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 Author Thread: ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE......
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 54 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE......
Posted: 5/7/2006 1:24:29 PM
I started writing who I have finally seen to be the love of my life, so to get used to writing letters by hand i have started to write my poems instead of typing heres my newest one


Death in life as light goes into darkness
ravaged corpses crumble to dust
as the blight engulfs the world whole
demons reign over the vagrent souls
and devour them live to satisfy their bloodlust

it went dark but I have no idea were it was going
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 51 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE......
Posted: 5/3/2006 12:53:36 PM
dramatic acts of rage,
a heated firestorm leaving none behind,
raging flames of feelings
make old embers flare inside,
reminders of almost forgotten scars


yes to bad the change couldnt stick
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 48 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE......
Posted: 4/27/2006 6:25:46 PM
Title Water

How far,
How far must we go in life,
How much must we give,
How much must we lose,
In the search for love
How can you be certain you have found it
Even with great feelings you can never really be sure
To throw yourself headlong into something
Is the only way
Trying to find it all is hard
You want to give in so bad
After failing and falling
But you cant
You must fight on and never give in
All in the slight chance
That you might find your love
Its taken so long
But I am sure of this
That I have found you
I just hope that you have found me


abit on the light side, quite diff from my normal stuff. enjoy
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 45 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 4/25/2006 8:22:45 AM
enlighting me and making me smile
there for me when I want no one else
knowing my pain and understanding it all
a mirror for my soul
just as mine mirrors hers
twisted and turned broken in need of mending
we will build each other up
in this vast wasteland called life

just wrote that.
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 44 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 4/25/2006 7:32:12 AM
To protect her i will give my life but knowing that will hurt her i can not
what must i do; my love never in need of my protection
yet my heart will allways protect her; never wanting to leave her side
yet the distance to far; my love will never leave her
always with my heart and soul because without her i don't exist
now and forever i need her in my life.


wrote that one aloong time ago in another life it seems now.
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 43 (view)
 
FROM THE DARKER LIFE OF MINE
Posted: 4/24/2006 2:04:23 PM
Walking into the sunset
the war rages to his back
giving up on the souls that need him most
returning to his cold tomb of pain
reguarded once more as the destroyer
seen once more as the jerk
times of change always come
and the best of friends will break
time may heal all wounds
but only makes some scars worse
my skin etched with pain and sorrow
my soul lost long ago in search of my mate
dwindling down my wayward path
as I walk into the sunset
as the war rages to my back
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 42 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 4/20/2006 5:32:38 PM
I don’t truly know you
But yet a fear for you
I feel your emotions
When you speak
I feel like crying
When I feel you dying
Is it wrong for me to care
About one that I don’t
But dearly want to know
We all have problems
Some more than others
I fear her cuts
Her life slowly ebbs
She sees her life
Knowing it must go on
It tears me apart to know this
But what can I do?
I am but a man
And am helpless to stop it
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 2 (view)
 
Hello all. No0b in need of help.
Posted: 2/25/2006 12:44:53 AM
thanks I just updated it. not sure if you saw or not, but I like just about anything.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 1 (view)
 
Hello all. No0b in need of help.
Posted: 2/25/2006 12:30:04 AM
Hello all, I am looking to have my profile reviewed and look foward to hearing any and all thoughts, good and bad about it. thanks for the help.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 40 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/24/2006 5:45:13 AM
Why do I hurt
what the hells wrong
shes still on my mind
my heart pines still
I fell unwanted
I know its true
what I want never
never seams to be
go away love
get out attracttion
why is it I cant fall for another
I only fall
wishing this was different
I really felt good
then as always
my curse rises still
this cold clamy feeling
encases my once warm heart
it still beats for her
my souls still dreams of her
I hate myself for being so week
I cant belive this always happens
maybe I will destroy myself
let my blood flow free
just end this life
and all my pain float away
in the crimson see of blood.
this is the death of ModiFiyd.
reborn from his ash
rises Prometheus.

I really liked her to :(
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 39 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/23/2006 11:05:02 AM
The torment continues
this mocking of life
i will soon end this
they will all see
what i once held dear
betrayed me with complete
almost total disreguard
my heart stolen
my soul displaced
these mark my once
and albeit short
time knowing happiness
i have died inside
but i feel this still
i feel my rage
I feel the envie
that being inside me
that looks to strike
so before i do i push them away
the one that knows me
knows this style
is the one that i fear to hurt the most
this in no dout my last
also true my final
poetic crying.

R.I.T ModiFiyd
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 38 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/23/2006 11:04:17 AM
I met this girl
She made me feel
She made me smile
She made me sing

I met this girl
the same one still
and she made me hurt
she made me mad
she made me want to cry

I built up walls to hide behind inside
to keep me from crying
to prevent the feelings
that girl provoked me to feel
now these walls are my jail
I am drowning in my tears
trapped within me
dying inside
once my safe haven
now my prison
soon to be my tomb.

(> o2/22/o6<
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 34 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 9:19:47 AM
My life is a whirlpool
ever twisting inside
ripping my armor
tearing my defences
leaving me naked
weak and alone
longing to hold someone
to destroy this cold
life in darkness
life in light
I live inbetween
always knowing happiness
but never holding it dear
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 33 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 9:18:49 AM
thank you. I just wrote some new ones.

The light of your smile
The glow of your skin
The way you move
Twirling tither & too
The grace of a hummimng bird
With the beauty if a sunset
These are the ways to describe you
The only words that do you justice
To know you is to be free

P.S: yea its light I know, but I dont do two many of these. and please call me Modi :)
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 15 (view)
 
I'm outta here!!
Posted: 2/20/2006 9:17:28 AM
LMAO sardines nice one.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 11 (view)
 
I'm outta here!!
Posted: 2/19/2006 7:39:36 PM
Why thank you. Seems I have better luck having a conversation in the forums then thru PM's. really sucks.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 31 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/18/2006 6:36:35 PM
cold darkness
thumping heart
envolping pain
total loss
beside myself
ever slight joy
pain rememberance
returned to earth
my soul unearthed.


Entered into dimness
This absence of light
Vaccumed air
Drained of feeling
Total nullness
Life defined
By total death
Unequivical irony
Sarcastic ruins
Of a dead race
That is where my humanity lies


two seperate poems but they seem to fit to me.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 6 (view)
 
I'm outta here!!
Posted: 2/18/2006 5:45:21 PM
lol well I could have said life is like a box of choclate, you never know what you gonna get but i felt the grapes of wraith were better
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 34 (view)
 
Rude People that hide behind their computers!
Posted: 2/17/2006 2:09:37 PM
I like the other mails like OMGHI2U or the overtly rude people that just call you saddam and other such bigotry
 ModiFiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 29 (view)
 
ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/17/2006 10:53:48 AM
thanks. just stoped by the forums to see whats up. I'll have to post more.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 4 (view)
 
I'm outta here!!
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:47:11 PM
I'm with you cougar, All men are the same (sarcasm) if you get one rotten grape do you toss the whole bunch or pick off the bad ones? I find that all the female friends I have, which I can count on one hand sadly,think I'm a good guy.I havent got many replies back from the mails I sent out. But you cant honestly say that one creepy guy that you or sadly your child met here is whats making you leave the site.

Or can you say that you have never went out with a creep or a total jerk out there in real life.Because then you would not be dating at all nor looking to meet someone here, am I right or wrong?


P.S: being a mod on countless other forum sites I hope this post isnt considered a flame, I'm just upset about the way she makes the few good men on here seam non-existant

ModiFiyd
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 26 (view)
 
ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:37:14 PM
"Deceptive" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd

Behind friendly faces,
Lie demon's in wait,
You think they are friends,
To them you are bait,
They will rip you to shreds,
Devour your soul,
And for what,
One never knows.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 25 (view)
 
ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:34:05 PM
"Conflict" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd and Vampyro

An army of darkness march's forth
Spreading fear and famine
Among the terror is love
Love for one another and for family

A family divided
Yet unable to separate
Destined to clash forever
But joined for eternity

Always in anguish
Unable to hide true feelings
But hating what they feel

Total destruction of the mind and soul
Combination of the heart and body
Two parts so intertwined
Yet always at war
Always fighting and always finding love
Never to find peace in between
But constantly finding it inside

A weakness in the work's
A strength in the mists
And a flaw on the battlefield

Coming together in a room of play
Where all are equal
Yet slaves to one another
And slaves to the body

Free minds meld into one
Combining to show unity
In a world of spite and hate
Finding comfort in arms
Among those alike


A fine pair we made I think. We have sort of lost touch with one another.Work and different timezones really dont help
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 24 (view)
 
ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:32:29 PM
"Despair" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd and Vampyro

Feels the rush of pain
As a knife slashes the heart
Releasing me from life in torment
My soul free to soar
But trapped in this realm
Of everlasting darkness
To never again see true loves bliss
By the light of the moon eclipse
Total darkness made into light
Illuminating the stars in flight
To fight the darkness within
The truth of worldly life
The lies of the devils kin
And the lies of love within
A love never found
And a life never lived
Left to wonder if I ever died
Can this be the end?
Or can it be the beginning?
Never gone but never here
A chance to start a new

paired minds at work.
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 23 (view)
 
ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:31:55 PM
"Lost" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd

In all eternity,
The soul search's,
For what one never knows,
When you find it,
There is a feeling
Like you have never felt,
When you lose it,
Great despair,
You fall down an endless spiral,
Wanting to die,
But the soul will survive
Searching ever still to find
What you have lost
 Modifiyd
Joined: 1/23/2006
Msg: 22 (view)
 
ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:31:07 PM
"The Beast, The Rage Within Me" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd

I have a beast inside me
It wants to be let loose
It claws at me
Snarling to be set free
Memories from the past
The fuel for its rage
It begs to cause pain
To sink its teeth into flesh
The flesh of the one's that hurt me
Thats is all it wants in life
For that ever short pleasure
Feeling the bones crack
The smell of spilt blood
I know that I'm better than this
I battle this rage every day
It truly scares me
This knowledge I have
I am not this beast
But it is me
Will this battle ever end?
This rage has let me live
Fed me in my time of need
But I deny him his only wish
Destruction and pain I cannot allow
To release these things
Would destroy me
Because I know when I do
I will not wish to stop
I come to the realization now
In writing you this poem
I am that beast
I am it's shell
But I still fight it
Why I do not know
I fear the day it wins
For I will truly die
I am immortal in this life
But should I lose this battle
I am gone, the rage has won

This is more than a poem,
Its a chronicle of a life, mine.
These are feeling's long buried,
Revived in a conversation
I felt a flood of emotions,
The desire, the rage,
Its been a long
Since I had these feeling's
To have to fight for control again.
Sigh, I only fear the end
Of this battle for one reason
Who will win, and what will become of me?
Can I be the same without the rage?


yes the Vamp part is in respect to my poetic muse Vampyro.Wonderful woman. helped me out alot in realizing my talent.
 
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