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| Now is the timePage 14 of 15 (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15) | For I have seen the dead..although they are not truly dead Merely appearances like compacted smoke Filling an area alongside my bed or whizzing past me as I lay at the foot of the steps comforting the dogs who were whimpering I do not know who those appearances were before but I do know of spirits passing and stopping to visit before moving on I also know of grandparents and parent offering assurances to me I also know of the numerous being feed medications in the sustaining of "life" and the "dead" that you speak of regarding the lack of care received I pulled this site up to the top as I miss having the assortment of folk that came to share on this site. Hope to hear, again, from you Donna
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| POEM FROM CHARLOTE Posted: 10/20/2008 4:12:19 PM | miss you I woke up this moring and then I raised I think Ill get dressed and head outside Hey Honey I miss you like the moring dew I looked out I think the rain ended And I dont think I can live without you I walked out side and I can feel the sun on my face Hey babe dont you want to come over to my place I woke up tismoring and then I raised I thought, Gee I wish you was here by my side because your lips are as moist as the moring dew And your love holds on to me like the rain, after its gone and went throght bu charlote 2008 I hoped you like it, I write alot of poems | |
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| Alef Posted: 11/20/2008 7:25:03 AM | My people were reborn in the letter Alef which gave birth to bet, gimmel, daled...
Alef was A-dam, made of adamah which is earth. Bet was ben-Adam “son of Adam,” son of man, that is, human..
My people are of earth and were reborn after Auschwitz, Buchenwald, Chelmno, Dachau, &c., &c.,&c.,&c., &c., the whole alphabet of calculated human bestiality.
Reborn, not so much when they were returned to Eretz Israel, the “land of Israel,” the earth of Israel, but when they unearthed the Hebrew tongue from its 2,000 year sleep, and found their beloved Alef once again! | |
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| You............ Posted: 11/23/2008 11:06:30 PM | Hoping all is well and good with you wish it all , but Good! Angel kisses arms and hands reaching loving, hearts demand! Lovely window lovely things sailing by... all eyes see! Future is the bell that rings Once we forget other things! hugs xo jules :) | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 9:52:45 AM | Sent: Monday, February 16, 2009 7:30 AM Subject: She is at peace now ...
It is with a sad heart that I am letting you know of Donna's passing this morning around 6:30 am. Our cousin stayed the night with Donna and was there to comfort her.
Sadly, Donna's sister Sandra | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 10:07:58 AM | AT THE CANCER CLINIC: born from his own experience, fighting cancer
She is being helped toward the open door that leads to the examining rooms by two young women I take to be her sisters. Each bends to the weight of an arm and steps with the straight, tough bearing of courage. At what must seem to be a great distance, a nurse holds the door, smiling and calling encouragement. How patient she is in the crisp white sails of her clothes. The sick woman peers from under her funny knit cap to watch each foot swing scuffing forward and take its turn under her weight. There is no restlessness or impatience or anger anywhere in sight. Grace fills the clean mold of this moment and all the shuffling magazines grow still.
Ted Kooser
Gone From My Sight
I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle with each other. Then, someone at my side says; "There, she is gone!"
"Gone where?" Gone from my sight. That is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and she is just as able to bear her load of living freight to her destined port. Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says, "There, she is gone!" There are other eyes watching her coming, and other voices ready to take up the glad shout; "Here she comes!"
And that is dying.
By Henry Van Dyke, a 19th Century clergyman, educator, poet, and religious writer.
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Goodbye, Donna...we'll miss you.... | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 10:28:27 AM | Oh, Brizo, did you know that she loved Ted Kouser? That I downloaded every one of his poems I could find and sent them to her one by one in the daily emails she and I used to exchange!
How did you die, Donna? How did so much life, love, wit, aspiration, avidness to read and learn and communicate come to such a screeching halt?
Those crazed, miscued cells just chewed you up sinew by ligament by bone burrowing, tunnelling, attacking head on. Those crazy fu*kers, mindless, Godless, with no agenda other than multiply, destroy and multiply, they nickle-&-dimed you out of the life that at one time had been a veritable Fort Knox, a treasury from which you dispensed love and wisdom to all who came and asked or didn’t even ask but you sensed their need
The only meaning of this goddamned so-called “poem” is that you will never see it | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 10:53:52 AM | Jer I would like to say I hope she does read it because it was written from the heart by your loss of a friend. I remember looking forward to any poem Donna wrote over on Old Souls - it was always such an inspiration. None of us really know what happens when you die - let us hope that peace flies. | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 10:59:58 AM | well, I would suggest the title of her thread, Between Worlds indicates that Donna herself thinks there is more than one, and so I'm thinking she is headed to the better one...
I love Ted Kooser too, the least pretentious poet I've ever read. Good looking in a rugged way, too... | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 4:02:18 PM | I've been so hungry for contact ever since I got the news. I wrote this a short while ago but don't think/know if it's complete:
Now, with the loss of your voice I seek out a hundred other voices to equal your sweetness, your quiet strength, your almost religious faith in reason... | |
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| RIP, Donna Doyle (Cdnreader) Posted: 2/16/2009 4:05:48 PM | When your heart flew toward Heaven, time stood still. It did not interfere.
(Sri Chinmoy) | |
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| Donna, the day before Posted: 2/16/2009 5:33:44 PM | A silence settles back over the day just past, a day I spent talking, to everyone within reach, of my grief over the imminent death of my friend. I talked and talked and everyone was sympathetic
but my grief was not assuaged
and my words and theirs were swallowed up by the silence encroaching from later on | |
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| Rest In Peace Donna (CdnReader) Posted: 2/17/2009 12:34:35 PM | Sent: Monday, February 16, 2009 7:30 AM Subject: She is at peace now ...
It is with a sad heart that I am letting you know of Donna's passing this morning around 6:30 am. Our cousin stayed the night with Donna and was there to comfort her.
Sadly, Donna's sister Sandra
(Hi Jerry, just a little bump in the event not everyone who knew her here on POF saw this yesterday). | |
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| Rest In Peace Donna (CdnReader) Posted: 2/17/2009 12:43:26 PM | So sorry to hear of this. I will gladly place this here, for it rang in my mind when she left it here in her thread! Amazing and absolutely Beautiful!
~ Be~
This between-space... This breath between steps... shall offer thee a window on what has gone before.
Look back. Sweep thine eyes over the greenness of the valley, the deep forest darkness that has sheltered thee, the watery expanse that has carried thee here. Cast your glance across the breadth of experience that is you.
This between-space... This warm and quiet embrace... shall offer thee a vision of the future.
Look beyond and remember what has not yet come to be. Take me in your arms. Spin me around the back of the moon. Feel the tingling of stardust pass thee by as we dance on a comet's trail, skirting along the edge of quantum depths, dipping and gliding through the shadows of planets not yet born. Take my hand...come with me beyond the universe... back to where we have yet to begin.
But soft.... This between-space exists here for you... All that you need is here.
Be here. Be in this between-space.... Be...
cdn/24jul07
This was so very beautiful! As is she! | |
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| ?where is my love? Posted: 2/17/2009 12:47:43 PM | ?where is my love?
if heaven can let go doves, then - it does!
But they always fly back above!
If heaven can spill her diamonds to glisten on shorelines underneath shells of the sandiest ocean, then she does!
But diamonds are always picked up and then mounted, worn, hidden, or stolen.
How about that polished one.
We suddenly SEE no more?
If smiles were meant to last, then our teeth might forever gleam. But decay and gingivitis sets in...
We are mummies. We are pharoahs without all the red-tape (I mean white tape, I mean duct tape) I mean Duck Tape!
We are Calling
Out
A name.
A meme.
A Memory.
Research. Watch her flee!
The body Could no Longer
Carry me, Jerry... | |
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| ?where is my love? Posted: 2/17/2009 2:07:52 PM | Dear Seanymphriding &c. I can't cut & paste via this browser but that is such a glorious, loving poem! Via another browser I will cut it plus some of Donna's poem to add to a compilation I'm making for her sister and mother. | |
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| ?where is my love? Posted: 2/17/2009 2:16:39 PM | This is, indeed, sad news. Thank you Jer, for letting us know. She will be missed. | |
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| ?where is my love? Posted: 2/17/2009 9:06:37 PM |
Vivid
I wander alone.... with thoughts of you following my every step.
Jade memories of what we once were A deepness of shade and shadow that blankets the forest. I draw the dark cloak around me, covering shoulders chilled by the disappearance of the evening sun.
Crimson flashes of passion spent Tinkling down to earth in handfuls of rubies.... sparkling where the moonlight grasps a faceted piece of magic. I gather them in the folds of my skirt and set my soft lips upon each one before placing them gently in my pocket.
Indigo blue the night sky shines.... glittering star diamonds sprinkled. I reach up and pull down the heavens, fold it in neat quarters, and tuck it into my belt....
And in sleep I dream of you ....clothed in vivid colours.
. cdn/05sep07
I remember the night that I first read this poem of Donna's and how the imagery struck a chord inside me. It has been a journey wandering back and reading all she has left as a gift to the pond and its many writers. It was well worth it to sift back in time and realize just how remarkable this woman was. | |
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| Talking with Donna Posted: 2/19/2009 1:16:22 PM | You may talk with hundreds and still feel unheard, unassuaged, or
you can talk with one and feel as if hundreds have been listening attentively storming love your way * Wonderful recollection, Autumn!
I've compiled a collection of Donna's poems that were posted here, but at something like 20 plus pages it would be too long to send as a PM. If anyone would like a copy, they should PM me their email address and whether they'd prefer the attachment in Words 6.0/7.0 for Windows or in rtf (Rich Text Format).
Jer | |
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| Talking with Donna Posted: 2/19/2009 4:07:29 PM | alosha ..... i'd love to read donna's poems but i can't access you here ..... age & gender .....send me your email and i'll send mine back to you. thanks..... | |
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| Talking with Donna Posted: 2/23/2009 5:41:13 PM | ravin asked me to post this for her.....
What do we come here for if not to express as eloquently as we dare just who we are?
What do we come here for if not to address our souls yearning to share what we have learned so far?
For what reason are we here if not to impress, to all the world declare set our highest bar?
It is why we are. Our soul’s success is being fully aware of shining our brightest star.
She did.
The heavens will have even better poetry to download to us with her there....
ravincause | |
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| Talking with Donna Posted: 2/23/2009 9:40:24 PM | That was beautiful Brizo and thank you for posting it from our blackbird missing in action. | |
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| Rest In Peace Donna (CdnReader) Posted: 2/24/2009 9:23:17 AM | Sometimes, a poem is not enough. Breakfast, lunch, supper are not enough. Deeply treasured contacts with good and loving friends are not altogether good enough,
but one last post-mortem conversation with you would be enough
to last until I longed for just one more | |
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| Between world Posted: 2/24/2009 1:09:30 PM | As the sun is genlty rising A new dawn awakes But the clouds are quickly circling Over my heart as it slowly breaks
The birds are singing softly But my heart is icy cold The children outside are playing My sanity I try to hold
I know I have to move on with each and every new day Lost alone and confused Why is it again you didnt stay?
Remembering the times When I tasted your lips The protective embrace Your sweet sweet kiss
In my world you were the air that I breathe The fire in my heart My reason to live
Did I imagine it Or am I blind to you still I hope you will return to me Tho I dont think you will
Im stuck in between Two worlds, dont belong Frozen in time I just cant move on
Thoughts of you Are filling my head As I rise to the morning Try to get out of bed
Where are you now Do you miss me sometimes The answers to my questions I know I wont find
A new world is waiting If I could just sieze the day Move on from the old world Where I was betrayed
Where will it take me What course will there be When in this new world there is only just me
Ode to the gone | |
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