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 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 1
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Confessions of the Mind

The loneliness which I can never seem to shake follows me even in my dreams

Loneliness knows me by name
Loneliness calls my shame
Understanding is forgotten
And all of a sudden I feel rotten.

Calm but not
Harmed yet not
Exaggeration I think not
Infatuation is surely what I’ve got

Imagination is my only escape
I face the world with a cape
Yet all I imagine is always lost
Lost forever in an ocean of darkness and confusion,
My world is still one big illusion.

Confusion, illusion, darkness and loneliness
All these words swimming around in my head
All I just want is a bed, to sleep and wake up when
It’s all spent.


bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 2
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/6/2004 10:53:36 AM
heres another, hope that the people who are looking read till the end.

Lost Inside
“For all those who think I don’t have a heart”.

Left outside alone,
She has no one to call her own.
Feelings of abandonment plague her
Every thought, she needs to meet Frank,
But every time she calls, he’s always on
Operation Abort

She’s lost inside herself,
Stowed away on a great big shelf,
High on a pedestal she stands,
Filled with cold emotion, she drowns
In her unfailing devotion

Will she need a promotion, or just
Cause a commotion. Locomotion stuck
In her head, Thanks to Miss Kylie, she’s
Forever branded, always feeling underhanded.
She will never be mishandled like Normal, for
She fears the Chastiser, but all she ever wanted
Was to be treated like His Budweiser

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 3
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/7/2004 6:33:12 AM
thank you both so much for the vote of confidence i had posted a while ago and thought there was something wrong. thank you so much for the advice which i am sure you will see int the not too distant future.

thanks a mil once a again and heres something i hope all enjoy:

Bubbles

Whirl

“Will He I Ever, or is that I am not”.

Will you ever look at me,
Like I need you to, Will you
Ever tell me before I tell you first.
Will you ever want me the way,
You’re supposed to. Will you ever
Love like you’ve never loved before. Will
You cry with me the way I have to, laugh the
Way I do. Do you exist the way I think you
Do, or are you existing only within me. Are
You a figment of my imagination or is that I am
Afraid that you dwell only in its profound depths.
bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 4
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/7/2004 11:20:05 AM
heres another that i enjoy very much,

Kissing Doubt

“For D, I hope you see Me one day”.

A kiss from a rose
That blossoms in May,
Or maybe just a romp in the hay,
Whatever the lay I hope it makes your
Day, for kissing is to be cherished in a
Very special way

Don’t let doubt and fear cloud your head
For surely that makes for dread, just let it
Flow, not afraid to let it show, yes, kissing
Is definitely what I’m missing.

Nevertheless I shouldn’t be stressing
For those who know me I am confessing,
I’m admitting my lack of fitting, even though
That doesn’t mean I’m committing.

This will probably explain, with words of jest, why
My life is full of disdain. I’m waiting in anticipation
For only the best, do you share my sentiments, or are you
Waiting for the ailments, Is it me that needs it to be, or you
That won’t leave it to up to me.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 5
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/7/2004 12:05:30 PM
thank you so much, you have no idea what that means to me, or maybe you do lol

i love your stuff too and i have been reading and boy have i been liking.

Thanks

Bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 6
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/7/2004 12:40:04 PM
Confused
This is for the Coward in me (“ For David”)
I need you but I don't,
I think I have to, but I just won't,
I need you but I can't tell you
I think it will make me sound of no value

You confuse me with the way you use me,
You need to abuse what little freedom I grant you
You understand me and that's what makes me angry
Just when I thought you weren't going to come in handy
You surprise me by guiding me, you make everything seem dandy.

I want to tell you I do
Yet every time I try, I decide it will be better not to
I need to find a new YOU, so that we can begin anew
I want this but I can't need this,
Yet I yearn to tell you, that I WANT you to need me,
I want you to NEED me the way I need you
I need you to know that this NEED has to come from deep within you
bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 7
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/8/2004 7:49:25 AM
Release of a Lady
‘For my sister, may you find your way through the dark’.

What will it take to see that you’re at a bad degree?
Who will it take to show you, will you disagree?
A broken leg, broken bones are all a part of the physical
But, broken heart and broken spirit all count as the mental.
Will he have to break mentality before you face reality?

You might say, “It’s easy for you to become Judge Grudge”,
I agree, I have no idea how you budge. I feel your pain and
It fills me with rage that I even become a tad bit deranged.

What drives you to strike another’s tyke, what thoughts
Flow through your mind or is it that thought only follows
Her behind, is it a block that you face or do you honestly
Get kicks when you see her erased? What are you and
Who have you become?

Gather Lady Strength and leave before you are reviewed
From arms length, gather peace of mind before you depart
For your part unfortunately carries on. Gather love and yes,
Ultimately forgiveness for to love again, forgiving is inevitably
Giving and hence forth releasing.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 8
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/8/2004 1:40:34 PM
Frustra- phoebe
“This is for the constant nostalgia I face when I go home”.

Tired of being ridiculed
Pricked and prodded, you’d swear
I was ridded, doing what I am told
Always, like a stupid clod, I get looked at
Like I am on pot

I listen to their acrid tones,
Afraid to speak on the phone,
I am in a constant drone, yet the
Beat goes on.

Is this only a phoebe, or
Just a phase beyond hope, is
It part of growing or a constant
Groaning for afflicted moaning

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 9
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/9/2004 7:03:02 AM
Belonging

“For the Freak in me who just doesn’t seem to fit in wherever she roams”.

I long to be held,
I long to be touched,
I LONG simply to belong, only to your touch.

I look out and see touching
All the while LONGING for your hands to
Come a- brushing. I learn the exact sculpting
Of your face, eyes closed in the warmth of your embrace.

Behold?! Darkness falls, as you
Become a shadow of what I can no
Longer hold. All that I once had is now
Just a memory of everything I WILL never have.

A moulded figure, forever imprisoned in the depths
Of my mind, I realise, all I can be is LONGING, for longing
Is all I’ve known about BELONGING.


bubbles

 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 10
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/9/2004 12:11:19 PM
Memories Mixed

I feel like crying, when I think about
Denying, all that’s dying inside,
That part of me that wants to go flying,
Instead feels like its frying. Roasting in my
Own vegetable of boasting

What is it all for I ask, especially when
There is no one to bask, on a sunny beach
Somewhere free, I will lie there with you in
My memory, memories of you and I
Envelope me like heavy hickory. Is this only
My minds trickery?

I will wait patiently for the day, gee I hope
It’s in May, but will my mind obey? Hey
It will be a vision of that one fine day. The day
When we can all pray and pay homage for this
Advantage, this time I hope it is to our vantage.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 11
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/10/2004 9:53:08 AM
Politics, Love and Acceptance

“For all the things I choose not to accept, especially THAT in particular”.

Accept your fate and move on
With repentance, don’t keep hanging on
It only leads to more longing. Uncertainty
Is ever present, hence absurdity is allowed in.

Rationale always wins, is it ever going
To take a back seat, analyse takes the heat
For honesty, yet analytical only prolongs the
Inevitable

Politics in love, whoever thought?
I wonder if He intended it to be so overwrought.
Is this tough love, or simply advice from above?

Whatever the reason, I hope it stops this season.
Otherwise I’m in danger of becoming a manic
Citizen, manic because I can’t stop thinking, watch
Out you might just drive me to drinking.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 12
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/10/2004 11:21:19 AM
this i wrote today,

I feel your pain and it goes against the grain,
I cannot profess to know but I’m here for you to explain
I offer my love and I’m sure you know it’s also
Extended by him above

I offer my ear even if all you need
Is just for me to hear, it’s you that I
Hold dear. Do not look ahead in fear
But instead count all that’s been done and
Persevere.

You have my time I know you’re sick of that line,
Truly time waits for no man, so bide yours and
Take all that’s given for all that’s taken you will
Surely be forgiven.

Know yourself and take time to heal,
Know your friends are always there to make
Amends, THEY may not be there but that does
Not mean they don’t care, THEY’RE only human
Have to figure out they’re flaws even if it defeats
THEY’RE cause. It may take time so don’t be sad
Just know I am here to make it better a tad.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 13
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/10/2004 4:20:35 PM
thank you sooo much, i will most certainly stick around i like it here.
thanks
bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 14
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/12/2004 12:18:00 PM
hey danny
thanks so much.

good to see you enjoyed the selection here.

all the best
bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 15
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/13/2004 5:48:20 AM
Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re going to see a brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know be strong
You’ll break it hold on
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you
Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

Christina Aguilera
 witty_neo
Joined: 11/22/2004
Msg: 16
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/13/2004 7:58:34 AM
Bubbles
Your writings touch my heart
Hop you meet your "right guy"
and never fall apart

But until then keep posting here
it helps you share your pain
Well stop and give you a umbrella
you see were all going thru the rain

Reading poems by people like you
posting my own (though just a few)
brings to my day something new
and helps me from going insane
God bless
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 17
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/13/2004 8:38:21 AM
well thank you sooo much witty neo, likewise i hope you meet your perfect one

and dont worry i;m sure she is just around the corner.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 18
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/13/2004 12:00:37 PM
Questions

“Will they ever be Quelled”?


Love, what a strange word,
Are people open to it, is that how
They find it, Are we too Young,
Too old, too fat, too skinny, too
Black, too White, too intelligent
Not?
Do you ever find that one, The one?
That you’re supposed to depend upon
Do you ever just let it be, Not a Marriage
Proposal, just a proposal.
A proposal to begin the plans to learning
How to love. A proposal to learn to cherish
To be cherished, to care and be cared for.
Instead I find myself holding out, always
Holding out.
They say that good things happen to those
Who wait, how can this be true? If waiting
Only makes it worse, awful, it makes you
Feel inadequate and strange.
It makes you feel lonely yet wanton,
Forgotten and angry, bitter and bittersweet
When is the answer ever simple, but then is,
Life Ever?


bubbles



 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 19
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/14/2004 6:26:23 AM
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I go to choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know if I let you go?

Once again I'm thinking about taking the easy way out.

-Westlife-
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 20
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/14/2004 7:29:27 AM
aaaah thanks Neo,

i love your spot too, have a great one from me to you.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 21
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/14/2004 8:52:52 AM
this i wrote yesterday;

inspired by a post i read,


Positions

What is this illusion called the innocence
Of youth, am I to be left out and told its
Uncouth, who can tell me the truth and
Will I properly bare the fruit?

Do you learn with the stroke of a hand or
A flick of the tongue, is it yours to take?
Normal? If spoken, or better yet tried,
Will we be fired?

Learning on the job, does that mean that you
Have to love the knob, does this make you feel
Like the head of the mob?

Grinding and winding, figures of eight, all to
Do with the mate, techniques mastered, and a show
Of liking, does this make you a **stard?

Marriage as opposed to illicit behaviour whilst in
The single, illicit turning to explicit observation of
The very act, positions changed and the need grows
Wilder still, an unstoppable veldt fire, a union celebrated
Yet hunger must become somewhat abated.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 22
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/14/2004 12:25:32 PM
I was naive your love was like candy
artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web and I learned how to plead
I was prey in your bed and devoured completely

And it hurts my soul Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from it, I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smog it was all an illusion
Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)
Woke up in love and seems so great, (deeper, deeper)
We both can't subdue darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)

I'm about to break I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your lure and I'm feeling for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need...

I can make it it's some state I'm in
Getting nothing in return what did I do to deserve
The pain of this moment and everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from it , I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, get away

Every time I try to grasp for air I get smothered and this sky, it's never over, over
Seems I never wake from this nightmare I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming Begging, pleading the no more aah..
My heart has been bruised so sad but it's true
Each peep reminds me of you

It hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
cause I, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need...

I'm about to break, I guess I missed it ,I'm addicted to your lure
And I'm feeling for a cure Every step I take
Leads to one mistake, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I can make it, it's some state I'm in
Getting nothing in return what did I do to deserve
The pain of this moment and everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to
Walk away from ….

Christina Aguilera
 witty_neo
Joined: 11/22/2004
Msg: 23
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/15/2004 10:37:51 AM
CLIFF RICHARD - PLEASE DON’T FALL IN LOVE LYRICS


I know that you’re with him just now as I write
I know you need someone to hold you at night
But I’m begging you, baby
Please don’t fall in love
I knew it might happen when I was away
And now that it’s happened, I just want to say
That I’m begging you, baby
Please don’t fall in love

I’m usually strong but I’m feeling so weak
It wells up inside me, I cry when I speak
But the more I call you on the phone
The more I feel alone
And the less we have to say

I know that you’re with him just now as I write
I know you need someone to hold you at night
But I’m begging you, baby
Please don’t fall in love
I knew it might happen when I was away
And now that it’s happened, I just want to say
That I’m begging you, baby
Please don’t fall in love

We kissed at the airport, we said we could wait
I believe it is we who determine our fate
And I love you more than I can say
Don’t throw it all away
Don’t let it go by


cliff richard
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 24
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/16/2004 6:53:27 AM
oh wow,
thanks soo much although i wish i could take credit for young girl dont cry, its not mine its a song by Christina Aguilera, isnt it just so inspiring. however release of a lady is mine and thanks i reall love your stuff too its so sensuous.

bubbles
 bubblesbabes
Joined: 12/1/2004
Msg: 25
Confessions of the mind
Posted: 12/16/2004 8:37:00 AM
Soul in Blue

“For my never ending blues”

Chase my blues away,
What strange words we some
How seem to obey. The colour blue
Calming, yet used for d*mning. Damnation
Leaving room for altercation, hence prolonging
Emotional vacation

I feel the need to sing the blues,
It calms my soul, once again making
Me whole, celebrity, all alone, Lonely
Feelings suppressed by all that’s homely.
Homely girl, fooled by the one and only.

Chase away those midnight blues,
Funny yet appropriate, for all those
Stuck in rue, be sure to wear blue.
Despite the negativity, it might just inspire
Festivity

bubbles
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