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 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 32 (view)
 
My Thread.....
Posted: 10/16/2011 2:35:20 PM
U know u can post here if u want... I'm not trying to be special here.... I don't want any problems with the staff..... Annie...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 31 (view)
 
Poem: Our Infinite Love....
Posted: 10/5/2011 5:53:22 PM
I miss u so much...
I think of u every minute of the day...
I sometimes don't know how i'll get thru my day... without u...

I want to see u so much, but i don't know how u feel most days...
Is ur heart lonely without me?...
I sometimes wonder....

You've made so many mistakes...
But... I always forgave u...
It's so easy to forgive someone when u love em as much...
As i love u....

You'll always be my love.... and ... nothing will ever change that...
Or take what we had away from me...
As i lie in bed at night... I will always keep our love here... safe with me...
For... that's where u belong.. here... safe with me...

I love u....
And... how many times must i tell u that...
I Love U..... before u understand the full meaning of the words that i utter.....
I Love U!.....

My feelings for u are eternal... infinite!...
Among the stars....
Among the heavens....
There is no love ... of any time...
Nor universe that can compare to us!...

Our expressions of heartfelt love....
Of the most sorrowful of pain..... and glory....
Whose love could ever withstand the tremors of our most passionate kiss?!!!

Surely one day we'll be written among the stars.... for that's surely where our love belong...
Among the stars!...... among the heavens!....
To be written into a thousand years!...

By: Annie...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 80 (view)
 
Beauty over age 45
Posted: 9/25/2011 6:00:00 PM
It keeps us beautiful on the inside and out u know...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 79 (view)
 
Beauty over age 45
Posted: 9/25/2011 5:58:30 PM
Nawh.... No callouses or wrinkles anywhere.... no wounds with salt... no bridges to burn... none of the above... holding on to pain from the past is what damages the mind and eventually kills us.....
Stress causes illiness... it's not worth it...
I've learned a long time ago to pray about the past and to keep moving forward...it's what keeps us sane... what keeps us alive.... learning to forgive people that caused us our painful past... :}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 186 (view)
 
Sexy voices.......... what type turns you on?
Posted: 9/25/2011 3:33:13 PM
Definately Matt Damon's voice... not to say his looks also.... Mmmm... Super sexy.... makes me purrrrr... :)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 78 (view)
 
Beauty over age 45
Posted: 9/25/2011 2:44:25 PM
Not all of us have callouses and wrinkles..... :)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 209 (view)
 
What makes a woman over 40 sexy?
Posted: 9/11/2011 5:56:22 AM
I guess for me... From the time that i was borned till now.... have molded me into the person that i am today....

I consider myself pretty lucky to have instilled family traditional values ... making it easier to incorporate the same into my very own...

There's not a day in my life that my children ... or grandchildren don't tell me that they love me.... or try to spend as much time with me as possible... :)

Displaying public acts of affection is a norm for us... :}

Also... growing up....I had a great teacher.... Who reconized that there was something more in me.... and let me know .. how unique i was.....

I was willing to listen... to sit back... observe... and to learn.....

For me.... these things is what made me the woman that i am today... :)

And... Ur question....

what makes a woman over 40 sexy?...

How about what makes any woman sexy?...

Her demeanour?....her voice?.... The way she looks?... The way she looks at u?...

The image she portrays?.... or the way we see her portraying the image that we desire?

I'm guessing it could be any ... or all of these things....

For me..... just being a woman is sexy....
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 1291 (view)
 
If someone emails you with misspelled words and bad grammar, do you respond?
Posted: 9/9/2011 11:12:53 AM
I haven't heard anyone bring up the fact that maybe some are just doing this to attract someone they like attention... :)








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 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 30 (view)
 
Poem:... The Pain Of A BrokenHeart......
Posted: 9/6/2011 1:16:54 AM
Writing about my feelings has been my best therapy..... and that's why i created this thread so that i may share some heartfelt moments of my life with u...
I want to thank those of u who read my poems and have given me back ur love in return.... Thank u so much!..... Annie..:)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 29 (view)
 
Poems From The Heart...
Posted: 9/6/2011 1:08:14 AM
Thank u Letsdance247....

That was a very painful time for me... but as we all know.... with time ... and age... comes wisdom.....
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 28 (view)
 
Poem:... The Pain Of A BrokenHeart......
Posted: 9/6/2011 12:50:59 AM
Thank u Southern_Blueyes...
Sadly..... it's something the heart can only learn by experience.... and i appreciate ur sharing...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 26 (view)
 
Poem: I Forgive.....
Posted: 9/4/2011 11:53:16 AM
That's really sweet of u... Thank u Phillip... :}

Annie..:)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 25 (view)
 
Poem: I Forgive.....
Posted: 9/3/2011 8:59:09 AM
I forgive ur arrogance...
and ur ignorance....
because, it's a part... of who u are...
I know it's even harder for u...
to accept the truth about urself...
needless to say...
to even live with urself....
in ur oddest of conditions...

Careful...
if ur too quiet...
u may just hear urself screaming.....
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 1269 (view)
 
If someone emails you with misspelled words and bad grammar, do you respond?
Posted: 8/29/2011 10:46:04 AM
No... Actually because i like being different... And for me different is good...:}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 1263 (view)
 
If someone emails you with misspelled words and bad grammar, do you respond?
Posted: 8/28/2011 9:25:33 AM
Even though i have a distaste for bad grammar... The benefit of the doubt should be exercise when reading profiles...
Maybe they were in a hurry... or... were so caught up in their feelings at the moment that they were stumbling over their words... it's certaintly happened to me at times... so why not another?
So...i'll usually ignore the misspelled words and look beyond that to identify with the person writing the words on a more personal level....
As for myself.....I usually write U instead of You... and Ur instead of Your... but other than that i usually won't have many misspelled words that i'm choosing to misspelled incorrectually ... :)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 89 (view)
 
WOMEN....Are you afraid to settle down with a Military Man?
Posted: 8/28/2011 8:30:21 AM
I meant to say that i totally agree with ladyimage views on the military life.... not the comments above me...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 88 (view)
 
WOMEN....Are you afraid to settle down with a Military Man?
Posted: 8/28/2011 8:24:32 AM
I totally agree...
But knowing the military life i would marry a military man in a heartbeat....
Even though my husband and i were married ...( like a lot of women)... before "we" joined the service... and it last for 16 years....
There are many sides to living a military life....and i've been on both sides of the fence......so i think i can make an honest assessments of it....

Once the spouse... (being male or female) ... join... they become military property... and a lot of women and men are not emotionally prepare for...
long deployments... being a one parent family... mainly family separation... because the children also go thru separation withdrawl just like the parents... packing ... and unpacking alone... at a moments notice.... not to mention changing schools...and being separated from their friends that have become their family away from family.....
Military people are taught that are comrads are our family.... and anything outside of the military are civilians... and their world is different from our world... and it is....
Being a military spouse....
I've met a lot of spouses.... mostly women... stating that the pay, travel, and health benefits were great... And most had forgotten about the man or woman that were married to... they had set themselves up to be more like..." military housewives of the rich and famous"....

A lot of my ex's male friends were small town boys who had never been away from home..... and had been "out there" for the first time and married strippers and tried to make them into wives.....
I once babysat a child for the wife of a friend of ours .. her husband was out on a ship with my husband.... and she brought the sweet little kid over ...supposely for a few hours... and said she was going to work and the child wasn't picked up until his father came back from the ship to retrieve him... 10 days later!....
And like most military people... we just protected our friend and never told a soul.... that's what we do...

Most forget that their spouses are more than a paycheck... and treated their overseas detatchment as a time to play cat and mouse with other service members or civillians...
I was a military wife/mother /friend for 16 years....
I've seen a LOT of things.... and i know for a fact that the stress these service members recieve causes them to drink and make poor decisions... during basic training....they're taught to be perfect.... they have to be perfect.... there's no room for error... too many lives are depending on them to "get it right the first time... because their are no second chances"... because second chances can cause u ur life...
Military life is not for sissies..... or momma's boys.... it's for a real man... a spiritual man.....
It's for the boy that went hunting with his dad every year.... boys that loved to camp... men that believe in The United States Of America... and live by " The Pledge of Allegiance" ..... as a real creed...And a way of life....
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 192 (view)
 
PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE POSTING ANYTHING IN THIS FORUM SECTION
Posted: 8/23/2011 12:40:27 AM
Well ... Thank U Brawnydog... :)

I misunderstood the whole thing... i thought we were allowed to create a thread to post more of our poems so we wouldn't over run anyone else's thread... I was only trying to be a consideration neighbor....

Most are more of a romantic nature.... and should be read one after another..... more about little pieces of my heart.... but... if I offend anyone.... i'll remove them...
That's totally not the reason that they're there.... :)
Been keeping an eye on me?... That's really sweet.... Thank U.... :)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 24 (view)
 
Poem: Shall I Bring Forth My Arrow?
Posted: 8/21/2011 9:21:47 PM
Poem: Shall I Bring Forth My Arrow?



If my words of passion has silence thy lips....

shall...not my kiss steal thy heart?....:}


Shall I bring forth my arrow?.... :}

And...

What of thy heart?....

Shall I cup it....:}

And... keep it safe with me..... :}

In my chamber..... :}

Gently... :}

I shall hear it beating... :}

As I hold it... :}

Slumbering ......

keeping it always closely to my bosom..... :}


For...if my words have pierced thy heart...... :}

Shall not my kiss silence thy lips.... forever?...:}



By: Annie..:}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 23 (view)
 
Poem: What Are These Words?....
Posted: 8/21/2011 9:15:18 PM
Poem: What Are These Words?....

What are these words thy whisper?.....lol....A True Beauty?.... :}

Surely u don't mean I..... :}


Surely not as beautiful as the words thy has sent me....:}

To fill my heart with wonder!!!....:}


Who is this man... that hides behind a faceless mask?.... :}

And... I wonder.....


What of these beautiful words.... that have fallen from thy lips

this night?..:}


Ur voice speak of words.....of love... and beauty.... :}

How is it that you've come.... to know... of such sweet words?...:}


Shall i wonder a step futher?....}


Nay.....

I withdrawl myself from thee....:{


Some things are better left untouched....

unwilled.....

untarnished.....:{



I willed myself from thee this night.....

Nay!.....

Move thy closer?....

And... I shall move backwards... a step more...:{


Nay!......

Move thy not!.... not a step more!!!..... :{

Remove thy outstretched hand!!!....

Remove it!!!....


As I bring mine closer to my bosom...:{

And as I turn!....:{

Turn...away I shall from thee!.....:{


And ... As I walk.....walk away shall I from thee.....:{

I Walk away......

Never again to venture thy way...

A step more...:{


By: Annie..:{
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 22 (view)
 
Poem: A Lovers Retention
Posted: 8/21/2011 9:01:49 PM
Poem: A Lovers Retention

This poem was the one that let me know that there really is such a thing as reincarnation...

And gave me the hope....that one day....

That one day.....I would find him again.... :)

He may not look the same... in this reincarnated life...

But... i know that when i look into his eyes...
that i will know him... :}

And.....His soul will know mine!....:}

And... his heart would never look away from me.... ever again...
because he will know that his heart has found it's home... :}

So... Here is my poem....In it's entirely....


A Lover's Retention.....:}


Remembering at first our glance......
Inside the gardens we did run.....
And in the Isles of Greece and France......
But never to utter a single word.......
For there was never a need for speech... :}

A golden mist was in his eyes....
Of blue......Of green ......Of gray....
And of the brown...... as was his hair.....
Which in the wind... did sway....... :}


A lover's dream..... to me he calls.....
And wakes me with a touch of spring!!!....
Into his empty arms I fall.....
He fills my soul......
With ecstasies!!!......

A love......
As no other love, when he holds me in his warm embrace.....
And brings me to the ends of time.....
Into the past......Our minds did trace.....

The memory we had before... when we secretly met in the corridors..... :}
And on the mountain top we stood..... as he spoke with Arien traits...
Of a Sir Lancelot who destroyed mens evil plots....Of Hercules.... and Jason..... who swept women away......:}

He told me that I was his goddess!..
A queen... that he could always adore...
And now that i've come back to him....
His love i'ld be..... forever more!!!....

And when he kissed my trembled lips...... so softly....
My heart did beat so fast.....
For there was a fright within me.......
That warned... it wouldn't last.....

Be it may.....I was his only love.....
And he... my amouring knight....
I knew that the battle would soon be here.......Then go..... he.... below..... to fight....... :{

My brillant knight....... the sun did fill..... his armor on the battlefield.....
Slayed fifty men it came to be......But... there came a hundered more!!!!......

Sounds of blades were as horrific music to my ears!......The grass had turned to red!......
The screams of men...... filled me with fear......As thousands layed there dead!!!....

Oh god!!!....If this be a dream.... then wake me not!!!...
Do not allow my heart to fall into a deep and lonely sleep....To end without a cause.... :{
And of this love..... I have inside.....
Be it with he.....or not at all....:{

Alas when the battle ended......All was still and calm....And.... I went among the ruins to find my love...

All was a horror as death went by to claim her conquest.....

She look at me.... and smiled....
As one she touched..... cried my name aloud!!!.....
How could this be?.... It was my love!!!....
Oh god!!!....Please don't let her take him from me!!!!!...
To let my heart feel emptiness.....Help me to reach him!!!!.....

I see so much fear in his eyes as she caresses his hair.....Slowly he slumbers......And... death is gone....

I sit upon the mountain top.......amung the ruins....Only to embrace the shell... that laid there beneath me.....:{
As his spirit leaves me discontent .....and alone.....
So all alone......
Farewell my love...... :{



By Annie........
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 21 (view)
 
Song: I'm Lost Written.....
Posted: 8/21/2011 6:00:15 PM
The name of this song is actually.... "I'm Lost " .... not "I'm Lost Written"...
Sorry i left part of the written by on there...
Annie...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 20 (view)
 
Song:When Did U Fall?....
Posted: 8/21/2011 5:18:19 PM
Song:When Did U Fall?....



(Music)

Don't know exactly when it happened....
couldn't tell exactly by ur stare....
don't know exactly if u mentioned.....
just exactly when u started to care.....

Couldn't tell exactly by our nights out....
was it at the movies?....
or was it here?....

Was it by the ocean?..
or at the sunset?...
the candlelight dinner?....
or.... that touch of ur hair?.....


Corus:


When did u fall?...
I'ld really like to know it....
when did u fall?....
because right now...u show it!....:}

When did u fall?....
that look in ur eyes....
the kiss of ur lips....
is saying it all!.....

When did u fall?...:}

Can't say for sure if it's forever.....
can't say u always will be there....
can't say we will grow old together.....
but... i feel in my soul that you'll always be there.....

And I know for sure that when u hold me....
that i feel i'm walking in the air.......
u look in my eyes ...
and see right thru me....
oh!...
and when u touch me...
it's outta this world!...:}


corus:


When did u fall?...
I'ld really like to know it....
when did u fall?....
because right now...
u show it!....:}


When did u fall?....
that look in ur eyes....
the kiss of ur lips....
is saying it all!.....
When did u fall?...:}

corus:

When did u fall?...
I'ld really like to know it....
when did u fall?....
because right now...u show it!....:}

When did u fall?....
that look in ur eyes....
the kiss of ur lips....
is saying it all!.....
When did u fall?...:}

(music)

When did u fall?...:}

(music)

Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh..oh...oh....When did u fall?...:}



By Annie....
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 19 (view)
 
Poem/Song: Mr. Neal
Posted: 8/21/2011 4:51:56 PM
Poem/Song: Mr. Neal...

Mr. Neil is a nice guy...
He's been my neighbor... mostly eighteen years..
But now it seen as if he's lost his mind...
Slipping in comas as he's standing there ...
Left in a glare...
Of days gone by... Makes me wanna cry...:{

He told me that he had some treats once more...
The lil biscuits that he gives my pets...
He noticed that i had them pinned upstairs....

He looked as if he felt some deep regrets..
I noticed that he welped...
I told him that he could leave them at the steps upstairs...
But i could tell that he just wasn't there...

Remembering that i said some words to him but somehow he never
Comprehend..
Walked up to me and slipped the biscuts in.. into my hand... as he
Walked away...

Then sadly turned to me and said...
I'll miss u...
Not knowing what to say i said.... i'll miss u too..

The neighbors looked at me and stared...
But i just smile... I didn't care...
for... what else was i suppose to do?
But smile and say... i'll... miss.. u... too...
Was all that i could say was....
I'll miss u... too....


By: Annie... :(
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 18 (view)
 
Poem: Fool's Gold..... :(
Posted: 8/21/2011 4:18:48 PM
Poem: Fool's Gold..... :(


There is such a thing as fool's gold....
try not to put much into it...
for all the glitter and appeal....
you'll find it's not worth a thing at all...
it's just pretty to look at...
I can honestly say...
that i've wasted thousands on fool's gold...

but i think the most important lesson is.....now....
that i know it's worth... i can put it behind me......
I can walk away from it...
and just watch it shine...and glitter...
from afar..... :{

By Annie..:{
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 190 (view)
 
PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE POSTING ANYTHING IN THIS FORUM SECTION
Posted: 8/21/2011 11:56:47 AM
I've post the poems on my thread here if anyone would like to read them... But... it's ONLY for reading them there... NOT for replying .... :)

http://forums.plentyoffish.com/datingPosts14604324.aspx
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 17 (view)
 
Poem: Is This Really What A Girl Needs?.......
Posted: 8/21/2011 5:53:34 AM
Poem: Is This Really What A Girl Needs?.......Written... 1/14/07... 9:56 PM


What does a girl need in a relationship?..... HMmmmm..... good question....
Who is a perfect man?.....I really don't know........lol....
What does a girl expect out of a relationship?.....
Romance that lives on forever?.....
Perfect love?.....

Ladies.....There are no fairytales out there....
and if he seems too good to be true....
then u better believe there are a lot of darkness in his soul
that u better PRAY to god that he never reveals to u......

Sure .... I was going for true love......lol...
I guess that's why I cry every night.....

I guess I should've waited...
but I didn't want to be one of those girls that sit around
and wait for fella to decide if he was missing my touch
or if he wanted to see me or not...

I wanted a real relationship.....
someone I could compliment...
someone who wanted to spend time with me....
someone I could fall in love with..:}

Someone that when he touched me... I could feel every sensory in my body ignite!!!!.....
someone....
that.... without a doubt in my mind ......
really dug me...
really wanted me too...

A fella that wanted to spend the rest of his life with me...
I wanted this fella to be someone that I wanted to wake up next to forever......
and in the early morning light.....
just lay there.....
and watch him sleeping....
and touch his hair lightly....
while I whispered...."I Love U"....
and just know.....
in the depths of my soul.....
that when I said "I Love U" that I truly meant that I loved him forever.....
but as u know.... it didn't happen....
and now....
I starting to believe that having this kind of love...
truly is a fantasy....:}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 16 (view)
 
Poem: The Best Present Of All... Was U....
Posted: 8/21/2011 5:38:07 AM
Poem: The Best Present Of All... Was U....



( In reconition of Melanie... :)...)


I remember something that u told me when u were a lil girl..

U said that when u were in heaven God would hear me crying because i was so lonely...

so,

he sent u here for me to love...

U probably don't remember saying it...

but, it's something that i'll never forget...

I sometimes wonder how the angels in heaven is fairing without u...

I know they miss u...

and i feel bad about that...

But... i'm so very grateful that God made a selfless act...

and let u come here to be with me...

I want to thank u for spending everyday...

And ...the last moments of my birthday with me...

u made it feel so special for me...

I guess u could say... that u are the best present of al!l... :)

I love u!!!!!...

Sincerely,



Mom...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 15 (view)
 
Song: Sometimes Ur Beauty....
Posted: 8/21/2011 5:31:14 AM
Song: Sometimes Ur Beauty....



( Music)


Sometimes ur beauty blinds my eyes..
It's there for all the world to see....
Sometimes ur beauty wear disguise....
It pierce my heart and makes it bleed....


(Music)



Sometimes i'm crawling in the dirt....
I reach for u ... u stomp my pride.....
Sometimes ur someone I don't know
That's filled with hatred... filled with lies...


(Music)


Sometimes ur faceless in the night....
U come to me with a lover's pride...
U fill my heart...
Then void it out...
And leave me with ur endless lies...

(Music)


C:



I already know... i already know...
I already know just who u are!...
I already know... i already know...
I already know just who u are!...


C:

I know u....
I run and hide........
Avoid u.....
U blind my eyes....


A loner...
U bind my mind....
Ur hell fire...
Is all I find....

Please leave me alone... Please leave me alone....

Please leave me alone... Get out my mind!...

Please leave me alone... Please leave me alone....

Please leave me alone... Get out my mind!...



( Music)


Sometimes ur beauty's underneath....
And... it's like a poison to my mind....
One day it'll fade... U can believe.....
A trail of tears it'll leave behind.....


It crippled .. used ...
Then spit me out....

There was no person left inside
Made me believe false hopes exist....
Inside it's world build up of lies....

I already know... i already know...
I already know just who u are!...
I already know... i already know...
I already know just who u are!...

C:

I know u....
I run and hide........
Avoid u.....
U blind my eyes....

A loner...
U bind my mind....
Ur hell fire...
Is all I find....


Please leave me alone...Please leave me alone...
Please leave me alone... Get out my mind!...
Please leave me alone... Please leave me alone...
Please leave me alone...Get out my mind!...

( Music)


I know u....
I run and hide........

Avoid u.....
U blind my eyes....

A loner...
U bind my mind....

Ur hell fire...
Is all I find....


C:

Please leave me alone...
Please leave me alone...
Please leave me alone....


Get out my mind!....


Please leave me alone...
Please leave me alone...
Please leave me alone....

My soul is mine!........


I don't need u!.... I don't need u!...

(Sometimes ur beauty blinds my eyes ....)


If u offer urself .. I will decline!...

( It's there for all the world to see)


Don't need u!.... don't need u!...

(Sometimes ur beauty wears disguise ...)


My heart is my heart!... my soul is mine!....

(It pierce my heart ... and makes it bleed)


One day you'll awake... and check the mirror...

(Sometimes ur beauty blinds my eyes ....)


you'll find one thing i already know...

(It's there for all the world to see)


Ur beauty's been gone almost forever...

(Sometimes ur beauty wears disguise ...)


And all that's left is a heartless soul!.....

( It pierce my heart ... and makes it bleed)


C:

Don't use me!...
Don't use me!...
Don't use me!....

No...no...no...no!....

Don't use me!...
Don't use me!...
Don't use me!....
No...no...no...no!....


(Repeat Last C:... Fade out...)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 14 (view)
 
So... Ummm.... What's In A Name?......
Posted: 8/21/2011 5:03:11 AM
Poem: So... Ummm.... What's In A Name?.....



Bouncing to and fro from another down the hall...

this hurt's much deeper.... than the crack embedded wall.....

This one's much deeper... than the worst of trips and falls.....

I didn't think it possible... how is it possible at all?...

Said the little girl or boy... with their ... tumble... trip... or fall...

Miss Muffet's on their tuffet's...

Georgie Porgie's on their walls....

Became what we're afraid of... what scared us most of all....

The things that were so heartless... the things that were so raw...

Plasmas feeding off from plasmas....

in a long and endless hall....

Like they've never been a human....

Never experienced it at all.....

Because the last hurt and pain inside their lives....

Took it from them with the fall....

Creatures... mindless creatures... yes really... that was all....

That remained inside the shell they've formed...

from the last crack in the wall...

Creatures... mindless creatures... that was all...

of the ones that promised to care for them... souls as black as devil dogs....

That fed , clothed, and sheltered them... in the last room down the hall....

A shell within a shell... their bodies formed

with a child that crouched inside of them...

looking no different than the norm...

With sugar and spice... and all that was nice...

and puppy dog tails they secretly hid....

In attics, crawl spaces, and basements....

containers.... sheds, and farmer's fields...

that left communities and parents in panics...

with a life that became unreal...

While their hopes... and dreams....

of victim's tortured screams... filled their souls with eager delight!

Their future came with guns and knives...

Their strike was full of might! ....

They came to claim their goal in life ...

They shook the roof off every life!...

A game?....It was a game.. their game of shame...

And they'ld look for a parent, or a friend to blame....

A game?... It was their game of shame...

And behind... what was left... was declared insane.....

Molest... and murder..

rape, abuse.... sexual assult..... to name a few..

harrissment, cannibalism, their crimes only grew.... sex slaves, to slavery...

But... what could one do?...

Their mission in life?.... hmmm... no one really knew

To destroy other's lives... was all they knew....

"So.. what's the big deal...... it's only a name?!!!".... said the one who was calling...

While the next child was slain....

While the last kick was kicked... and the last punch had flew....

While... the creature was born.. hmmm.... But... what can one do???



By Annie...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 13 (view)
 
Poem: Christmas Kisses
Posted: 8/21/2011 4:54:07 AM
Poem: Christmas Kisses


Kissing is both emotional .... and passionate for me.....
just the thought of the entwining of two lips.....
slowly coming together....
trembling....
not knowing what to expect from each other....
excites me beyond belief!!!... :}

And the eyes.....
longing to hold the image of the one they'll love forever!!!....:}

Kissing.... really is the most important part of the relationship!!..... WAY important than the act of sex itself!..:}

The longing.....
the anticipation....
the breathing....
in and out......
waiting.....
wanting.....
longing!!!...

MMMmmmm...
Sweet stolen kisses....
The ones that come ...
when u never expect it!!!...:}

And... The ones ur expecting....lol... :}

Lips.... coming together....
and u lay there......with the anticipation of the hands....longing.....to explore the skin.....
to move thru the curves and corners of the body.....and fingers......
longing to hold..... their secret treasures.....

well.....lol....
just the thought of kissing.... is enough to bring me to pure estasy!......

I hope this makes ur Christmas a little more special.....
I know it will mine.....:}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 12 (view)
 
Poem:WINTER
Posted: 8/21/2011 4:34:42 AM
Hello There!....:)

Here's a poem I wrote when I was six years old.... I hope u enjoy it....:}



Poem:WINTER


W is for winter......
I is for ice.........
N is for snowmen.... and things that are nice....:}
T is for tickle....when it snows on my nose.......
E is for excitement!!!!!....for anything goes!!!!!
R is for ...

remembering the winters were windy....the ice was
so cold..... nice things like snowmen....and snow on my nose.....
and yes!!!!!.....The excitement!!!!!....for anything goes!!!...:)





By: Annie.... 1967
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 11 (view)
 
Poem: The Best Thing about Playing In The Snow...:)
Posted: 8/21/2011 4:27:13 AM
Poem: The Best Thing about Playing In The Snow...:)


I love winter....lol... I love everything about it.... except that it's soooo cold!!!!....BBBBBBBBRRRRRRRRrrrrrrr...... but.... as u know.... even that has it's advantages.....I know...lol... ur probably thinking "Yeah right!...What on earth could the advantages be of playing in the freezing cold snow?"....:}.....Well....Let me just tell u about that....:}


Do u know what the best thing is about going outside in the freezing cold to make a snowman?...LOL...well....Besides building the snowman......lol.... which in itself is sooo much fun!!!...I mean.... sometimes u think u have everything that u need for his face and then u figure out u have to improvise...like on the nose by using a very long icicle ...lol... hopefully... the longest one u can pull off the house without breaking it!!!....:}instead of a carrot.....and ... instead of using coals for the eyes.... what if u had to use radishes instead!!!!....lol.... now that would be scary!!!!!.....now..... that would be fun!!!!.....And don't forget the snow fights!!!!....snow angels!!!!..... and last but not least....rolling around together in the freezing wet slushy snow...lol...freezing to death!!!...


But the best part of all.... is probably thawing out together..... and then having hot coco while sitting by the fireplace with the one or ones u love!!!!!.....:}


Well....lol... A girl can have her fantasies.... can't she?....:}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 10 (view)
 
Poem: I Love It When It Rains!!!!... ;}
Posted: 8/21/2011 4:20:02 AM
Poem: I Love It When It Rains!!!!... ;}


How are u doing today?... I know it's rainy... but I like it sooo much!!!!!....:}It gives me a feeling of being renewed!!!!!.....LOL... U probably think i'm crazy for saying that!!!.... I've just been feeling so good today that nothing can really hurt me right now!!!!!...:}

MMMMMMmmmmmm........

I love it when it drizzles...I mean... really!!!... This is the perfect weather for walking!!!!....lol... Don't u just love it when the rain is falling... and ur walking with that special man in ur life...listening to ur favorite love song.... mine would be "Emotion".... sung be Destiny's Child.....and u just happen to be walking along.....just talking....and... at that special moment.... when he's speaking to u... and u just so happen to turn and look at him as he's speaking to u... and a single raindrop lands on one of ur eyelashes... :} and he looks into ur eyes...sooo intensely....:}....and then....ur eyes just sooo happen to lock on each others... as he slowly brings his hand to ur face to gently wipe away the raindrop... and then...he find himself... slowly touching ur cheek...and then... his hand gently moves to the back of ur neck...as his thumb caresses ur earlobe... :} and he beckons for u to come closer....and closer....:}.... and ur drawned to him by his eyes.... Oh god!!!... those wonderful eyes... that holds ur beauty in the morning when they look at u when you've just awaken... and at night when they hold that very last memory of sight.... which was u....:}


And he draws u closer to his lips...oh!!!....those wonderful lips.... that kissed u gently on ur forehead as u were sitting together looking at a movie... and eating popcorn... those wonderful lips.... that moves close to ur ear and whispers.... "I love u"... when he holds u.... and makes love to u late at night..:}....those wonderful lips... that are longing now.... to be kissed by u....and then.... at that very moment.... when ur lips should be saying...."I Love U"...they part....and....as if in slow motion.....when brought back together.....they've entwined in yours...... in an everlasting kiss..... that says...."I Do Love U".... "For infinity!!!"..... :}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 9 (view)
 
Song: Seems Like Forever Since You've been Gone
Posted: 8/21/2011 3:51:55 AM
Song: Seems Like Forever Since You've been Gone


(Music)

I remember ur face.....And ur lips.....Oh how they kissed me... Wonder if they miss me?.....
I remember our love....Was it strange?.....It tore and twist me...And still....a part of it remains....
And I remember.... Oh i remember the nights all alone.....Singing my song of pain.....And missing u......And missing u.....And missing u....


Corus:

Was it forever?.....Seems like forever....Since you've been gone....
Was it forever?.....Seems like forever....I've been alone....

Or was it a dream of us?...A pretty dream of us?...Or was it the end of us?Or has it.... begun?.....

Walking the corridors.....As I have many times before....Seeing a unicorn....Fighting.....for the will to live.....

Teardrops..... Falling from the sky.... I stop and bathe....The future's been layed.....
And the clouds melt from the sky....And fall to the ground....All hope is lost....And then I find u.....And then I lose u again.....

Corus:

Was it forever?.....Seems like forever....Since you've been gone....
Was it forever?.....Seems like forever....I've been alone....

Or was it a dream of us?...A pretty dream of us?...Or was it the end of us?Or has it.... begun?....

Corus:

Was it forever?.....Seems like forever....Since you've been gone....
Was it forever?.....Seems like forever....I've been alone....
Or was it a dream of us?...A pretty dream of us?...Or was it the end of us?Or has it.... begun?.....

Or was it a dream of us?...A pretty dream of us?...Or was it the end of us?Or has it.... begun?.....

(Music)

OOO...OOO...OOO...OOO...
OOO...OOO...OOO...OOO...OOO...OOO...OOO...
Or has it.... be.....gun?....



By Annie..:)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 8 (view)
 
Song: I'm Lost Written.....
Posted: 8/21/2011 3:23:46 AM
Song: I'm Lost Written.....


(Music)

How could u tell....
U really hurt me....
Were u thinking bout me....
Thru all the tears?.....

I figure in time....
I would forget u......
But I didn't count on u....
Visiting me....

Ur in every room....
When I enter....
I see u..
And it's so clear.....

Might be a figure of speech....
That ur still there....
Reaching out.....
And touching me......

I search in my soul.....
For u to go on....
But .... somehow u find me....
Say u gonna stay here.....

Cos u have a home....
Deep inside of me.....
And that's where ur gonna stay....
Until I grow old....

Don't know what u want.....
Cos u won't tell me....
But.... I'm hoping you'll find it...
And go away!!!!!.....

Don't want u here.....
Leave me my state of mind...
But.... when I turn and look....
Ur still there....


C: And i'm lost.....i'm lost... i'm lost....
And i'm lost..... oh....i'm lost...
And i'm lost.....i'm lost... i'm lost
And i'm lost.....i'm lost......

U know me so well.....
U know how i'm feeling....
U used to come to me....And touch my face...

And now I try.... to put something.....between us....
Anything that'll replace u....
But u can't be replace.....

The look in ur eyes....
The way u touched me.....
It's just something....
That I can't comprehend.....

The way i loved u....
And the way that u loved me.....
Some people might call.....Call it a sin......

Corus:And i'm lost.....i'm lost... i'm lost....
And i'm lost..... oh....i'm lost...
And i'm lost.....i'm lost... i'm lost...
And i'm lost....And i'm lost...
And i'm lost.....and i'm lost... i'm lost.....
And i'm lost..... oh...... And i'm lost.....
OOOU,OOOU,OOOU,OOOU,OOOU,OOOU,OOOU.......
OOOU,OOOU,OOOU.......



By Annie..:}
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 7 (view)
 
Song: Cos...When It All Comes Down ....
Posted: 8/21/2011 2:18:40 AM
Song: Cos...When It All Comes Down ....

(Music)

So what u think it all is coming to?And how u think it all will end?The future's what we

made it all into.....No time for washing off our hands......

It's time to fix this mess.... let's take a stand......And tell our lawmen what we want.....Let's

make it right for all colors and creeds....Let's stand together .... hand...in...hand....

Corus:

Cos... when it all comes down....God won't care who u are....You'll get ur judgement in the end.....

Cos... when it all comes down....God won't care who u are....You'll get ur judgement in the end.....

Let's face it our forefathers didn't do too good....With taking care of all the land.....Our

waters...fish...our plants are dying off.....It's time to lend our world a hand.....

It's time to say we've really had enough.....Of our world crying everyday....The sky is

getting brown....The blue skies gone.....Our birds are dying on the land.....


Corus:

Cos... when it all comes down....God won't care who u are....You'll get ur judgement in the

end.....

Oh!... when it all comes down....God won't care who u are....You'll get ur judgement in the

end.....

It's hard.... when we know that he trusted us.....To take care of all of his land.....Gave us a

place to live that was beautiful.....So why can't we just take a stand

It's time to fix this mess..... let's take a stand.....And tell our judges what we want....Let's

make it right for all colors and creeds.....Let's stand together...hand...in...hand....

Corus:

Cos... when it all comes down....God won't care who u are....You'll get ur judgement in the

end.....

Oh!... when it all comes down....God won't care who u are....You'll get ur judgement in the

end.....

Oh....You'll get ur judgement in the end.....You'll get ur judgement in the end.....

in the end.....in the end.....in the end.....in the end.....

Oh!!!....in the end.....in the end.....in the end.....

Oh!!!!......in the end.....


By:Annie..:)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 6 (view)
 
Poem: Maybe ...It's Not Too Late!!!!!... :{
Posted: 8/19/2011 8:15:37 AM
What a Judgemental creature thy are!!!!!....
must ye set a still judgement upon my brow?.....

creeping upon me.... like a spider ...on a web?....

NO!!!!!... a slitering snake?....
like a shadow?....
darker than the darkest blackest night!!!!!.....


Thy always look upon me with hurt!!!....
no matter what goodness i bestow upon thee....

An awful world thy has built thyself....
who dare penetrate the walls built out of malicious deceit and mistrust?...
of human race?...And for the world!!!....

I am baffled....
what thy thoughts must be before thou goest to bed each night...
and upon awakening.... with morning light?.....

What would thy first thought be?....

OH!!!!....

Behind thy beautiful mask that has blinded me?.....

Would it really be to hurt me?.....

Thy words are like piercing daggers at my soul constantly!!!.....
Is it thy wish to slay me with them?!!!.....

I hope not.....

for i am one... of the only ones ....that has loved and admired thee in this world?...

is it a necessity to pluck away the beautiful flower petals... which is truly my world that i have created for myself?...

Because of thy own insecurities and mistrust for everything that is good...and is in this world...
thou hast destroyed my only true tie with happiness?....
it makes me sad and ashame for thee!.......

Who was she that destroyed thy hopes and dreams for all thy tomorrows?...and todays?....
deciding thee to be one of the least happy and contented ones?....:{

Pray!.... least ye pray!!!.....

If decency somehow lingers in thy body!!!....least ye pray!!!....

let thy hands ...and thy knees find the stones beneath them!!!!....
which has proven to be even more warmer than thy heart!!!!.....

Pray!!!...Least ye pray!!!!!....

DOWN ON THY HANDS AND KNEES!!!.....
that god may savage what little part of humanity that is left inside of thee!!!!!....

Thy seed that was born inside of thee....May it flourish into the tree that somehow will become thee.....Least ye pray!!!!......

May he come to end thy torment!!!...

May he rebuild thy trust!!!...

May he bring thee happiness!!

...and contentment!!!

....and joy!!!....

And most of all.....may he bring thee love!!!.....

Pray!!!...least ye pray!!!....And maybe!!!....

Just maybe.... he can still save thy soul!!!!!

...And maybe!!!!!.....

just maybe!!!.....

it's not.......

too....

late!!!!!.....:(
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 5 (view)
 
Be Proud Of Who U Are!..:)
Posted: 8/19/2011 7:45:07 AM
The next time that u look in the mirror...take a good look at urself...
And no matter WHAT ANYONE SAYS THAT U ARE...
with ur genes and ur personality... there's really only one u..:)

So smile.....
Take a good look at urself...And say..."I'm so proud that God made me so unique!!!"...:)
Know how special u are!...Know how beautiful u are!...Know how different u are....
And.....BE PROUD OF WHO U ARE!...:}
I know I AM!!!....:)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 4 (view)
 
Throw aways!...:{
Posted: 8/19/2011 7:40:11 AM
Sometimes.... I wonder what's going on in people's minds....I think my problem is that i try to see good in everyone... and no matter how much someone has told me that the person isn't worth the matter that he/she was created out of... i never judge em even after they prove themselves to be the biggest a%#hole ripped out of the cosmos i still keep forgiving and loving em even more and more because sometimes... i'm the only one that had ever care about em their entire life....

I think it's really sad that some parents don't love their children....:{

Why are u even bothering to have these kids to push em aside...or to give the responsibility to their grandparents!

THROW AWAY KIDS EQUAL THROW AWAY ADULTS!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER THIS PEOPLE!!!
UR BABIES ARE THE FUTURE OF AMERICA...TREAT EM WITH RESPECT...AND THEY WILL RESPECT U AND THE FUTURE THAT U HAD PREPARE FOR THEM... OR ELSE WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A LOT OF OUR KIDS ON THE COUCH!!!!!

So... what does this story mean... i don't know.... just think of what it might mean to u...and if ur the one that's ripped out of the cosmos... then change ur life... get a life...and get a job whatever u need to do to improve urself so u can learn to love urself and to stop hurting people.... cos if u don't love u... then who the hell else will?.....

I guess i'm just venting again.....

Annie.... :-/.....
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 3 (view)
 
Poem: SSSSHHHHhhhhh..... :}
Posted: 8/19/2011 7:25:54 AM
Poem: SSSSHHHHhhhhh..... :}


***To be spoken in a whisper..... :}***


SSSSHHHHhhhhh..... Kiss me!!!!!..... And when u say u love me..........Mean it!!!!!....

Let ur lips touch my cheek... go to my ear and whisper......"I love u".....:}

SSSShhhh..... Let my fingers murmur the sounds ur soul makes as it desperately whisper's how it longs to be held by me...once more....:}

For I too long for u my love....
My body aches...And cries out for u in the middle of the night.... Longing to be held once more by ur stolen kisses!!!......

To be entangled in ur lover's web.... As our spirits dance above us in pure estasies....
Oh my darling!...How I long to be filled by u once more!!!......

SSSSSHHHHHhhh...... Let me look into ur eyes.... for that's the place that I call home.....

How can u shut me out from them?.... Oh darling!......Don't u know how much I desperately need u!!!!!.....

I miss ur laughter.....it's somewhat of a distant memory to me now.....
Yes..... I once shared a happy moment with u.... and when our eyes lock onto one another .... so did our souls... for all eternity!.....

Oh darling!!!!.... How I miss ur hugs and kisses!!!... and ur beautiful hair flowing in my face.... as u looked down at me from the most amazing eyes....... that I call home.....:{

Come back to me!!!.....Let ur soul rest next to mine.... and never leave me again!!!.... Oh!!!... My most amouring love!!!...
My most glorious darling!!!.....SSSSHHHHhhhhh
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 187 (view)
 
PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE POSTING ANYTHING IN THIS FORUM SECTION
Posted: 8/18/2011 12:01:05 PM
Thank u athenashelmet for the welcome... :)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 186 (view)
 
PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE POSTING ANYTHING IN THIS FORUM SECTION
Posted: 8/18/2011 11:59:40 AM
Thank u Brawnydog...
I just opened a thread where i could put some of my poems on there... because i have so many that i don't want to take up anyone's thread that way... :)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 2 (view)
 
Poem:... The Pain Of A BrokenHeart......
Posted: 8/18/2011 7:52:16 AM
Poem:... The Pain Of A BrokenHeart......

It's never easy...
and it's harder everytime u fall in love...
because each time... that u let go...
ur drawn into urself ... a lil more...
and when someone new comes along...
u learn to open up...
just a lil bit...
just enough to let him in...
until it blossoms... into.. what u consider... a beautiful perfect love...
and then it happens...
another heartbreak..
and u drawn back into urself...
each time... a lil more...
each time.....
until a part of ur heart has fallen ... into a dept... where it can never be retrieved...
a lil part of u that has learned to trust... has slipped away....
and then u find... that ur never really open up...
to falling in love again...
I know the pain... the hurt... the humilation... the stress... of opening my eyes everyday..
and trying to tell myself to get up... GET UP!..
to get up...
and keep going on...
to never look back into my memories....
to leave him there where he belongs..
amoung the cluttered ashes of my soul....
I know what it is like to feel the pain of a brokenheart...
because the brokenheart lives inside... of me... :{

By: Annie...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 37 (view)
 
Why do people get rude when you say you're not interested?
Posted: 8/17/2011 4:43:41 PM
Ummm... Ok.... Well... here we go... :)

Firstly...
Quote"Wait a second, it shows everytime you check out someones profile? Every time? fuuuccckkkkkk"....NOPE!!! When you look at your viewed me list, it shows the people who have viewed your profile, however briefly. The group across the top of that list, IF YOU READ THE TITLE CAREFULLY, are some who have viewed you AT SOME POINT (not just recently), sorted by when they were LAST ONLINE, and NOT by when they LAST VIEWED YOU. unquote..

Lol...
Well IgorFrankensteen ...

Ur two cents is well noted... and though u may not be able to tell when someone looks at ur profile... I actually can... and i'll take a moment to explained to u how i know the difference...

I've been on here since december... and i can tell u that a lot has happened since then.... because of the rudeness and ill-mannered male counterparts on here... i've had to block quite a few people...

And ... the view list does say view by when the users were last on line.... and i definately do know when the last time this person talked to me by when i had blocked him.... do u understand so far?...


So ... I've actually check my favorite list... or seen people checking out my profile that i've blocked or have blocked me from even back in december.....

Secondly...

Quote..."In other words, the gal who thinks she's being scoped and harassed, and sends angry notes to guys telling them to stop, probably looks like a nut job to them, because they are NOT looking at her repeatedly. That's why they block HER in response"... unquote
Oh... I'm so sorry to disapoint u... But... my responses are neither angry... degrading or Vindictive in anyway.... most are a overly polite plea for them to look at someone else's profile and to leave mine alone....because i'm not interested in any way... shape... or form...

And lastly... but, not least.....

Quote..."And the reason lots of individuals get snippy when you turn them down, is most commonly because they had to screw their courage up so much to try to reach out to you in the first place, that their adrenaline makes them lash out when they are rejected."...Unquote...

Just to let u know.... Yes... I agree with u on the part that it takes courage to come out and ask a person to open theirself up to u......but the part that u seemed to have left out is that it also take courage to accept the outcome and move on.....I've said hello to people many times... and i've asked them if they would like to be penpals or talk online sometime.... and... as i've told many people no... i've also been told no also... ... and that's actually ok... :)

I'm 49 years old... soon to be 50.... and i know that rejection is not the end of the world..... it's just a part of life... it helps us to grow in statue and become better human beings.... any adult knows this..... :)

So..... now u know.....

So... u can come to whatever assumption that u like... but as far as i'm concern... as i said before.... Ur two cents is well noted...:)
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 36 (view)
 
Why do people get rude when you say you're not interested?
Posted: 8/17/2011 3:50:39 PM
Thank U LIslandmermaid.... I appreciate ur response...
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 1 (view)
 
Poems From The Heart...
Posted: 8/17/2011 1:47:36 PM
Poem:...Have Ur Heart Forgotten Me?...

Where are u my love?....
Have ur heart forgotten me?...

My cries go on... silently in the night... but... have fallin to deaf ears...
I quiver and shake in my bed... but, not from the cold...
But... from the chill of ur heart...

Where are u my love?...
Have ur heart forgotten me?...
Am i just a device of ur needs and desires...
How could u have forsaken me?...

Do I not have needs?...
Do I not need love?...
Am I not... a woman?...
Then... why can't u treat me as such?...

Have ur heart fallen into the arms of another?
For the other side of my bed is... cold... and lonely...
And... only tears fill it....
Tears... and memories.... of days gone by.....
Tears and memories of u....

Am I such a child... to believe that love can still exist between two people?
To.... believe... two people can be in love?... and it can last forever?...
That... such a love... can be... infinite?....
I want that kind of love in my life.... I need that kind of love in my life... I crave that kind of love with u.......

Where do ur thoughts leave u now?....
In the arms of another?....
Or... here......
back with me?

For me... ur arms are as the brittle limbs of winter...
for... they have fallen..... and withered away....

The painful seas of ur eyes... has me gasping for life.... for in them... i am drowning....
And....as death comes near... to swallow me up....
who will rescue me now?

There are many forms of beauty.... But inner is the most revealing....
Not only of the soul... but of the heart....
If ur chest was opened.... what would it reveal to me?...
I'm afraid to see it....

Please tell me that my fears are unwarranted...
That ur love to me is true....
That ur love to me is unending....

Please... Tell me where u are my love?
Have ur heart forgotten me?...

By:Annie
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 183 (view)
 
PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE POSTING ANYTHING IN THIS FORUM SECTION
Posted: 8/17/2011 10:09:01 AM
Poem:...Have Ur Heart Forgotten Me?...

Where are u my love?....
Have ur heart forgotten me?...

My cries go on... silently in the night... but... have fallin to deaf ears...
I quiver and shake in my bed... but, not from the cold...
But... from the chill of ur heart...

Where are u my love?...
Have ur heart forgotten me?...
Am i just a device of ur needs and desires...
How could u have forsaken me?...

Do I not have needs?...
Do I not need love?...
Am I not... a woman?...
Then... why can't u treat me as such?...

Have ur heart fallen into the arms of another?
For the other side of my bed is... cold... and lonely...
And... only tears fill it....
Tears... and memories.... of days gone by.....
Tears and memories of u....

Am I such a child... to believe that love can still exist between two people?
To.... believe... two people can be in love?... and it can last forever?...
That... such a love... can be... infinite?....
I want that kind of love in my life.... I need that kind of love in my life... I crave that kind of love with u.......

Where do ur thoughts leave u now?....
In the arms of another?....
Or... here......
back with me?

For me... ur arms are as the brittle limbs of winter...
for... they have fallen..... and withered away....

The painful seas of ur eyes... has me gasping for life.... for in them... i am drowning....
And....as death comes near... to swallow me up....
who will rescue me now?

There are many forms of beauty.... But inner is the most revealing....
Not only of the soul... but of the heart....
If ur chest was opened.... what would it reveal to me?...
I'm afraid to see it....

Please tell me that my fears are unwarranted...
That ur love to me is true....
That ur love to me is unending....

Please... Tell me where u are my love?
Have ur heart forgotten me?...

By:Annie
 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 18 (view)
 
Why do people get rude when you say you're not interested?
Posted: 8/16/2011 4:04:58 PM
Yes Andrew G10...

I know exactly how u feel.... I usually get a hello... how are u?... and it's nice for about an hour... and then it changes on me.....

then... out of the blue i'm requested to send them compromised pictures of myself.... and other request that i'm not allow to say on here.... and the list goes on and on.. and when i tell them "No Thank U "... or "Behave urself!!!"... I'm blocked!!!

And u know what?... It's not the blocking part that bothers me as much as it's that they still stalk my profile and i can do nothing but watch them frequent it up to 10 times a day... especially late at night or in the wee morning hours... and when i contact them on chat to ask them to stop... they block me there too... it's an insult to me really...:{
If they had taken the time to read my profile they would've known that i wasn't interested in what they were trying to sell me... this isn't a 900 site... and that's really where most of them belong... :{

 Annie1108
Joined: 12/31/2010
Msg: 421 (view)
 
...A Sexual Relationship WITHOUT Emotional Attachments...
Posted: 8/16/2011 11:09:59 AM
I believe it's totally impossible for a woman to...
Unlike a man.....who finds it easy to meet with a woman for the purpose of sexual consent between the two of them with total detatchment...I don't believe a man feels anything at all during the act of sex if the two of them had mutually agreed to meet on the terms of " meeting for the act of sex itself".... and not to establish a relationship...
I think what a woman needs to realize is that men and women are just aren't wired the same way...
Women tend to be more about romance...love....security... family.... and responsibilities .... and from having a few casual conversations on here i've found that men seem to be more about internet porn... naked pictures... sexual conversations.... sexual attraction .... sexual satisfaction.....intercourse... and emotional detatchment....... Noted... that there are a few good guys on here that .... after a hard work week ... want to just sit back and have an intellengent conversation with a woman.... they are gems of course... a diamond in the rough... and far and few in between... I think what most men need to realize is that by offering nothing more than his sex organ... washboard abs... and a nice behind... a casual relationship without friendship total detatchment... meaning real intimacy.... or communication.... leaves much to be desired.... sort of like ... fishing in the ocean without bait... wouldn't u say?... :}
 
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