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Msg: 82 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 2/14/2019 4:31:39 PM
Passing by the humans
while they pay me
to be a super computer
or at least I feel like one
for a brief moment
I am nothing but a robotic machine
pretty ducks in a row
heart beating fast from the caffeinated existence
snort a line of Ritalin
if our pace needs quickening

I have listened to more humans this past two days
than I care to for a week
so excited to be going home
to see my mountains
it'll smell like mold
and buckeyes
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 81 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 2/9/2019 6:44:04 PM
Been sober
since I wrote this poem
I can't remember what it says
who ****ing cares anyways

I got my seed catalog in the mail
but have no garden to plan for
old peas spilled all over my floor board
i will plant them next week.

Valentines Day present to me
in 60 days
more like 70
4 dollars a pound all day every day
and we pray

heavenly father take away the liquor and send sarah some peter that has enough time to fvck her
six times in the morning
two at night
just in case
a spot gets missed
that needs stretched a little harder

I'm sober
for the longest time
since the last time
I did a stretch in jail

and my poetry is legible
but I don't say too much.
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Msg: 80 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/31/2018 10:48:03 PM
for the record

f u c k

was bleeped out
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Msg: 79 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/31/2018 10:47:21 PM
you **stards
dared to put me 10 threads down
on a page that doesn't exist


**** you
**** your momma
**** your dog

hate you all

just felt like writing
declaring independence from this hypographic nature
come 2019

just kidding
we're all ****ed

quit crying
and **** me more
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Msg: 78 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/24/2018 3:17:59 PM
no one listens
unless I'm screaming my head off
ready to rip their heads off
and shit down their neck

That always sounded cooler when my sister said it
i have a sister
i never mention her

I have a mom too
and she drives me nuts
and I can't take more than three days around her

And today was the third day
and she's gone now
but I feel like shit for going off

She won't just get the hell out
she likes the kids
to see me

That's why she runs her mouth on me
and drives me insane

They say she's sick
I don't care anymore
I am too
sick of relieving my teenage years
she likes to tell my kids I used to sell drugs
she likes talking about me going to jail

she never mentions anything good about me

get out lady
ain't enough liquor in the world
to put up with your buulshyt

Christmas is going to be quieter in the morning

Kids got good presents.

I only got them cool things
that I'll enjoy as well.

I know you aren't supposed to disrespect your mom
but I ran out of patience about five years ago.

It's too much confusion
too much pain
too much of her running down my name
to my kids.

Didn't accomplish a thing
but I got my peace

gonna be a nice and quiet
Christmas Eve

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Msg: 77 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/22/2018 4:18:16 PM
it's too loud
outside of the woods
I was a little scared
on occasion
and the leaves were crunching
probably a deer

but I take no chances
because I'm always just ambling along
with a mattock
and a camera

look at this pretty fvcking rock...

They are all crunching popcorn
and everyone is so happy to see one another

I'm tired
and want silence

sick of cartoons
snacks crunching
chicken shit
and piles of laundry

It was real quiet in the woods
except for me talking to myself
totally unaware
I was talking to myself
but I'm sure I was.

I hope
no one
heard me

would totally destroy my whole 'silent' thing...
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Msg: 24 (view)
Penny Ante Poems
Posted: 12/20/2018 3:38:37 PM
when i get me some money
I plan to go
travel and blow
it all on the donkey show
in Mexico

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Msg: 76 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/14/2018 7:53:53 PM
I dreamt of you today
I hate the fact that dreamt isn't a word anymore
call me Mz. Shakespeare

It was a quick nap
funny how REM can throw you straight in
with the nonsense
associated with

And you were there
next to me
in this apartment thing
with ducks everywhere
and they were feeding their babies
like robins
but ducks don't do that
and you're in prison i guess
and I still can't get that heave from my chest
and I'm a crazy, insane ***hole type of person
I suppose.

I miss you
the way you made me feel
he almost made me feel
but I'm done with men
going to get a big fat black woman
sit on her face
or something
she can't sit on me
I'd smother and die

Where are you
do I need to come to chicago
and see you
do you need money
why do i care
why do I dream of this stupid man that didn't ever give a damn about me

sometimes I wonder if the schizophrenia is getting to me

b vitamins
every day
I'm going to make it
like that little train
that could...

It was a stupid dream
and I saw all these electronic things
that keep people alive
like a big hospital
and I hate everything
and you
and him
and this fvcking flat country is driving me insane
I want my holler back
I can't go back
so I just sit here
when I should be thriving
next to you
next to your poetry
where something real happens...

it was never real
the schizophrenia is kicking in
can't wait til I can write like Bukowski

I'll have to get me a type writer
I have an electric
but only a heavy iron manual will do

That way I can kill the demons
when they come through the door

I'm never afraid
don't have enough sense to be
don't really care

I dreamt of you
you had no hair
I still wanted to bite
your fat lips.
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Msg: 75 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/13/2018 10:12:45 AM
Going to be running wide open.
I can already tell
what the hell
would a girl like me do

I got too drunk the other night
off of 4 beers
no 5.

stoned blind
on 5

I think my liver is giving out...

I try to get into the Christmas season
by doing shit
and there is a huge pile of shyt
for Christmas
in a bag on the floor

I've been trying to set up something to set it up with since like 7 am
I'm not going to fix it
fvck the tree
fvck Christmas

Jesus was born in September
he's a Virgo
like Wyatt
who cries in the morning
because he doesn't have a dad
and I apologized to him
with tears in my eyes
didn't know it was going to be this hard
didn't know I shoulda married that other guy...
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Msg: 74 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/11/2018 10:06:21 PM
and I ball up
like a stupid cheerleader
not that I ever knew what a stupid cheerleader was
but I assume it's somewhere between gifted and talented
and keys club
and beta club

I'm reading too much into it
and I have to run
but i have nowhere to go to....

he said
he was going to date a prisoner
because she stayed put

how bout an agoraphobic
with two kids
and a pack of dogs

I'm not going to cook kosher
or bleed out some prayer over a ****ing chicken
nor will I feed it to my kids
we have a lot of bumps

I have no idea what to do
they always love xavier
never wyattt

i have the baby under control
the oldest is what i'm concerned with
and that is not the type of package
everyone requires

these men
with their orgasms
what's the ratio
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Msg: 73 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/11/2018 9:57:01 PM
he is military
I can only assume
anything is better than MRE's

that's what they say
if you hang around
those type of people

as a completely disorganized artistic anti government piece of shit
I must say
I haven't
really thought much about

appeasing the enemy
or whether or not it's okay
when palestine fires a paint ball
and we return with a missile defense system and perhaps a 50 caliber tommy gun

it's getting too deep
for my fishy ass
and I'm ready to fly
like a bird
but not like the chickens
he saddled me with

my dogs are relatively portable
as are the kids
they both puke
on curvy roads....

but it's nice to sleep
thinking about something
other than my farm.


merry christmas happy new year and happy new orleans shit I mean mardi gras
just in case I never come back again

you never know

life is but a dream????
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Msg: 71 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 12/6/2018 4:54:50 PM
What in the fvck is a hillbilly from eastern kentucky
going to do with a jew from oregon

What do they eat
how kosher does it need to be
I guess his mom was christian
I guess he's not muslim
so bacon is still on the table

HE likes sweets
all the time
and I don't eat them
or cook them
but on occasion...

like my granny
who also wouldn't eat many things
'because it's too sweet'

what the fvck am I gonna do with a jewish marine from oregon...

who thinks trash shouldn't be burned
because it's against the law


but he's good at digging post holes
I could get a good dog run
out of him
or at least
a clothes line

I guess I can learn to cook sweets
that i won't eat.

still seems rather odd to me.
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Msg: 70 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 11/13/2018 5:12:45 AM
I'm always 40 dollars short
on something
before it'll go through
40 more
needs to be sent
to the man with the big bad evil mind
that pushes papers
through and electronic screen
we are all on the TV

I always fvck up
about 40 to 50 worth of stupidity
and it always turns into some 300 dollar thing
It's funny how my debt multiplies

and mom is convinced my cousin and my half brother
are trying to steal her land in Ohio

and she is always crazy
and I'm always exhausted with it all.

and 50 dollars shy
of the old books I intentionally overpriced
just so I could store them at the place
where I sold things and lost things
it's all gone now

the books
with mom's notes in them
the old musty smelling attic books
and I hate her
for not loaning me 50 bucks back in July

I hate getting behind
in life
always 40 short
never in time.
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Msg: 69 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 10/20/2018 7:54:48 PM
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Msg: 68 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 10/20/2018 7:50:18 PM
quietly sitting
in the wind
with beastie boys

thanks youtube

uh oh
that's some other song
that I don't want to hear

I have a hankering for paul revere.


I had some big private thing
to hide on this thread
but now I've forgotten
what I thought I shoulda said.

might be necessary
to recount the steps
back to sanity

I used to be young and pretty
now I'm fat and still a little pretty
if you catch me in the right light
and I'm not in the middle of a bipolar fit of anxiety


That was strong drink
I drank the rest
with root beer
now for the straight

I remember long ago
when I wouldn't drink on my birthday
cuz it's my daughter's death day
and I had this Trumped up version of nobility
bestowed upon me
by people that could never understand.

It's my ****ing birthday
I'll drink a pint of kessler
if I want to.


I like the quiet dark
he said
it's so dark here
**** light
why would you want light
when it's on a wall

make it dark
so I can see the stars
I was working all august
missed most of the perseids
but I caught a glimpse or two
from my front porch

meant to thank you.


I still can't remember what I was going to write
but I've been stuck on a smart phone a long time
and I hate them
and I hate cell service
running water
every ****ing bit of it

I hate it
not really
just felt like bytching.

I do miss my holler
and would gladly trade all the running water in the world
for one more good day
walking 'round it.
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Msg: 67 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 7/16/2018 3:32:57 PM
faster than a speeding bullet
ripping through the back of her skull
she thinks she's so pretty
and nice
she's a demon
on fire

I shoulda known better
I shoulda been paying attention
but I was stressed
and dying
and spending my days trying to get the fvcking roach shit out of her stupid freaking nasty ass kitchen

I shoulda been paying closer attention
but i was distracted
with life
never thought
didn't think twice
about the madness and stupidity present within some souls

my cousins would kill her
for me
no questions asked
I think

maybe not
I don't know
but I feel like a little lost soul
some days
other days
I don't

I hate this stupid world
they shoulda let us stay til school was over

I left the pedo whores back home
and put my baby
in danger

stupid fvcking ****
i wonder if my cousin will kill her
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Msg: 66 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 11/8/2017 7:00:08 PM
there was a silent whisper
a baby crying
refusing to eat
bawling his head off
he drifted to sleep

He will come to me in the morning
sweet smiles and kisses

The other one is hot against my leg
kids are always hot
hotter than lovers
something about the DNA...

I forgot what I was going to write
I had intended something more abstract
but I tend to distract
from the actual thing
and just write what's right in front of me.

I wish I were abstract-er
oragami pizza wings flying with the pigs

but when I try
it doesn't make any sense

so I'll just say I'm glad my kids are sleeping sound
and try to distract myself
from the wreckage
echoing off this empty, sleep deprived shell
some would call a penny, looking for a wishing well.
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Msg: 1782 (view)
Manny's house by the Fire
Posted: 10/18/2017 6:12:31 PM

miss this poster....

a whole big bunch.
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Msg: 65 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 10/16/2017 8:57:06 AM
the peas don't taste right
bittersweet and melancholy

The smart grasses' bright pink hue
is a little off color
would never do
for a pressed flower this year.

The fog's molding places that have never seen mildew before
mudholes in the lane
big holes in the floor
and the roof is about to fall down in some places I think
but it hasn't yet
and I've always thought that
and mom has always said
everything is going to be okay.

His fvcking bull keeps eating my peas
I'm going to kill it.
It doesn't look right on this land
foreign intruder

These freaking humans are getting on my last damn nerves
with their wayward cattle
and cruel hands.
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Msg: 64 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 10/10/2017 7:58:20 AM
when they kill me
if they kill me
remind my children
that I loved them

when they kill me
if they kill me
be sure to save
those old pictures of me
when I was young and thin and pretty

remember that I did it
because I couldn't take it

remember that I forgot to remember
that i wasn't some freaking wh0re

when they kill me
if they kill me
love me
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Msg: 63 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 10/9/2017 8:42:55 PM
I hear something funny on the hill tonight
could be a person
or a coyote
but it's actually scaring me
and that's not my normal mode of operation

I'm a card carrying member of the hillbilly nation
and nothing scares me
except the truth
and I was going to tell you
something grand and wonderful about how pretty the stars were tonight

but it just doesn't feel right
there 's something out there
and I'm not sure
if it's a man or a meth head
or a critter

but it's got me all aflitter
and this is one of those occasions
when I wish I had a gun...

My little one
they know nothing of the danger associated with being
up a holler
all alone
with no one to call on the phone

ring ring
this is God
yer fvcked
now hang up
and get the hell out of here before you get yourself killed

bring it satan
we all know I'm suicidal
and I never will
confess my sins
before death

I'm not always a great person
but I don't reckon
I've hurt too many people to breathe

call me
if you can
I'm scared
I need your hand
against the phone and against my ear
It will help to take the fear

What is a girl to say
when she's supposed to be a woman??

but sometimes I wish
I had a smaller set of balls
maybe my pants wouldn't
fit so tight

I heard something on the hill
got me nervous
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Msg: 156 (view)
Would you date a felon or someone on probation?
Posted: 10/4/2017 6:19:48 PM
system is corrupt

probably more felons out there without a record
than there are with one
due to corrupt system

don't judge me

I do what I can without a steady job. If perfect citizens were so great wouldn't be so many child molesting teachers and preachers

none of them have felonies til they get caught
untelling how much damage they do.

so, no preachers or teachers for me
I guess we all have our limits.

*ps I'm not a felon
*pps misdemeanors knock you out of most jobs these days as well
*ppps kill whitey
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Msg: 62 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 7/4/2017 10:19:34 PM
something about a swinging sax
gets yer ass shaking in its seat
and you almost forget every stupid thing
you were about to write about.

i was going to hide something here
tuck it away like a newborn babe
all sickly sweet smelling
and innocent

there are things that have been said
about me and others
and mothers
and lovers
and death
and land
and and and and and and...

Yer not supposed to use and in poetry
or really writing of any sort

it has to be in addition to, yada yada
there is also a stong sense of hakuna matata
and when my four year old comes through the living room
belting it like an old pro
I laugh
at a silly ho
that thinks the world is ending when so many beginnings keep occuring

i can't ever remember
if occur is spelled correctly
and it kinda frucking hexes me
for a moment

then I get over it
and realize this has nothing to do with God
or love
or sex
or charity
just something in me
needs ripped out
and disposed of
like a whelping dog
thick with infection and trying to succumb
to some stupid word doctors use
when they are wanting to scrub a medical card dry

I get a tear in my eye
when I think of the what ifs associated with
whether or not I've waited too long.

They sing songs
and get sick on carnival rides
a tear in my eye
cuz i want to see them get married
and do well
as well

what the hell
am I saying
who knows,
thanks for listening.
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Msg: 61 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 6/20/2017 7:44:01 PM
one dog's got a boil
the other eats bitties
the puppies are all healthy as shit now that they got the fleas off
but i don't have time to play with them
and my legs hurt
and my feet hurt
and I don't particularly care for walking on concrete
the hills hurt in other ways
but at least
the ground gives
sometimes too much...

It's hard to tend to dogs
and chickens
and kids
and old people
and mom
and my garden
is slap full of weeds

The louffa gourds probably died.

farmer's market begins
I missed the meeting yesterday
and shipped 13 packages today.

Sometimes I just want to let the peas go to straw
and run away
to the hippie land
take some acid
let my kids grow dreads...

so I feign loyalty
afraid of living a life
void of the comfort
of a soft plait of moss against my holey boots when they slip
and I catch myself
on some hazlenut tree.

everything else will always come out in the wash
and I'll get to those freaking weeds someday.
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Msg: 11 (view)
Anal virgin
Posted: 6/19/2017 10:45:59 PM
having anal sex makes it bleed when you poop???

all this time i thought it was from squishing out babies...
course my 'anal virginity' and pregnancy came quite close together

good times
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Msg: 60 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 6/19/2017 10:42:38 PM
Silently interrupting
one more breath of nicotine
one more beer in the fridge
a half a joint perched
but very few roaches in the coffer
more things to fold and pick out for him cuz i'm his momma
and that's what momma's do
and I wonder
if the baby will be gone again tomorrow
and if I'll be okay with one being gone
and maybe i should have told the baby he was going
but whatever.

the point is
the suitcase is nearly packed
and he only needs a few more things
to be set
and the baby
will just go to work with mommy
cuz he's easy to deal with
when brother isn't beating him to death
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Msg: 59 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 6/16/2017 4:16:31 PM

too sober to write
let me smoke another and maybe I'll remember
just what in the fvck in this world is worth writing about

cock a doodle doooooooooooo

I sit around watching hens reproducing and wondering why
I couldn't have been born with feathers

I saw some the other day
with their butts raw
from the talons
in their back
and I was jealous

cuz all my life
all I've ever wanted
is to fly...
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Msg: 1544 (view)
Posted: 6/16/2017 4:07:17 PM
melancholy dreams
wildflower child breathes dust
guinneas gather worms
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Msg: 11 (view)
word stew
Posted: 6/13/2017 8:31:41 PM
homemade biscuits
and baloney gravy
won't hurt you a bit
as long as you work a little bit
but when the gravy train
runs all winter long
and you haven't been outside
in too damn long
shyt tends to stick.

but... it'll come back off
there's no reason to stop
the homemade biscuits
and baloney gravy

just be glad you have something to eat
and if you think
that makes for an unworthy date...

go find someone else
you cannot rope the wind
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Msg: 15 (view)
you were a great actress
Posted: 5/23/2017 6:21:00 PM
maybe. hell. I don't even drink every day...
but, i do tend to tie them on pretty hard core on occasion and well yeah

Maybe I can get it out of me long enough to settle down and focus on something else.

we'll see.
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Msg: 58 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 5/23/2017 6:15:58 PM
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Msg: 13 (view)
you were a great actress
Posted: 5/23/2017 1:31:07 PM
but... my heart is shaking and I can't sleep and when I do I have these terrible dreams all night. bleh.
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Msg: 24 (view)
Do some people live a 1950s lifestyle?
Posted: 5/23/2017 4:43:52 AM
In Kentucky we still do it 1850s style...

but i never thought of it as a particularly kinky thing.

hey baby, wanna fetch water from the spring then go hoe the beans later.
oooh... so hawt.

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Msg: 56 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 5/23/2017 4:37:25 AM
* i had a six year old thread on here but the mod deleted it for pure meanness *
obviously, she wasn't a poet or didn't particularly care for my writing.

Foodstamps get abused
so I hear
some trade off an entire month
for just a handful of pills
I've seen it happen
but I don't really think
it happens as much
as people think.

I waste my foodstamps on organic aloe vera water
and pizza rolls
we eat way too many pizza rolls
but I rarely buy pop
or much junk
but that aloe vera juice is kinda high
and I suppose I should feel guilty
for the three dollar bottles of organic juice
i purchase every month
but maybe it'll kill cancer or something
so I don't have to waste a bunch of medical card money

Perhaps it balances out
I don't do pills
but if I did
I'd feed my kids

some people don't
it's pretty sad
but hell
what can you do???

some people blow them on pills
others buy organic aloe vera juice.
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Msg: 9 (view)
you were a great actress
Posted: 5/23/2017 4:08:43 AM
I reckon so...

forgiving anyone is also hard
especially myself.

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Msg: 7 (view)
you were a great actress
Posted: 5/22/2017 7:52:33 PM
obviously insanity
doesn't bother me
like it should

i want to stop being a terrible mother
i want everything to be normal
but it is so hard to face life
it's real hard
to do anything sober
I think


I quit for three months last year
it's hard
and people think
I'm just wild as a buck and have no respect or love
for my kids

this isn't true
at all
I love them
I'm just stuck.
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Msg: 55 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 5/22/2017 5:53:30 PM
If you really want to see a big collection of poetry, go to allpoetry and look me up under Zabetha
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Msg: 5 (view)
you were a great actress
Posted: 5/22/2017 5:51:45 PM
Sabetha used to cook for men
Sabetha used to be pretty and love her children
Sabetha turned in to Zabetha,
but she's still just that stupid ole revo...

Sabetha is lost forever
Hidden below this alcoholic weight
that she hates
but can't change

Revoskeepnus needs to go to rehab
or something
but she won't
so I guess we can all just hope she straightens up
without intervention

She's not a bad person
she just got lost again.
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Msg: 64 (view)
Increasing your chances to date someone with high education level
Posted: 1/24/2017 8:15:50 AM
I did a huge search in a metropolitan area for specifically men with doctorates and found none. There are other sites specifically for educated people. maybe that's where they are at??
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Msg: 53 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 1/23/2017 5:15:06 PM
that awkward moment
when you have a burning desire
hotter than a thousand wh0res
in a tiny church house
with one pastor
hell bent to save them all

that tiny ping
within the being
that aches for something a little more bright
and a little less numbing
than cold beer and hot whiskey

I've been making plans lately
for dates and stuff
but not from POF
never date anyone on POF
it's just a good place to write
when your other account
gets banned
nothing more

that awkward moment
when you have nothing to write about
but you shyt one out
just in case.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 4 (view)
Posted: 10/24/2016 6:25:32 PM
never cast judgement on those
that give up
they tried really fvcking hard
to make it
and I personally believe
st peter gives a hand to those that are lost
and we get to try again
fingers crossed
so they say...
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 52 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 10/24/2016 6:39:14 AM
sometimes if I squeeze my eyes tight
I can see the hands of the ones I love
steadily snapping and laughing
and gossiping
and talking
about things
what would they say to one another??
what won't two old women say when sitting in front of several bushels
some ancient rhythm passed down through blood
too dark to be white
but no one would claim any different
and I'd listen to those two old women
gossiping about people long gone
the day the mule got stuck in the mud
or how much they loved their grandbabies

sometimes if I squeeze my eyes real tight
I can hear my loved ones laughing
Granny and Opal
sitting around breaking up beans
and I know everything's going to be okay
then reality hits
and I realize I'm just a nit wit
sitting alone on the porch
breaking up the last mess of the season
reminiscing on things
that will never be again....

but it comforts me to think of them
and remember
the days
when I was young
and loved by some real good women.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 51 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 9/12/2016 1:57:01 PM
blonde b almost paid off
no jail for me this month...

how strange it is
to have to hit up two different men
for cash
cuz the bank account crashed
over a month ago
and the man I've been screwing for a year
said it's a sin
to spend
the green stuff
on green stuff
so I assume overdrawn bank accounts and restitution and presents for the kids
and all that stuff a person has to have
to get by
in life

tacos tonight
hamburgers tomorrow
and I breath a sigh of relief
accompanied by such sorrow

it's a shame to have to hit up
random men

but I thank the Good Lord
for allowing me
to sin.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 35 (view)
Men, would you date a woman who is pregnant? Why or why not?
Posted: 9/12/2016 6:54:19 AM
Women that don't view themselves as throw away trash are hazardous???


Maybe we just value the good parts of ourselves and realize the mistakes are actually blessings in disguise. I was given money for an abortion, didn't abort, and my kid is freaking awesome. I made the right decision....

I just think a heavily sexed pregnancy makes for an easier delivery.

Above Poster: that's fine if you dont' want kids. Be sure not to date anyone with kids. It isn't fair to the woman for you to take up her time if you have no desire to be a dad.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 50 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 9/12/2016 6:46:50 AM
what a fool I've been
sitting around thinkin'
of time and music and philosophical meanderings
like what is the purpose of my simple yet complicated life
waiting to become a wife
with no groom in site

oh, what a fool I've been
playing the blind little woman
up the holler
with a heart full of mush
probably time for me to push
another carriage around
or something cute
like that
don't women look good in those fancy hats??
they wear
at the derby
I wouldn't go of course
due to the cruelty
but if I were homeless
I'd sneak on the grounds
just to empty their liquor cups
into a jug or two
then I'd go back to my camp
and have a big time with you
yeah, if we were homeless bums
we could sit around being drunks
but you're a rich man
and I'm a poor sinner
things could never be
and honestly
I don't particularly
care for hats

what a fool I've been
sitting up this holler
bathing in a bucket
wishing I were washing
for him
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 522 (view)
the over 35 Bluez
Posted: 9/11/2016 8:35:13 PM
i forgot what I was going to say...

but, maybe that being a stay at home wife or stay at home mother is a job in itself, and people should stop berating gender roles and calling them worthless.

She'll probably find someone looking for the same thing.

There's no glory in being a single mom working two part time jobs and attending college... blah blah blah. Been there done that, didn't get a freaking trophy. I'd give my left arm to be able to stay at home and relax with my children. I also have dreams and goals. But, ya know, whatever. that's all I had to say I reckon.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 79 (view)
Getting my Sex Life off the Endangered List
Posted: 9/11/2016 7:59:43 PM
sounds like your significant other is depressed and just as bored as you are.

ditch her and watch her get prettied up for another man.

she is probably just really sad and feels pathetic.-+-----------------------------------
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 32 (view)
Men, would you date a woman who is pregnant? Why or why not?
Posted: 9/11/2016 7:54:53 PM
Pregnancy makes you really h0rny. In a perfect world/// we'd still have our mates, but stuff happens. I refused to date with my last pregnancy, but ended up desperate as hell dying out. IDK if it was good for the baby or my body to go that long without sex. But, ya know, morals. I sure as heck didn't think of myself as 'throw away trash'.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 20 (view)
Can some SMART girl please explain to me what the problem is..?
Posted: 9/11/2016 7:51:10 PM
shecheated on me with a 19 year old 300 pound guy because he was a better kisser.

hee hee.

thanks for the laugh... even if it is an ancient thread.
Joined: 8/4/2015
Msg: 49 (view)
Enslaved to the System
Posted: 9/11/2016 7:31:31 PM
tufts of spirited pollen plumes
in a field that shouldn't be so weedy
considering there was a garden I was tending
once upon a time

but... it is rather unkempt
and I gaze upon the ironweed blooms
magenta hue telling the world to kiss its purple azz
cuz weeds are sexy too
and I just think to myself
hell yeah they are
weeds are sexy too...


Not accustomed to being some high class hooker that wants a man to buy everything
but not accustomed to being some independent woman that never gets help with anything
I'll fvck and suck, wash the dishes if I have to
might even feed you a dish of wild mushrooms served with grace
but if you can't pay
for a joint to help calm my poverty stricken nerves
then don't expect me
to be worrying over desert
not a high maintenance hooker
nor an independent broad
something in between
a suddle wink
or a nod.....


he looked kinda cute
sprawled on the grass
but I didn't look at him
that's my story
I'm sticking to it....


he looked really clever
in that sun hat and shades
but I didn't see him
I swear on my father's grave


sometimes I think the purpose of life
is to breed and die
we are just stupid animals
trying to outwit a bunch of rules
written by karma
in the divine book of survival
encrypted with stupid riddles
like is he a good fvck will he make a good father am I being stupid

devil made me do it
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