhile
Get me healed my friend
and I will help you to
the end

Some ointment on me now
Here we stand and wait
Get me help my Lord
and I will love you as
I should

Cater to my whims
Let me sing again and then
Get me free my God
and I will live the way
I ought

Rah Ra Is the Sun
Hail and honor
The light and love
She she births one
The nation speaks

Tell me were not all spent
Let me wake up and care
Get me safe your Son
and I will never leave
you there
 PennyAnte
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Making Amends.
Posted: 11/26/2016 4:16:44 PM
oh yes, I said I'm sorry and
for a minute you smile
It's been one fight to many
I've been unhappy for awhile.

papers say irreconcilable
windows getting fogged in the car
You were out with him til 2
I am waiting still for you.

oh no, You didn't care and
for a minute I thought you did
It's been 3 weeks now **** me
I've been horny for you kid

letters say you still love me
candlelight makes you glow
You were gonna come home at 3
I am waiting at the door

Come there is more of me
I won't pass this shit around
Come now and scold me
I'll turn your world
upside down.
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Antithesis of Don
Posted: 12/7/2016 8:47:19 AM
Shifting one way or the other

Leave Judaeo Christians behind

Rhetoric makes America great again

The plan is not about mankind

The building to facilitate before hand

Leave morals on the cellar floor

Absence of God is Lucifer's plan

The schools now to slam the door

Watch me without a warrant

You can stop me and search me too

Shifting one way or the other

You will always hide me

from the truth

See there ambiguity it is the agenda

So you will never win in the end

Admit you have no discernment

You are the new Sirius of men.
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Waiting on You
Posted: 12/16/2016 3:52:34 PM
Waiting on You
I don't want you to know
that I feel like I am waiting
I don't want you to just check in

You got one day to kill and
a couple of hours
Why are you texting me still

I don't care
You'll stop by
and you come anyway
I don't know
Why you text
When you can get away
It's not fair I know
But I saw you first
Anyway just for today
Give me better or worse

I don't want you to know
that I feel like I am waiting
I don't want you to put me on
your list of things to do
I just want you to come now
come and embrace me
I've been waiting but
I can't let you know.

Waiting on you
clocks ticking loud
waiting on you
you've been gone for hours
Waiting on you
Watching at the window
waiting on you
You best bring me flowers
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Scare Me
Posted: 12/18/2016 2:45:29 PM
Scare me
you are not immune from truth
nothing will set you free
you bleached the words but
you wear them still
there is nothing up your sleeve

hatred can be harvested
nothing will set you free

you are not a friend of mine
nothing will make me see
you reeked of course
you write it well
there is nothing that scares me.

Right well in all you should scream
lest screaming would heal no wounds
your deeds well done relinquished love
the lost art of her smile was doomed

Through her fingers swearing oaths
her wrist bound she sinks into bed
The curse on her lips was supposed
to free her from debt when she's dead.
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Goodbye
Posted: 12/19/2016 9:58:19 AM
Goodbye


You're riding on yesterday
Nobodies gonna get fed that way
You're asking me for pain
Somebody is gonna have to pay

Come on build the walls tall
I don't care if you push me away
Your asking me for a delusion
I'm not cosigning your shit today

Never stand there and listen
No one confronts you with the truth
You like to blink your eyes at them
Blame your whole life on your youth

Ha. Now you can't see the dyad
Enmeshed what you called perfect
I'm getting old now and tired
Get gone but you don't get self respect



I have mine you have none that's you
I made choices you did what you wanted too.
Let's cut these ties say goodbye now
You don't want me I don't want you



Come on build the walls tall
It's your tower built high on lies
You're in love with you and your mirrors
But you said you'd love me til you died

Ha. Now you can't read the diatribe
Yet it was written in your own hand
You can't remember feelings you had
You blame me for what you don't understand.

So what if all good things come to an end
And you were never mine alone
I forgave you for her but not what you said
I don't forgive those words so don't come home

Goodbye if there are things left behind
I won't want them just pack it up now
I don't want your crap here to remind me
You've forsaken our every marriage vow



I have mine you have none that's you
I made choices you did what you wanted too.
Let's cut these ties say goodbye now
You don't want me I don't want you

Goodbye
To Die For
Posted: 12/22/2016 7:03:55 PM
Nice poetry Penny.

Thank you for posting it.
 PennyAnte
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To Die For
Posted: 12/27/2016 2:32:41 AM
you are welcome Forking.
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Speaking Out
Posted: 12/27/2016 2:33:13 AM
Stir it up
Bake that cake
Come on Cake
You make no mistakes
You're deliberate indeed
But you get all
the attention you need

Ah ha You're batch
You're brewed
You're stewed
You're screwed

Stir it up
Make it drama
Come on Mama
You give and she takes
You don't have much of a choice
But all you get
Is your once stifled voice
 PennyAnte
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Shuffle of Chains
Posted: 1/6/2017 12:31:33 PM
controlled imploding
forced fear
avarice compared
high rise demolished
in a plan
so now they say
in a very precise order
the weight pulls me down
to know I produced
and planted these seeds
that fate will bring
a hand full

the pain collapsed
in the way
loading witnesses
who are unawares
to depopulate
a nation

steel cage drones die
ushered in by a spy
covered up no one cares
5;20 propaganda
narrate to me
the truth

the cure drains them
their blood fuels
metallic flesh
built to perfection
robotic emotes nothing
no conflicts to repair
efficient information
no needed gratification
they rattle their cages

hibernating wizards
all spells fail and begin
vainly plainly shamed
there failures massive
would you not expect
to have the truth be pained

look at the circle
the symbol
the colorless plan
the genetics are scanned
the numbers tatooed
the shuffle of chains
screams through the room
look at the gestures
engrams on the stage
as machines lord over
as they come to age
hand picked or scorned
there is no longer a choice
maintain a whisper
as they bow and rejoice

media selective
currents and trends
the price upon knowledge
recycling stories
in private societies
mastering an audience
they only chose a few

hell there is slated
gender sorted
reproduction controlled
food for aggression
rewritten lessons
the pyroclastic cloud
up in smoke hidden
and subcultures run
underground

youth rebelling
lost in caverns
an island created of gold
reproduction allowed
there in the heavens
aliens reward the elite

the vegans worship
cattled them in
they pulled their carnivorous teeth
program a memory
lost in conspiracies
those are already dead

the perfumes are poison
the medicines death
the investigations fail
address nothing or jails

feeding the seeds
a chemical reacts
you will know this by smoke

feeding the masses
a dramatic comedy
a laugh on the fast track

feeding like clockwork
composed but never verified
wage war on impoverished

no negotiation
this are the conditions
pay for the elite to vote
progressive organizations
behind the attacks
motivating to find justice
a people indoctrinated
to become content slaves

copr. M.B. Mizzoni 1/4/2016
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